(HSSC 2) Dedicated

My eyes close
But it does not stop the pain
The voice is louder now but it still sounds exactly the same
A man stays in a hotel and rights a crooked picture frame
You can only point your finger so long before there is no one but yourself left to blame

Locked in a Library of books that I can’t understand
I see your eyes begging me between each letter, prose and stanza
Perhaps I will find the cipher in times sand today
I feel the warmth of your breath on my neck before you blow it all away

Your embrace was always the coldest
Take me where you want me I will not protest
In my own house you make me feel like a guest
The shades are drawn and the blood is flowing out of my chest
You are the only piece of me that I have left
You were the only piece that I had left

My vision becomes clearer the darker it gets
Anger swells up at each one of your threats
How dare you use my past as kindling- gas, my regrets
Every fear I have, nurtured from your breast

Please don’t leave me like this
Just please kill me
I could never harm you
Sedation is tranquility
All my life I have felt you inside
Killing you would be suicide

We can be happy again, back where we both began
An unstoppable team, nightmares revert back to dreams
But if you leave then just leave and stop torturing me
I can’t stand seeing you in every shadow consistantly mocking me

OOOO..Me likes.

Nice, En- like a love/hate, come back to me/kill me what so you do sort of love poem. Hurts to read it, really.

Agreed!! I absolutely love it.



Keep writing, write some more!

- Carrot