posted on Jul, 22 2010 @ 03:13 PM
I dont think fear should be a normal response, but maybe it depends on a person's perceptions and level, because everyone here has their own version
of reality. Just to try to contact, perhaps even anyone, not having a sense of what is safe, to me is like taking a risk, particularly if you are
strongly into the norms of this matrix, institutions.
Meditation in general is a very good starting point, in this search, including seeking Higher Self, and connecting with who you are, ie. listening to
hemisync/binaurals/whales and dolphins, or sitting outside on a pleasant day and sungazing or just getting some some, we can search within, we
contemplate Infinity within us, for example, reach into the grid of waves/energy. You may not do this already, ie. akin to knowing the minute you
touch your computer that someone you know is on and has just emailed you. Its energy grids, but in anycase, seeing yourself putting your hand in a
creek/river and feeling the current metaphorically can unblock some of this, if you set this intent. Also, asking yourself, who am I? Why am I here?
What can I do to help? And always seeking the Highest Good, for all, and the Highest Light/Power.
Meditating in general, freeform I like best.
None of this is a fear based thing, but at the same time, for some of us who have contact, there is more to it than simply casting a fishing line out
and trusting whats on the other end.
Some of this depends on what you think this world is, do you believe in reality, or see it as an illusion, and a school, do you know who you are, have
you attempted to look at repeating bad behavior in your life, flaws, and difficulties, reverse engineering them, knowing some of them may be part of
your situation, but some are in you, and its all in your lap, so the best approach is to consciously work on yourself, and take responsiblity for it
all, not in a karmic way, not in a punitive way, but in a freeing, growing, learning, loving yourself, blessing some of the diffiuculties, harder for
the ones you may have hurt others in. Note our Higher Selves, or fuller selves are the meanest judges, often people are harder on themselves than
others.
I see this whole thing as a combination of developing yourself, and hopefully to make a difference and help others, and a lot of it is trying and
intention, some issues take the team on the other side to really heal.
This meditation is akin to pursuing contact with those benevolents that are watching over us, connected to us, and earth in general, rooting for us,
"you can do it, we believe in you." In Quantum Pysics/Infinity/Time versus No Time,where there is only one of you in each segment of the infinite
film roll (metaphor) of your life, in "time" (which is a concept only, metaphor or program) there is a separate you in each time clip. So, who you
are contacting could be yourself, you Family or Extended Family.
Main thing is you have to have the faith to know that their is always soemthing that may want to interfere or test you, that you can see your life
winding like a road with drop offs and pitfalls. I always walk straight in my mind and walk on air necessary. If something negative comes, can you
send it light and love, but renounce it and tell it to leave.
Do you feel the surge in your heart of light and happiness with a connect with family?
Stargazing is like that too, we just need to be working on self and sending love out, as unconditionally as possible, and then keep trying to do the
right things in our lives and help others as we can, meditate and touch base with self.
Colors exploding can be seen just closing your eyes when you're meditating, and ringing in your ears, rushes of vibrations, I see this part of the
ringing (not the medical condition, there are symptoms you have to compare) and rushes of vibration as a kind of threshhold to a vibratory shift, a
channel opening. Not channeling, I don't think thats safe, but you in meditation are making a vibratory/channel shift. It should not be
alarming.
I always have faith, I'm an ex Christian, no longer into bloodline religions, but......I have faith in the Divine Plan, the Family of Light/Divine
may be the love or unity between us all, and Highest Good and Love. In short LOVE.
So if anyone has fear, or is alarmed they need to start out the session with a 15-30 minute meditation and really connect with themselves, their light
within, their wish to progress and work on self, sending love to all, and ask for guidance from Higher Power, Higher Source, Love.
[edit on 22-7-2010 by Unity_99]