Anyone else? Non human spirits

Does anyone else here feel that their spirit isn't human?

Honestly i feel rather odd for talking about this, but ever since i was a child, i have known that deep down, I'm not human.

I do not feel this spirit is a demon, although it is crocodilian-like. I have dreams, and visions of myself constantly fighting demons in this form, i never see my human appearance. Try to think of a lizard-man like creature.

I'm willing to elaborate more if this topic is okay. Then again, I've seen topics that are equally strange. What isn't in the paranormal?

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No one's spirit is human. It is energy.

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What I'm about to say is going to sound like I'm making up some sci-fi crap for a joke response. It is not.

The following is the information I recieved from a friend of mine who I am no longer in regular contact concerning spirits from "elsewhere". Names will be changed for protection of the person in question.

I'll call my friend Peter.

Okay, so around 2005, "Peter" starts telling me about this spirit that is supposedly "sharing" his body with him. I'm into the paranormal and feel I possess a small degree of what some label "psychic abilities," so I was a bit open to new things and wanted to hear more about what he had to say. Anyway, Peter tells me this spirit is that of someone he called "Canus Malachor." He told me that when he was a young child, Canus appeared to him and offered him abilities and increased 'awareness' if he allowed Canus to share his body with him. Peter said he agreed with the deal and immediately passed out in his room. He said when he awoke, he felt - odd. Over the years, up until the point he met me, he told me he learned a great deal about Canus and his origins.

The tale goes: Canus was a person like any of us from a planet called Atrathea from another part of the Milky Way Galaxy. There was a plague on this planet, which turned some of the inhabitants into these monstrous beings which the others hunted down and killed. Canus was one of these unfortunate souls and eventually found his way to Earth. Canus also said he was constantly engaged in fights on his homeworld and eventually "destroyed his planet" - what that meant, I never found out. Any rate, Canus floated through the swirl until he found Earth and found Peter.

End story.

I'm not one to believe stuff readily and especially not a load of crap, but...

In 2007, we visited a psychic near where we were stationed and she told us stuff about us that no one could have known (I'm talking specific crap, not generalizations and stuff like that.) The thing is, she also confirmed the presence of the second spirit inside of Peter when I first introduced them. Her take on it was that Canus was actually an evil entity from Earth who had died several decades before due to some type of dispute with his family. Whatever the case, that was pretty scary to found out this thing was actually there.

Now, I know you'll probably think I'm yanking your chain - but trust me, this came from an old friend of mine who I considered to be pretty trustworthy and since 2007, Canus left his "body" to move on the otherworld through the help of a psychic we visited.

I don't know if that helps you, but it's my personal experience.

I once had a spirit like the one your friend had, he offered protection, however, I'm honestly not sure why. From the time he entered me, i have never gotten into a single fight. I've always managed to avoid fighting. However, we began to argue overtime, i guess he was getting bored, i won't say his name due to this being a somewhat personal subject though.

When we were fighting, he began to make me do little mistakes.. such as literally walking into desks and things at school. Eventually i managed to cast him out on my own, but it left a nasty hole/fracture in my aura, which is still healing. Energy leaks in and out constantly.

This spirit however is much different, there is no little voice in my head talking with me. I feel connected with this spirit, in odd ways, but they still feel right.

I am still learning about this spirit, and, possibly a past life to go with it.

At the risk of sounding crazier than usual ..

Yes, I don't think I'm entirely "human." I don't know much more than that except that since early childhood I've always identified with dragons and feel like I am or should have been one.

My mind doesn't seem to work exactly like most humans, and I often think of humans as though I were an outside observer, not one of them. I have trouble with social interaction and some "normal" human behaviors don't make a lot of sense to me.

That said, I'm not aware of any non-human "spirit" dwelling inside me or anything like that, I just feel different.

Reply To: Driftninja

I just sent you a U2U.

I would like to discuss this topic further off of a public forum if you're interested.

[edit on 6-11-2008 by mf_luder]

I can't send you a return U2U just yet, but i accept your offer.

Alright, just shoot me an email/friend request and I'll get in touch with you later on today (South Korean time) - for me.

I'll send what I know first so you'll know I'm sincere.

I know exactly what you mean. There have been outside spirits inhabiting human bodies in different times throughout history. Many of these people have had mythologies written about them. We see those stories passed on in religion and other belief structures of the world.

I do not have a human soul, though a human soul did once live inside of this body. I agreed to fulfill the remainder of the life contract of the previous soul tenant. For quite some time we shared the body, but eventually I convinced the previous tenant it was okay to move on and that I would care for and protect its loved ones. In many ways, I am still that soul, as I absorbed the emotional connections that had already been established so as to not create a shock to my body or others when the previous connection was no longer there. When I look at pictures of "myself" when I was young, the difference is very easy to notice in facial features and especially the eyes. Note that not all outside souls are walk-ins, many incarnated in their body but for me that was not possible at the time.

As to your soul OP, there a large group of "reptilian" or "draconic" souls on this plane. There are many of these souls who are energetically negative, they are the global elite who keep humans imprisoned within this reality. There are the antithesis of that group who are of the same species but do not believe humans should be enslaved, those are my allies here. The book 2012 A War for Souls has a lot of accurate information on these topics.

Also, as another poster said, sometimes these spirits which inhabit human bodies can be negative. The fact that you spend a lot of your dreamtime fighting demons is a clear sign that the energy of your soul is not negative. I have noticed that with the approach of the shift in 2012 that there are more and more souls coming here that are warrior based. They have a strong sense of justice and will fight for the freedom of others. Im glad to hear of another, and I trust eventually I will see you on the battlefield leading humanity towards freedom alongside myself and the others I've meant.

peace.

Originally posted by quetzalcoatl13


Also, as another poster said, sometimes these spirits which inhabit human bodies can be negative. The fact that you spend a lot of your dreamtime fighting demons is a clear sign that the energy of your soul is not negative. I have noticed that with the approach of the shift in 2012 that there are more and more souls coming here that are warrior based. They have a strong sense of justice and will fight for the freedom of others. Im glad to hear of another, and I trust eventually I will see you on the battlefield leading humanity towards freedom alongside myself and the others I've meant.

peace.

Thank you, it is nice to know that I'm not the only one fighting this war on the front lines. Its something that many people feel is a hush-hush subject. My dream in life is to help others, as many as i can, if that means protecting them as well, then i will do so.

Originally posted by DriftNinja
Does anyone else here feel that their spirit isn't human?

Honestly i feel rather odd for talking about this, but ever since i was a child, i have known that deep down, I'm not human.

If your only spirit remains unchanged what are you comparing it against? How do you compare one thing to another? Maybe you feel different from others which is not all together unusual but to say your spirit is not human means that you know what a human spirit feel like. Do you understand my point?

Originally posted by kinglizard

Originally posted by DriftNinja
Does anyone else here feel that their spirit isn't human?

Honestly i feel rather odd for talking about this, but ever since i was a child, i have known that deep down, I'm not human.

If your only spirit remains unchanged what are you comparing it against? How do you compare one thing to another? Maybe you feel different from others which is not all together unusual but to say your spirit is not human means that you know what a human spirit feel like. Do you understand my point?

I think so, i suppose I'm comparing feeling the parts of my spirit body, to my human body. I can literally sense them sometimes. I find it difficult/challenging to accurately describe.

wow, almost an john connor


but seriously... thats a hard subject, because if the souls are able to walk freely asking for bodies, thats sick, I just dont know how to think about that haha... universes, planets, diffent races and now souls that walk the world, wtf

I believe we are energy ... our body is just an experience, but there's a lot of things that we dont have a clue ..and that is freaky

your not the only ones im one two. it's hard to put into words i just know this is not my body and also been fighting beings in my dreams for as long as i can remember. it's great to hear that im not alone. why do you think we are in the human body... is some great evil coming... we might be meant to fight it. well you can count me in.

Originally posted by alienseeker
your not the only ones im one two. it's hard to put into words i just know this is not my body and also been fighting beings in my dreams for as long as i can remember. it's great to hear that im not alone. why do you think we are in the human body... is some great evil coming... we might be meant to fight it. well you can count me in.

I honestly have not gotten that far yet, the most i currently know is the name of the legion's leader. At least, the legion that I'm fighting.

They can keep coming, I'll just keep knocking them down until i find out whats going on.

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im not saying i know whats going to happen just that im ready to fight for mankind. what are you fighting? i do think something is coming soon just not sure when.

Originally posted by alienseeker
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im not saying i know whats going to happen just that im ready to fight for mankind. what are you fighting? i do think something is coming soon just not sure when.

I'm fighting demons apparently, I'm not sure what their intentions are yet, but i believe what you are feeling could be this war manifesting itself. I see them inside of my mind, yet i know whats going on is real. Its tough to explain.

By the time I began school I believed I was an alien anthropologist disguised as a little girl. My mission was to take notes on the strange beings inhabiting Earth so people on my planet could understand them. I could feel their support, and knew they picked up all my thoughts, so all I had to do was observe.

What I definitely was, was a shy nerdy kid in a remote little town. I had Aspergers and an IQ they couldn't measure, (at 11) because I got everything right on the IQ test. And I had a shockingly traumatic homelife that I could tell nobody about.

This meant I was aware of being very different to the humans around, I had a personal need to understand them, and my home-life had caused a personality split. So the logical answer is that I invented the story because it was both a crutch I needed and an explanation of a situation I couldn't understand. Hatred, cruelty, meanness and sexuality were alien emotions to me, and I had no protection from my family, so it was natural to invent a notion that distanced myself as far from it all as possible.

But, despite accepting the logical explanation, I cannot now feel happy or stable without still believing I'm an alien with a purpose; with a home planet where I really belong.

Lacking much feeling of belonging in this world, I fill in my time by trying to help people and make this world a better place. I believe any intelligent life-form has the responsibility of working to make their planet a heaven for all life-forms on it.

I just sent you a U2U, Kailassa.

I'm curious to hear more about your story.

Sorry to post off topic.

I'm glad I'm not the only one here who has an interest in such a topic. It seems like whenever one of us is willing to speak out, we all come together in understanding.

What I'm curious on now, is if my spirit self can be captured on thermal imaging. I kind of doubt it, but who knows, i personally believe that just about anything in this world is possible.