I need help with my Gifts

reply to post by veryrandomannonomous

You have an aura, or auric field about you (everything does); this is called your energy self, or (very mysterious word here!), the Double.

I know, it sounds hard to understand. It should. Since the earliest known & unknown history of mankind on Earth, this knowledge has been suppressed. Why? Because IT'S ALIVE!

That makes sense, that the aura field is alive, yes? this is where you are able to feel the Invisible world, all about you. You can see animals responding to it (the invisible), because they, too, have this energy field, but are not disconnected from it, like humans.

It is a matter of programming: only at the genetic level.

If someone or thing comes within the sphere of your aura, you know it immediately. Some don't respond, because they have no (active) connection(s). Those who develop this, are in a heck of a state, for they are alone in a world quite alien (!) to most everyone else.

Effects are profound, and can even be overwhelming: it is, after all, your Subtle Nervous System, or the Energy Self, or the Aura Field, or The Double: all names for the same thing, depending on what you are familiar with.

I suggest you read some of my posts; it will increase your understanding; up to you.

Here is the ultimate secret, which I can freely tell you and everyone else, because it is quite unknown to all, and has been carefully removed from human genetic understanding:

Your Double....is the feminine side of nature, life, things, All. Your body is the male aspect, whether you are female or male.

If you wish, you can get to learn more about this by reading up on my posts, or google and find some information. It is very rare that good information is found on this topic, for it has been whipped out of mankind's awareness. It is lost knowledge. The ka tube (central light core), is the connector-source of both fields, masculine (physical body) & feminine (invisible double).

This is why everyone is taught to worship god the father: you musn't ever learn the truth about god the mother, for then you will become connected directly to all things, knowledge included...and they wouldn't want that.

This secret is beyond all understanding of modern man, but not the indigenous peoples, who know this naturally, but won't speak of it outside their cultures, readily (crazy).
Remember, it's a secret.
DON'T TELL ANYBODY!

[edit on 18-12-2008 by SS,Naga]

Thank you. You are rather helpful. ^-^ I am very much a nature child. People are disbelieving to the face that one can feel more at home among the forest, than among their own kind. My parents are angered by that fact that I like solitude quite a lot. What you just said may be the reason on which I have personal space issue. When people get close to me, I feel a sort of static electricity, which is sort of bothersome. Some people get close to me and make me warm, other chill me. Are all this abilities just things I'm born with?

reply to post by veryrandomannonomous

Yes, you and others are born with this connection; but read my first post in this thread, and realize that it is true. Because you have it now, doesn't mean it won't be dampened down as you get older. There is a critical point in each young person's life where the energy flowing in begins to be 'sealed-off.' To keep this open, you must learn to maintain it at all times, or kiss the biggest, best part of it goodbye. Oh, you will still develop, be different, have abilities, but now is your time for learning this (try to understand the first post!).

Learn to achieve inner silence; also, hold the body very still (yoga helps) during any meditation that you do. The results will astound. But not immediately...why?

This is something unknown to people...It is a seed (ability to cause the double to grow within themselves), and as you water it (meditation), it begins to absorb nourishment and grow. One day, it will flower. But you cannot push this flowering, only tend the 'growing plant of inner energy being.' Is this not true of all planted things...that they mature and flower in their normal cycle? So, nourish, but do not become excited if the fruit cannot be picked within a few days, weeks, years. Some plants take actual years to bear fruit.

I have placed many posts throughout ATS, that will help if any fear is felt. It is important to understand that lightness & laughter will cut this fear like a knife.

Each are given many gifts, and in this time of Earth's acceleration, so many are feeling their Great Mother's "boost." Not many know what is going on. Many who do, can mislead, for lack of true knowledge of the actual inner structure of the energy Double.

All this will help you gain and maintain that illusive balance.

[edit on 18-12-2008 by SS,Naga]

reply to post by SS,Naga


I have never really meditated before. I meditated once in an odd way when I was hyperventilating (had a rather frightening experience). Is there any place in particular I should meditate?

reply to post by veryrandomannonomous
Any place quiet is good. If you can find a place you like amidst nature, better (be aware of your surroundinds for safety).

At home, if a quiet time can be found. In the dark is the best (look for this in my posts, this thread). Even sitting at the edge of the bed for 10-15 mins. is good. Chairs are acceptable. Read my statements about meditation with seed idea, or without. You will get more from meditating without a questioning thought or idea.

You will find, as you develop this, that the mind can be quieted, but it is a learned skill, becoming an ability or strength. It is knowing what is important in life, also: this is important. Also, very easy, for it's free; and balancing. It should be taught to everybody.

Excercise (movement) develops the body; meditation (stillness) develops the double.


[edit on 18-12-2008 by SS,Naga]

SO, I would use this to expand ability? Just wondering, for those who aren't gifted, so to speak, what use is meditation to them?

reply to post by veryrandomannonomous

You have misapprehended. Those who don't seem to be gifted, actually are, just less so, only on a slower scale than many 'gifted' are on. We are all made of the same stuff (consciousness, which starts out as 'base'), and travel the same path (of transmutation: the Captstone Path of Awareness, or refinement of consciousness).

Meditation is the tool, the pivot, that accelerates this process: provides the 'waters of life,' so the flower of life can blossom.

I know how that might seem to you: I experienced this when I was young, and it gave me a terrible sense of superiority. I did learn that I was just further along the path, and became grateful for that.

What I wish you to understand is that I know something that you don't, from your perspective, and I am trying to alert you to it, so you gain, rather than lose. What is it?

You said it yourself: 'gifted,' 'abilities.' They do strange things to people on a planet with those who are obviously somewhat behind them in awareness & the knowing of how to use that awareness.

As one becomes alerted to this, it grows, sometimes fast. The next thing, all the concentration is placed upon this 'condition,' almost exclusively. This is imbalance. It also tends to swamp the senses, and functions as a bright light that overwhelms, and produces a sense of 'it's alive by itself' inner knowing. At this point, knowledge & control is required for balance.

You are not experiencing anything that the Masters of Earth have not been well aware of for endless millenia...Indeed, they have most likely produced it in you! This is just consciousness to them, and they know it's evolutional journey, and the twists & turns it tends to take, and the odd routes that it may make.

I have been taught by one of these ancient teachers, SS,Naga. The entire race of humanity is under the eye of very advanced Watchers: these watchers are not all the same: most are indifferent to humanity on a personal basis; other's have more interest.

So, take my word for it, meditation & knowledge will allow you to obtain control & balance of this growing Awareness, this budding of consciousness, within you. It is Energy, and must be understood & controlled in a system (bodies), or it can destroy. All consciousness has two poles, the mother & the father poles, generation & regeneration.

If it seems to be beyond control, you must wait it out...keep working. I truly thought I was dying when this happened to me, for I had developed the serpent fire too strongly. It wrecks havoc within a human mind & frame, if advanced too quickly (like too much sunlight will kill a young, tender sprout). It's nature is Infinite. It is the ultimate multidimensional living plasma state, able to take all form(s) and do all things.

So, you must harness this force within, so that it learns you are not just it's master, but friend. Ever hear of breaking broncos? Exact. Only this one will ride you to the end of all knowing & being, where one meets...Themself.

[edit on 18-12-2008 by SS,Naga]

I was trying hard to meditate, but I only got about, 2 minutes at the most before things started bombarding my head. I can't clear my mind all that well. Can you give me a link to one of you threads. Meditating is something I definitely need to work on.

reply to post by veryrandomannonomous

Hi, veryrandomannonomous!

I don't have a thread dealing with meditation just yet. I can possibly recommend something later, but am on my way to work.

The progression is as follows:
Concentration - Meditation - Contemplation - Realization (Emanation)

I had a young fellow who attempted to do a complex visualization meditation of mine, but had no experience in meditation or visualization, and found he was unable to do it. It takes effort, discipline & development.

He outsmarted me, and two others I was dealing with (still am). He dropped the meditation and began to practice visualization, a necessary ingredient in the method I gave him.

Some time later, he advanced beyond the other two, startling me! A strong effort.

What you need to do, is learn of the preparatory aspect of concentration, the first stage, first.

I remember when I began meditation: I wanted to move past concentration straight to meditation. That didn't work, so I had to learn the first stage, as it was required. A true & worthy payoff, for concentration is the primary discipline!

(I will help along this line more, if I can, when I return.)


[edit on 19-12-2008 by SS,Naga]

Ok Thank You, I really can only clear my mind while I'm half asleep XD

Hi KennyRJR,

Hopefully you can find some assistance and/or advice here on ATS.

To respond from my own experiences/understandings...and bearing in mind its merely how I've come to make some sense of things so may not ring with any truth for you...but hey, you never know. Ultimately we all make sense of things in our own ways in our own time. Ultimately its our own *truth* we formulate.

But anyway...some things I'd share with you or provide food for thought (or that you can of course discard at will):

TRUST
Trust that what you experience is right for you. Right at this time, right in this way.
You experience what you do, when you do, how you do, in whatever form you do.
Sometimes we struggle to make sense of things, to look beyond whats right in front of our face, to look beyond 'the now''. When perhaps its 'the now' we may do well to remain in.
An old adage: "We are given only what we can handle at any particular time". That doesn't mean that what we are given to handle - what we are given to shoulder and carry - is going to be all sweetness and delight.
BUT I do believe we are only given what is within our own limits (whether or not we fully realise what those limits are) to deal with...it may be that what we are given is also a motivator and prompter for our own growth and self-discovery...it can be through walking through the struggle and strife that we then gain a deeper understanding and appreciation of what limits we may actually have.

But trust it.

Trust you will be okay.
Trust your walk is the one you have to walk.
Trust you will grow through it.

Another thing about trust is this:
There are those who see, those who interpret and those who know.
There are those who see things.
Those who interpret what they see, or what others see.
Then there are those who are in their 'knowing place'. They see and they know. There is no interpretation in that equation normally, unless of course they allow their own conscious human understandings and cognitive processing to then take what they initially 'know' and interpret it into some form that seems more *logical*.

That reverse-chaining from knowing to interpretting can also be a safety mechanism for that person...it can also be due to that person perhaps holding some doubt around what they 'know', rather than simply accepting what they 'know' (no matter how off the wall it may seem).

A somewhat more common interpretation of 'knowing' could be seen as intuition. Somewhat slightly different however...but 'knowing' is that initial clear thought, that initial understanding of something. As is often said "What was your first thought about that? What did your inner dialogue first *say* to you?".
That is knowing.

Trust it.


TRUTH
Be honest with yourself - and with other people.
Try not to allow yourself to go off on any flights of fancy.
Again thats related to *trust*. Trusting in what 'is', and what 'is now'. What may be and what may come can wait till - or if - it does.

But be honest. Try not to overinflate anything, to fancy it up bigger or greater than it is.

Another truth - there is nothing special about you, or me, or anyone else. By that I mean that is nothing about us that sets us above anyone else...that makes us any *more* or *better* than anyone else. To see it any other way is to succumb to ego - and ego can/will be your greatest downfall.
What you may experience is in many ways no different than someone who is blessed with fantastic acne-free skin, or great hair, or a wonderous singing voice, or a fine sense of humour.
Every person has blessings.
None are greater than the other.
Be true to yourself and to others.


TIME
I've had the pleasure of meeting and knowing some amazing young people.
Some young people who are right there in their 'knowing place'. Who just exude calmness and peace in what they may experience.
That however has not been the norm - or maybe its because I've not had the good fortune to meet more young people who are so centred.
Personally in my own experience (my own in some ways, but certainly with the majority of those I've met/know) that knowing, that calm centredness, is something that comes with time. Comes with experience. Comes with age.

We are human...living a human existance. So we live affected by all that humanity entails. We are affected by the world around us, the struggles (our own and others), the needs of society and the expectations placed upon us...the expectations to be this or that, to get a good job, buy a house, get married, have kids, be accepted, be attractive, be successful etc etc etc.
Those pressures and expectations are all things we all experience.
They are things that can also throw out our own centre, our own balance. They are things that can serve as distractions and diversions upon our 'walk through life'...or maybe they simply are our 'walk through life'. They are things we all have to walk through and work through to get to wherever we need to be.
Maturity.
Like anything it often takes time to mature.
It takes time - like a wine - to grow and change into its full flavour.
Its something that tends not to be hurried, not to be forced, rather its something that is...well...left to time.
Another adage: "Be careful what you wish for - you might just get it"
Give it time. The answers and the flavours will come.


TACT
Some say knowledge is power.
Power can be good or bad - depending on what you do with it.
Be tactful with whatever it is you do or know.
Everything has a time and a place...picking the right time and the right place takes tact. It takes wisdom. It takes maturity. It takes trust and truth.
For instance - you may know something about someone, you may be with someone and know something about their past - a trauma for instance, an abuse they may have suffered.
Perhaps that knowledge has been imparted so that you may be able to assist them in some way...even if its just to send them a kind thought, to bless them with a smile, or maybe its imparted for you to be with them, talk and walk with them and maybe help them to heal from it.
Tact is required.
IF you go down a road of dealing with a point and place of pain with/within someone then tact is most certainly required. It may well not be a spectacular idea to just leap right in with a "so, tell me about what your uncle did to you" or anything like that.
While that may seem incredibly obvious (and granted I'm merely providing an extreme example of what not to do to highlight the point), its about picking, about knowing and trusting, the time and place...the course you take.
Again this may be something that comes with time/age/maturity/wisdom.
I've met/known a few people who perhaps aren't so refined in the area of *tact*...who approach something like a bull at a gate...who openly point out an issue or some - for want of a better word - *spiritual attachment/affliction* with someone. This pretty much leads to that person spoken with/to feeling uncomfortable, feeling exposed by that persons approach...and ultimately can retard that persons progression/healing.
In some cases it simply re-traumatises that person.
Tends not to be a good thing.
So please be tactful with whatever it is you may do.
Another facet of tact is humbleness. Pays to remain humble. Again we all have our blessings whatever they may be...and ultimately (in my own opinion of course) those blessings can serve others well if we see them as not being for our benefit - but for the benefit of others.
Use whatever blessing you have, be it a fine sense of humour, a wonderous singing voice or a 'knowing place', to bring some light into this world and other people.



Peace.

mmkay :O nice reply alien i think i understand most of it what you are trying to say.

Originally posted by KennyRJR
8.)Channeling (Activated at age 12) (Being able to connect
to other dimensions, Ghosts, Aliens, etc) (Cant control it, it activates when it wants to turn on)

You have many natural gifts which a lot of people would like, but after years of development, never attain.

From personal experience, you must get control of your channelling, and only turn it on when you want to. Otherwise you are leaving yourself wide open to all and sundry who want to control you, and if you've ever been grabbed by a spirit of a 'low vibration', it can rule you for the rest of your life.

In the Fourth Dimension, there are all manner of people and they are not all of a spiritual nature, the same as in the regular world, so you must be careful.

To find someone to help you in your local area, you can use Google to search out people like: Healers, Mediums, Channellers, Psychics and so on. Avoid those who are in it for the money and see what's available; and maybe go along to an event and see how it 'feels'. If it's gives off a bad vibe, then leave it.

Sooner or later you will find what is right for you at this time, but beware because there are people who will exploit you for their own ends. be cautious and avoid them.

There is no single 'right' way of advising you to contact 'John Doe' and he'll sort you out, but if you spend some time doing the Google research, you'll find what you need.

Please remember that many people will think you are weird, they'll think you are a liar, or on some heavy drugs. That's because they don't understand how precious your gifts are. Above all, be careful and don't get exploited.

Good luck to you my friend!!

Yeah, I can now almoust control the 4th dimension connections. I found out that this gift has been passed down my family from my ancestors from my dads side. A lot of my family cant control it, so i was really surpsied that i can turn it off and on now.

I still have some diffuclties like I can keep it off, but now since i learned how to keep it off, sometimes I have a hard time turning it on though.

Wow. Nice. But I'm not sure If I belive you or not. Proof?

Thats whats wrong with some of you people, that's why you cant connect, Its planted in your mind that you need proof of everything and don't believe nothing Sept the physical realm. If You Believe and desire it, ask for it; It will come.

reply to post by Gaiden

There are many gifted people here on ATS. KennyRJR is not one of the 'pretenders.' Remember, it takes one to know one.

Love your avatar!

thx,i have Had this Signature for years (4-5 Years not sure)

But yeah idc what people think of, thinking im a fake or what ever. They have the power also, they just dont wanna face it cause it could scare them. Me, Iwill do almoust everything to obtain more power, Its not for me its for the soul, spirit. Ever since I been getting into these practices, I can feel im getting more connected to nature. More and more animals, bugs, etc have been visiting me a lot.

If you're having trouble meditating because of those random invading thoughts, just one by one ask them to be quiet, to give you peace. Each time they spring up, ask them calmly to be still. This will develop your patience externally as well as internally. This is probably the hardest thing to learn in meditation. We in the West are used to instantaneous gratification.

It is also advisable to cut way back on television viewing as well. Even listening to popular music shortens your attention span and creates mental noise.

Once you do achieve that inner stillness, a lot of things will begin to happen. There will still be times when you fall back into an inability to focus your thoughts into stillness, but this is just further testing of your ability to know patience deeply and mindfully. You can't rest on your laurels at any time when you're on a spiritual path. There will always be tests. How you respond will determine how your progress.

Originally posted by KennyRJR
Thats whats wrong with some of you people, that's why you cant connect, Its planted in your mind that you need proof of everything and don't believe nothing Sept the physical realm. If You Believe and desire it, ask for it; It will come.

It's the mindset of some people that if they can't see it, it doesn't exist. Whereas in fact we are the tip of the iceberg, and so many things in Creation are invisible realities. Here's a quote which explains:

At our dense physical Third-dimensional vibration rate level, apart from touch, the physical perception range is limited to between the frequencies of sound (16 to 20,000 cycles per second) and the higher visible light-frequency spectrum, seen as the colors ranging upwards from red, orange, yellow, green, blue, to near the ultra-violet level. We cannot see higher-frequency vibrational "matter" outside this range. This is why we fail to see life on our neighbouring Planets, or their visiting space craft, except in those cases where they themselves have chosen to lower their vibration levels. Should we be able to raise our vibration rates upwards indefinitely, it would allow us to even visit the ultimate 12th Dimension, the level on which our Higher-Selves reside.

The Spirit World has as many distinct planes of existence as an onion has skins, each forming an outer protecting skin to the previous one and providing a means of contacting the experiences which that particular plane has to offer. These planes are co-existent with our physical world, invisible to our slow reacting sense of sight, yet as real as the invisible waves which carry our radio programs.

This is an extract from:The Etheric Double’ by A.E. Powell, The Theosophical Publishing House, London.