My Life In The Puppet Show

It’s time to share my story. I don’t expect many to believe it, as it’s outside of their life experience, and is admittedly bizarre. But if there’s anyplace where open minds exist it’s on ATS, and so I present my experiences here. I have very little if any proof, none that would be accepted anyway, but there are those with similar tales to tell, and we can’t all be having parallel hallucinations. Anecdotal evidence must be worth at least something.

Since the time I was a child, I have been subjected to various forms of attack from people I can only assume are agents of the intelligence agencies of the USA, who’s names are legion. The earliest I can remember is a reaction I had to a series of ‘inoculations’. I was probably 6 years old at the time. Soon after the shots, I began going into ‘red rages’. If you think that the cliché of ‘seeing red’ is not based in fact I can assure you that it is. I would literally see everything as though through red lenses and throw what my mother would call an conniption fit. It would involve throwing things through windows, flopping around on the floor, etc. Dr. Spiegel solved the problem with a vitamin regimen, so it very well could have been just a bad reaction to the mercury in the vaccines. I felt compelled to include it anyway, as it’s such a vivid memory from my early childhood.

The next occurrence I feel it necessary to mention is my introduction to sexuality. I was probably 7 or 8 when an older cousin began to spend time alone with my older brother. I remember being very jealous that my brother, who was 2 years older, got to run around in a car with our cousin, but I didn’t get to go. I don’t remember how many times it happened, but I do recall it ending abruptly and then not seeing that cousin again for many years. Soon afterward my older brother introduced me to sexual behavior. This was the first positive attention I remember getting from my brother, who in retrospect very much resented my taking parental attention away from him, as younger siblings tend to do. If it was just sibling rivalry, it was totally one way, as I worshiped the ground my brother walked on. Anyway, it seems clear to me now that my older brother was sexually abused by this cousin, and passed it on as tends to happen. I also suspect that the stack of hard core pornography that my brother always seemed to have was supplied by this cousin. Having reconnected with this cousin in the 90‘s, I was able to get him to at least tacitly admit having worked for the CIA in the past. It all seems coincidental so far, but stay tuned.

The next prominent incident happened when I was in the Boy Scouts. I was probably 12 or 13 when I was given a pair of used boots by an older scout. The first time I tried them on I was stuck in the big toe by something sharp imbedded in the boot. I brought this to the attention of my parents who found the sharp protuberance and simply gave the boots back. I distinctly remember a serious change in my mentality afterwards. I developed a serious anxiety disorder, to the point of panic in even slightly adverse social situations. The next week two older kids in the neighborhood starting picking on me, sending me into a terrified depression. Luckily I had a tom-boy older friend across the street who noticed the change and stood up for me where my brother wouldn’t. She sent the bullies packing, but the anxiety disorder stayed with me through high school. I also suffered a serious inability to concentrate, and problems with my memory. Years later, I read about what was done to Bob Marley, using the same boot trick.

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Skipping over many minor incidences, I’ll go on to high school. The most obvious set up occurred when I was 17 I think. Three times in a week or two, the same car with the same older kids in it drove by me in my car and flipped me off for no apparent reason. I just laughed it off, thinking it a prank of some sort. A following weekend when I had my friends in the car headed for a guitar show, the same car with the same kids show up again flipping us off. This time I return the favor whereupon the car cut us off and forced us to stop. A big guy jumped out and ran back to my car, punching me in the face without a word and breaking my nose. They then sped off never to be seen again. The next day one of my ‘friends’ informs me that he knows who the guy is, where the guy lives, what he drives and where he parks it. He tells me that I ought to burn the guy’s car in revenge. I now see this as the first attempt to put me in prison.

A few years later I was working delivering pizza. I made friends with an older and attractive girl who’s a manager in training. She told me that the manager was pressuring her for sex and that she refused him, whereupon she was soon fired, and the pizza joint was burned to the ground. She as much as admited to me that she had it burned. I moved to another store where I was asked to be a MIT. It was long hours for short pay on the promise of a managers job some day. Long story short I was used up for a long time and then fired on a cheap excuse. The seed having been planted in my mind, I also burned down the pizza joint. I take full responsibility for my actions, as evidenced by having pled guilty, but I’m convinced I was manipulated into doing so.

The 8 years I spent in federal prison were a Godsend. It was there that I educated myself to the reality of our existence, in both the spiritual and political realm. It was there that what I have come to call ‘the puppet show’ became obvious. It was there that I came to know the absolute corruption of our gov, and how easily they can manipulate common people to do their bidding. What I call ‘the puppet show’ is what others call gang stalking, gas lighting, or sidewalk theatre. In case you’re not familiar.

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During my years in prison, I was put in a cell with an admitted CIA agent who claimed to be part of Iran-Contra. Part of the story can be read here. www.thetruthseeker.co.uk...
At the time of my writing this I had not fully realized how far back the puppet show went, nor was it my intention to be all inclusive.

It was in prison where the poisoning began. For years scare tactics were used to try to get me to request protective custody. In such a situation you are separated from the general population and kept in a single cell 23 hrs. a day. When that didn’t work an excuse was made to transfer me to a high security prison: Federal Penitentiary Terra Haute. I was placed in a dormitory with two other targeted convicts, where I began suffering angina as the other two had been for some time. I now recognize that we were being poisoned, as I have been for many years since. From there I was transferred to FCI Three Rivers, where I was put in the cell of another target, and the poisoning continued. There were also many attempts to get me to commit a crime while in prison so that I could be charged and so never released. I will forgo those experiences at this time for brevity’s sake.

Now I need to back track a bit. During my third-fifth years in prison at FCI El Reno, I was befriended by an older and supposedly respected convict that I’ll call Nick. I never really trusted him, but he had a lot of connections so I spent time with him when he wanted. He got out before I did and arranged for us to meet after my release. The first time he came into town he brought along his very attractive young cousin and tried to talk me into robbing a grocery store with him. A mutual friend of ours from prison was already back in the joint for robbing grocery stores, and Nick was involved, so even if I was so inclined (and I wasn’t) I was smarter than to fall for such a ruse. His young cousin sexed me up and tried very hard to convince me to join in on a robbery, but at this point I was fully awake and knew what was up. The poor kid wasn’t even the least bit convincing, but man was he attractive.

Skipping many stories, I’ll move on to what is probably the most salient entrapment scheme attempted against me. In 98-99 a couple moved into the apartment next door to me. They were speed freaks of the highest order, complete with missing teeth and skeletal visage. A few weeks after attempting to befriend me, with very limited success, the mother’s young son moved in; a 14 year old who was immediately attacked in my presence by a neighborhood bully so as to win my sympathy. I new instantly what was up, ran the bully off and determined to see what new tack this most recent attempt would take. The kid asked to use my weight bench, and soon we were working out together. Long story short, it was obvious by the kids behavior that this was another entrapment scheme, and I pushed the limits just to let the PTB know that I knew, and to give them the finger. I had no idea how that would be used against me in the future.

I hardly know what to include and what to leave out at this point, but around the year 2000, after years of further puppet show stupidity and many an attempt to entrap me into crimes, I was contacted by ‘the whiz’; the guy that I was told about by the CIA dude I met in FCI El Reno. The creepiness of the man can hardly be overstated. He was late sixties, short, troll like and repulsive. The first time I saw him I immediately knew that he had sexually abused ‘Jim’ when he was a child. I played along with his strange suggestions of participating in a MLM scheme to see what I could learn, but just couldn’t tolerate his incredibly evil presence for long. At some point I blew him off by telling him what I really thought about him. That might not have been a good idea. On the other hand I think perhaps that it was all fated to happen. In fact I have no regrets.

It seems that what has been done to me and many thousands of others for decades now may well become the norm. Indeed I believe that I have been used as a poster boy for why such a Stasi-state, extra judicial apparatus is necessary, and a good thing. It seems that Obama is prepared to codify what has been done behind the scenes for so long.

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Well, that’s the point of my tale. What’s been hidden is becoming the norm, and only you can stop it. Either rise up and put an end such tyranny, or prepare to live your life in mortal fear of those in power. Those who with a word can subject you to such things as I have related. Our choice is simple: perfect obedience or abject rebellion.

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[edit on 13-11-2008 by resistor]

That was an interesting and somewhat enlightening read, whether it's true or not.

Thanks for sharing your story.

I guess I'm just left wondering "Why?" this would happen, if true. What purpose does any of it serve? What agenda? How did you progress that agenda for them? What would any of it have to do with Obama?

Often mental illness makes it very easy to connect the dots when there are none. You can't change the past but you can control how you deal with it.

I wish you peace.

That is an interesting story. I have never heard of this gang stalking before.

What I don't get is why? And I don't get what that has to do with Obama, either.

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Ha... Ha... sweet read. Know exactly what you are talkin' bout. I don't agree with your conclusions as to who and what you are up against. But... yeah... been there and done that. I too knew that I was being stalked...... from birth..... yes... from birth. Well... maybe I didn't know from birth that I was being stalked/targeted. However, this is a "process/test" that begins at birth & will last a lifetime or until the "test" is brought to a conclusion. "They" never got me like they did you. Oh... they did indeed "get me" but I seemed to be aware from childhood what was going on and usually reacted appropriately. The only way to make it through the test is to "wake up" and study and follow "The Way". The wackiest insane crazzzzzzy part of the Jesus story was that He claimed to have never "sinned". Does the ring a bell with you? In other words... from birth "they" did the same to Him that has happened to us... but He made it through without screwing up. Amazing claim. Who woulda' thought of such a thing? That is also why He said something like "if they hated the master how much more the slave". The verses used to bug me until I figured out that He wasn't referring to us as slaves with Him being our Master. Jesus was saying that if they hated the One who "mastered" sin how much more easy will it be for "them" to target and convict the "slaves" to sin(that would be us) since we always screw up. You would have to be God from birth to make it through the "test" without sinning. So... I am saying Cheer Up...! Our Commander in Chief wasn't a "chicken hawk". Our God lived the "test" just like us. Wake up...! The OT/NT Jesus story was written for the Children of God. It is a manual written for the COG instructing us on how to deal with the "demons" yes I said DEMONS that are stalking you. You are in the "Matrix". This a place of "testing and refinement". The goofs who do this "stuff" are retards. There was a guy who wrote a book on "gang/cause stalking". Seems he was PI who was out on a job with his scanner running when he kept picking up on some nuts who were talking on their radios about stalking someone. So... when they all said that they were going to meet at Denney's he went and had a cup of coffee and stalked/observed the stalker/nuts/demons. His most interesting conclusion was that they looked like goofs out of a James Dickey novel... Deliverance like retards with low IQ's. Jesus also said that we must never call anyone "raca/idiot".... that too used to bug me until I realized that calling them "idiots" let them off the hook.... These goofs ain't "idiots".... they are evil. Big difference.

Would you or could you be like them? If not...... then Wake Up. You are "not of this world". Planet Weasel is a taste of hell. Not yet the real deal since God holds back those who persecute/test the COG. Great read! The "Test" is fun once you understand the rules of the game. Only part I didn't understand was the last few words.... "abject rebellion"??? As in "fallen condition, cast down in spirit, servile, spiritless"???? Nah...... we are the COG of the KOG. We fear no one. We know who "they" are and "they" know it! Say"BOO!!!" to them for me next time you encounter the "demons/COS/Children of Satan". Ha! Fun times!

It doesn't matter to me who you (or anyone else) believe is doing this or why, just that you believe it happened. In that, you're not alone.

My own stories are often far too bizarre to expect anyone to accept at face value. In fact, just last night. As I said, you are not alone.

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Thanks for taking the time to read my story, and peace is coming for sure. Yes, why is the real question here and the one that I’ve personally concentrated on much more than the how. Like KODOG I see it as a spiritual battle. In my view though, the spiritual is manifest in the physical in the form of shadow government organizations.

There’s an old saying, ‘spies are made, not born’. The intelligence agencies don’t go looking around for people that they need for certain black projects, they seek to create them. The ‘Jim’ that I met in prison is an example. He’s a Monarch mind control victim. www.bibliotecapleyades.net...
Compared to Jim, I am very lucky. My mind is still my own. I believe that I was chosen to serve some role in the occult hierarchy, perhaps because of who my father was. The machinations didn’t work, and so they sought to dispose of me in the prison system. There were many attempts to recruit me into various occult belief systems before the entrapment began. I believe that once they realized that I wasn’t going to go that way, they sought to discredit and imprison me. The attempts at entrapment have not ceased since I was 17.

I’ve come to believe that the god of this world controls the world through his human servants. Many are too naive to even know who they serve. They’re given a good excuse by someone in a position of authority, and they just do what they are told. They get a feeling of power and importance by doing something evil to someone that they are told is evil, and perhaps a threat to ‘national security’, their favorite catch-all excuse. They may even get a little cash, derived from CIA drug and gun running. Of course the ultimate goal is total control, and what better way to achieve that than through a network of operatives who are outside the law and instilled with a witch hunt mentality? If you can manipulate a mob you have a very powerful weapon with complete deniability.

As to Obama, it’s not about him at all of course. He’s just carrying on the program that Bush pushed to the next level, and he’ll push it forward as well. Presidents are just figureheads dancing to the tune of the big money players, who dance to the tune of the god of this world.


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I think we agree on about 95% of what you posted here KODOG. But it isn't purely spiritual. There are occult organizations within the gov that run things from behind the scenes. Notice that when Christ was being tempted by Satan, he didn't laugh in Satan's face and tell him to bugger off when Satan offered him all of the kingdoms of the world. Christ knew that Satan is the god of this world, and controls the kingdoms of this world. God gave it to us, we've given it to Satan.

I'm really glad that you've been able to overcome the way you have, that's a special blessing. I enjoy the fight the same way that you do, but it's not much fun being deprived of sleep to the point of torture, or being poisoned with all manner of noxious substances, or having to watch your dog being tormented by the evil filthbags. I know that my reward will be greater due to all this, but it's hard not to grow weary in well doing. Not that I don't punch back whenever possible. You seem like a cool guy, maybe we'll swap stories over a brew on the other side.

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Whoa..... again you are right on the money, Resistor. All you lurkers and skeptic whack jobs had better listen to this dude. When he speaks of the OCCULT... listen to him. The demons who run this world are indeed Satanists/Blackart practitioners. They attempted to "recruit" me many times when I was younger. "They" are also what I would call the Mafia who are the true thugs who rule these nations. Oh... and again to all the skeptic/lurker nuts... the "Black Arts" are for real. I have seen........ what of course you will not accept.... to your own peril.

Sorry about the preachy tone of my first post. I just wanted to make sure that you "know"... I also write for lurkers who need to know what is being said in this thread about what and who the "enemy" is. Also would like to apologize if my first post seemed annoyingly arrogant or boastful when I stated that they "didn't get me". I was referring to the many many attempts to trip me up and send me to "prison". These attempts were indeed setups. Many of these attempts came from so-called "churches". For some odd reason even as young as four I remember specific instances that I knew were "setups". My guess is all of the COG will have similar "memories/experiences". These "tests" are what define and mark us as God's Children. God does not care about demon spawn/COS. NO TESTS FOR THEM.... also no rewards for them. Well.... unless eternity in Hell is considered by them to be a "reward".

Jas 1:2 My friends, be glad, even if you have a lot of trouble. Jas 1:3 You know that you learn to endure by having your faith tested.

1Pe 4:12 Dear friends, don't be surprised or shocked that you are going through testing that is like walking through fire. 1Pe 4:13 Be glad for the chance to suffer as Christ suffered. It will prepare you for even greater happiness when he makes his glorious return. 1Pe 4:14 Count it a blessing when you suffer for being a Christian. This shows that God's glorious Spirit is with you.

My old man was also most likely CIA or whatever. When I was a kid whenever we went on vacations he would stop off at military bases and disappear for hours while we were watched over by armed guards. I was also followed by military type nuts who would just observe me in everything that I did. They would also be made "student teachers" who would follow me around in school. One such "teacher" brought me a copy of Mein Kampf and encouraged me to study Hitler's teachings. I refused. The governments of this world are manifestations of the KOS/Kingdom of Satan. This is why Jesus preached the KOG/Kingdom of God. Anyone who is "once born" and not a "born again citizen of the Kingdom of God" will go with their fellow citizens to their true nation... Hell. Better wake up folks. Resistor has told you a story that you must deal with if you are still a "patriot". You cannot serve two masters. You are either in the KOG... or the KOS. The "nations" are run by devils... they rule by occult power.

Great choice of names... Resistor. We are the "resistance" and all these whacko KOG haters who think we are the "mind controlled" meat puppets of an Illuminati PSYOP story need to Wake UP! We are the resistance and anyone who remains a part of these filthy institutions into which we are all "first born" will have to stand before the Man for what you have done to the COG/Children of God in the name of your "nations".

Please do not fear so many things... what if they are poisoning you.. what if they are hurting you..... setting you up. SO WHAT if your whole life is a setup lie. SO WHAT if all of your friends are actors and your mom is a satanic vessel. just be a good person with pure intentions and youll make it through anything. I wish the best in both of your adventures and i hope you learn a great deal about yoruselves in it.

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I understand where you're at now, KOGDOG. I didn't think that you were preachy at all, I just failed to catch everything you were saying. We're definitely on the same page.

Interesting about your father. I'm adopted and have met my birth-mother. She was very secretive about who my father is, and the adoption records have very little info. I'm her only child, and she claims to see my father in me, yet she can't remember his name? When I asked her about possible occult connections, I could see in her eyes that there was something there, despite her denials. We know that the occultists put a lot of stock in bloodlines and genealogy, so it makes sense from their twisted point of view that my father may have been one of them. I was also born on the autumnal equinox, a time that the occult believe is powerful for their purposes. I used to have a recurring dream about an occult ritual being conducted around a very pregnant woman who seemed about to give birth. I've often wondered if this was not my own birth. Imagine the fury of those who want to take God's place when He foils their plans. I may be a ‘broken’ attempt to produce a certain type of servant to Satan by these people. Broken from their point of view, but just what the one true God had in mind.

Originally posted by TravelerintheDark
It doesn't matter to me who you (or anyone else) believe is doing this or why, just that you believe it happened. In that, you're not alone.

My own stories are often far too bizarre to expect anyone to accept at face value. In fact, just last night. As I said, you are not alone.

Thanks for that Traveler. Yes there are many others, and many have it much worse than I. Not only have the attacks on me been mitigated by public exposure, I've been blessed with a great opportunity to share the truth.

There is a rock solid objective reality here. I'm up writing this now because the sleep deprivation weapon is at work. I have also experienced their ability to substantially manipulate emotion and even perception. Once you know what they're doing though, you can overcome it. This is how the truth makes you free. Hang on to objective reality with all you've got.

Originally posted by kosmicjack
Thanks for sharing your story.

I guess I'm just left wondering "Why?" this would happen, if true. What purpose does any of it serve? What agenda? How did you progress that agenda for them? What would any of it have to do with Obama?

Often mental illness makes it very easy to connect the dots when there are none. You can't change the past but you can control how you deal with it.

I wish you peace.

As I said before, the why is more about training operatives than targeting victims. Someone has to be the training target after all. The agenda is to implement a extra-judicial intelligence apparatus to harass and intimidate those who are non-conformists. Total control is the ultimate goal.

As to Obama, please review the links. He is set to codify what's been going on behind the scenes for decades.

As to the mental illness reference, it's a common accusation from those who wish to suppress the truth.

Eternal peace to you as well.

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Greetings resistor! Thanks for having the strenght to post your story in such an open forum!! You know it takes alot to be able to tell such personal things about yourself..
And knowing that there going to be many people who will either privately mock you, or even worse come in here and say this or that to try to tell you that you are out of your mind..
Well they had better not!! I for one will stand by you while you tell more of your stories and ideas with us here... Now that I am here no one had better give resistor any crap about this! You where open enough to admit that you dont have proof to this, and I will give you the benifit of the doubt here and keep up with this thread!

While I dont have to much to add other than I am here and I am listening to your story here.. Dont fear anyone on here.. And keep up the good work, in doing what you are doing!
This is one step in the right direction here. And Im sure if not anything else its going to help someone out somewhere down the road!

Its never easy to speak your mind, and its always hard to try to explain yourself over and over again to people who just simply can not understand.. Or people who simply just want to blow off some steam and be mean to you..

But over the time I have been here on ATS you have been kind enough to stop into a few of my threads and give me some support.. Hence I will return the karma you so kindly put forth to me!


You know I had always felt as if I was being scanned from time to time..
Ever since I was a young child, I would be laying in my bed and I would hear this high pitch sound.. And next thing I know I would feel a beam of light scan over my body and past my house.. This beam was not like a small beam, but it was a huge scale beam.. Something that could scan about 25 city blocks at one time!

I would sometimes talk about this to my family.. And they would look at me like I was crazy.. So I never spoke about it to them again..
But over the years as I got older, the scans kept up. Sometimes the scans I would sense got more intense.. And would only happen 1 time every 6 months or so.
I have not felt one of these scans in about 2 years now.. They stopped all together when I was 30 years old.. Prehaps they have upgraded their gear to stop the high pitch freaquency I was hearing and sensing!

Theres much more into this than just scans.. But I can see things and feel things that other people dont pick up upon.. Many of the things in the sky I would look up and see... Those I was with couldnt see them..

Such as the sky during the day time.. Its full of little white dots! They fill the sky like a snow storm.. But I know in my heart that is all just energy.
The energy that surrounds us and give everything here life!


There are so many things in this world that we do not know about.
So many things in this world that we can not see with our eyes. and not hear with our ears.. But once in a while there are things that we can pick up upon.. And some of us are very senstive to things..
I think you are one such person resistor.. You have the sense.. And now its up to you to use this sense in a postive manner to help not only yourself, but others like me who have been confused for a very long time about all this..

I have been in and out of mental wards all my life.. Ive been put into mental wards from the age of 12 years old until I was 17..
They cant lock me up anymore.. And all the doctors wanted to do was put me on meds, and lock me away..

But I never felt I was honestly crazy.. Just very senstive to many things in this world.. The doctors always told me I was very messed up in my head and needed help to make the voices and sounds go away.

And to make the white dots and energy go away from my sights..
However I refused their meds, and to this day I still get by.. And Im not crazy.. I know many others like me.. And I can do everyday things, without freaking out.. I dont hurt people.. And I have never been like a cutter or emo type person..

Im very level headed person.. and down to earth for the most part..
Yes sometimes I have troubles holding a normal conversation with people.
I tend to always get a little deep, and tend to talk about things like the universe, and theories! I just cant help myself..
But over time I have learned how to just talk about sports, or about the weather..
There are some people in this world, who are agents to this system..
And Ive learned how to deal with these folks, and how to talk to them..
There are many people in this world that you CAN not talk to about this stuff.. They are not here for that reason..
They are here to protect this system anyway they can! And they will stop at nothing to label you crazy.. And have you put on their Track of life..

But either way if you ever need to talk further resistor, feel free to send me a U2 on here.. You have been my friend on here for over a year. And anything I can do to help you out, I will do it gladly..

As there are many topics I have not even touched based on here..
Such as like what you explained with the whole sexual part..
I just couldnt come out and talk about on here in an open forum.. Its far to deep, and far to personal.. But if you want to know shoot me a U2 Id be happy to talk to you about it in private.

And I can also get into the alien part of my life.. Theres many things about me that I am still coming to terms with.. And all the marks I have on my body from such encounters..
The pinpoint scar on the right side of my head behind my ear.
the triangle on my right palm, and the star charts burned into my memory.
The voices and faces I see almost everyday.. And the stuff I see is nothing next to sometimes creepy, and sometimes enlighting!
But over all its good to know there are others out here willing to listen, and will to understand!!!

Keep up the good work my friend!

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THX for the reply zysin5. Your kind words are very much appreciated. I’m doing the best I can to get the truth out, and such things as personal pride or embarrassment simply don’t matter to me under the circumstances.

It seems that you’re quite a bit more spiritually gifted than I. I’ve never seen things that others couldn’t, or heard voices. The most I can claim is the gift of spiritual discernment. It’s a shame that science takes no notice of spiritual matters, and so assumes that anyone so gifted as you must have mental problems. You seem to have dealt with the situation quite well, congratulations. Many are not able to overcome such societal biases.

It’s interesting that you bring up marks on your body and such. I myself have three implants that I know of, but I’m 100% sure that they are of earthly origin, and ‘gifts’ of the shadow government that seems to have an irrational hatred for me. All of them are meant to cause some pain or discomfort, and I’ve managed to largely incapacitate them with rare earth magnets.

Have you ever considered that the beings that appear to you to be alien are actually spiritual beings that seek to hide their true origins? Demons I mean.

Originally posted by resistor
Have you ever considered that the beings that appear to you to be alien are actually spiritual beings that seek to hide their true origins? Demons I mean.

I have considered this very thought very deeply. And is why I try not to play into the hands, or voices I hear in my head.. Be it good or bad..
I have always had this thought in the back of my head that Im being manipulated by something else..

Such as someone I loved very much comes to me in a dream, or in passing.. I know its not them.. But energy that manifests into my deepest desire!

I belive what ever, or who ever is at work is here truely not being honest with me.. And yeah I really do feel that the spiritual beings are hiding their true nature.. Be it demons or what ever you want to call it...

And Im not even sure if the marks I have are of alien desent or just another ploy to make everything around us more confusing!

Such as my thoughts with whistle blowers.. The guys who say they saw alien craft and aliens in the underground bunkers..

I bet they really did see something.. But I think it was a mock, or props.
As those in charge know in their hearts.. This person is going to go and tell some peoeple about what they saw.. Its purely human nature to want ot talk about something like that..

So they set up some hollywood props.. and make it seem like they are looking at top secert alien crafts when honestly its a ruse.. Just another manipulation into the key of what they are doing.

Such as the guys who say.. yes I saw a craft and even touched it!!!

I do not doubt that they saw something and really touched it..
But was it really really real??? My hunch tells me it was a plant to cover up something even deeper..

So with that. I can say I am truely confused person.. I dont know what is up and what is down anymore.. They have me totally turned around..
But I can say that I know in my heart Im not crazy..
Im just being manipulated into this.. And It worked for a long time on me..

But not anymore.. since my time at ATS.. its given me alot of knowledge.
And allowed me to speak with many like minded folks..

its helps to find which way is up, and which way is down...

Thanks my friend!

I’m not sure why or how, but the more that the PTB try to deceive me, the more clear things become to me. Rather than becoming confused, I see more plainly the way that everything in the physical has an analog in the spiritual, or rather vice versa. Yes, it’s the spiritual realm that is rock solid reality, and the physical that’s the illusion. When you see things for what they represent spiritually, the confusion disappears. At least for me.

As to the hidden high technology stuff we hear about, I’m of the opinion that it actually exists. Probably built using knowledge gained from the spiritual beings that most think of as aliens. I know for a fact that many weapons that the general public is unaware of do exist, as I’ve had them used on me for years. The ability to manipulate brain waves is a good example. They seem to be able to override brain activity to some degree using electromagnetic weapons. The thing is, once you know what they’re doing, it’s not difficult to combat with simple self control. You need only recognize that you’re being targeted and resist mentally. This is how the truth makes you free. Seek the truth and all else will fall into place. Seek and you shall find. Knock and it will be opened unto you. Ask and you shall receive. Confusion flees from the truth the way that darkness flees from a beacon.

Cheers!

Some (hopefully) very important things happened today that spurred me to update my post.

Today President Obama signed an executive order that bans all torture. For the first time in many years today, the chemical attacks on me were reduced many fold. They were still present, just greatly lessened. This gives me hope that there might be real change in this respect from the Obama admin.

The other side of the coin is that the psychological attacks have been stepped up. This amounts to little more that nanny nanny boo boo’s on a third grade level. People saying things to make fun of me and so on. Also, since I drive for a living, the puppet show performed by enslaved drivers is quite profuse, and this continued apace as well.

For the last month or so, I have ceased to respond to the now limited sleep deprivation torture that I have long been subjected to. Having made the first move toward compromise, I have decided to respond to this apparent good will gesture by the new administration with another concession. I will no longer respond to the attacks on me that occur while driving with dangerous driving behavior. I will respond with the appropriate and well known salute to let them know that I recognize the attack, but that will be all. This is contingent on the attacks not reverting to the very violent level they were at in the past. Hopefully Obama’s team will respond by bringing down the attacks on me, both verbal and vehicular.

I would be very interested to hear from Harassment 101 and others whether they have seen a change in the attacks on them.

Time for another update. While the pain inducing poisonings remain lessened, the nanny nanny boo boo’s (psychological attacks) remain increased, and the sleep deprivation torture has actually increased over the last week. I’ve been forced to respond in kind to the sleep deprivation torture. It seems that the Obama puppets think that pain is the only criteria for torture. I will continue to resist these satanic scum, fight for my freedom and update as warranted.

Has there been any form of mental illness in your family ? I hear it can be passed down.

hen I asked her about possible occult connections, I could see in her eyes that there was something there, despite her denials

Maybe you're mother was worried about you thinking about these types of things , as no normal person should worry about it. Maybe what you saw in her eyes was genuine concern for you , but you took it in a paranoid perspective.

I am going to break from my normal skeptical self here for a second, because something in your post struck me. Even though I think you might have some issues relating back to what was done to you in your youth, and some of the instances you list are just way off the face of the map and probably coincidences.

I agree somewhat with KOGDOG here. I am a Christian, and I know for a fact that the Evil one does exist, though he does not normally work in the way that you see in the movies. What he does do is use people who are weak or spiritually devoid, who he can easily manipulate, to cause other people harm. Anyway what struck me about your post was this:

Originally posted by resistor
Since the time I was a child, I have been subjected to various forms of attack from people I can only assume are agents of the intelligence agencies of the USA, who’s names are legion.

Mar 5:2 And when he was come out of the ship, immediately there met him out of the tombs a man with an unclean spirit,
Mar 5:3 Who had his dwelling among the tombs; and no man could bind him, no, not with chains:
Mar 5:4 Because that he had been often bound with fetters and chains, and the chains had been plucked asunder by him, and the fetters broken in pieces: neither could any man tame him.
Mar 5:5 And always, night and day, he was in the mountains, and in the tombs, crying, and cutting himself with stones.
Mar 5:6 But when he saw Jesus afar off, he ran and worshipped him,
Mar 5:7 And cried with a loud voice, and said, What have I to do with thee, Jesus, thou Son of the most high God? I adjure thee by God, that thou torment me not.
Mar 5:8 For he said unto him, Come out of the man, thou unclean spirit.
Mar 5:9 And he asked him, What is thy name? And he answered, saying, My name is Legion: for we are many.
Mar 5:10 And he besought him much that he would not send them away out of the country.
Mar 5:11 Now there was there nigh unto the mountains a great herd of swine feeding.
Mar 5:12 And all the devils besought him, saying, Send us into the swine, that we may enter into them.
Mar 5:13 And forthwith Jesus gave them leave. And the unclean spirits went out, and entered into the swine: and the herd ran violently down a steep place into the sea, (they were about two thousand

and were choked in the sea.

I don’t know if that was your intention in the post or not, but I find it to be a rather interesting coincidence. The best advice I can give you is seek out religion to gain spiritual insight and protection, and get some counseling over what you have experienced.


BTW, the CIA does not operate on citizens in the US, its their mandate to operate on foreign entities.

Originally posted by zysin5
I would be laying in my bed and I would hear this high pitch sound.. And next thing I know I would feel a beam of light scan over my body and past my house..

Have you ever been checked out to see if you have seizures?

However, a seizure can also be as subtle as marching numbness of a part of the body, a brief or long term loss of memory, sparkling or flashes, sensing/discharging of an unpleasant odor similar to alcohol base being produced by internal organs, a strange epigastric sensation or a sensation of fear and total state of confusion which in some cases leads to death during seizure.
aura
the person may feel a sense of strong déjà vu, lightheadedness and/or dizziness, unusual (and possibly inappropriate) emotions, altered vision and hearing (which may or may not include hallucinations), and sometimes other symptoms.

That can fit the description you gave above.

Originally posted by zysin5
Such as the sky during the day time.. Its full of little white dots! They fill the sky like a snow storm..

That sounds a lot like the white blood cells in your eyes, everyone can see them when they look into a bright blue sky. Some people can even use them to diagnose if they are having certain problems, by the number of them and the speed they are moving at.

Blue-sky sprites
This perception does not seem to be related to the "sprites" (blue field entoptic phenomenon) that can be seen as dots darting around when staring up into a bright blue sky on a sunny day (not looking at the sun). These dots superimposed over a flat blue background are white blood cells moving through the blood vessels of the retina. The motion of waking-consciousness CEV noise is uniformly random compared to the waking-consciousness blue-sky sprite motion.