Is anyone else going through this?

reply to post by Alferd Packer


If you go to the post I quoted from in my post just slightly below yours, you will see the entire "secret" laid out before you.

It is simple, and it lacks all the ritual and "magic" that many people seem to feel is necessary, but it is the truth.

How you deal with "other people" and what they are doing is entirely an exercise in knowing your Self. (And how it operates, functions)

If you can do that one thing well, you will find nothing else to be a problem.

Edit to add, for the ease of finding the original post, it is the very first one on page 8.

[edit on 15-8-2008 by Illusionsaregrander]

reply to post by mushninja


brother, you're headed in the right direction! keep it up! maintain an open mind and make a point to hear all sides of the story! also, it's ALL about Service-to-Others (STO), and going WITH nature, NOT using force against it! peace!

We should all remember that as caretakers of this planet we are all in this thing together. Be watchful and have faith in a power much greater than your own.

reply to post by mushninja

Yes indeedy! I can relate to that for sure. I was raised with no religion, in a very realistic no bs kind of house. I was a confirmed atheist and was a staunch supporter of evolution and the sciences.

Then I married a woman with psychic and spiritual talents. It opened my eyes to everything, but the reality check was still to come. It happened for me in a Lakota style sweat lodge. I prayed for clarity... and got it right between the eyes. Having the proverbial scales lifted from your eyes can be a harsh thing.

It took days to process it all. I was wrought with emotion. (Totally out of character for me) and I found myself sitting with tears streaming down my cheeks. Since then it is as if my heart is laid bare, and I feel eerything so much more than before. Somehow I just know that the conspiracy buffs were right all along, and the New World Order is almost upon us.

Is it a bad thing? I am not really sure, but my instincts tell me it is poisonous and foul. Oddly enough, and I didn't think I would ever say this out loud, I get the same feeling about the Christian and Catholic churches. I don't even know why I feel that way, as I Never had any problem with religion before just a few years ago, when we left our church over our spirit guests. They insisted they are demons, and we know they are not.

Enough of this rambling post. I definitely see where you are coming from, and wish you well. Reality isn't for everybody.

reply to post by Coopdog



Because you are right!
Annuaki dogma with half truths and some full on misinformation.
Sorry Christians, just my opinion.

PS: I was raised a fundamentalist Christian, so I know from which I speak in that regard.

I've been surfing this site for some time now and when I came upon this post I felt compelled to join so that I may share my thoughts with people that I can relate to. Basically I've experienced this awakening myself. I can't say exactly when it happened (it was years ago) but I remember it vividly. I was driving home from work on the highway when I was overcome with a sense belonging, a presence of sorts. I guess simply put I awakened. It was like a pop and quite suddenly I understood. I look around and the only thing that seems real in any sense is the earth. Plants, trees, stars....all so beautiful. Flowers, I love flowers, so pretty and perfect.
I spent quite some time deeply depressed, 5 years or more drunk and stoned until 3 weeks ago when I quit smoking pot to clean up my system for a possible job interview. In just a couple of days I didn't feel depressed anymore, didn't feel like getting wasted every day either. I couldn't believe it...so many years gone. Then I crashed under the weight of all those years. I lost my wife to divorce, my house and almost my sanity, also my father died unexpectedly 2 years ago. He was my rock, now I'm finally becoming my own rock.
There's a storm coming, I can feel it but I'm not afraid anymore. Reading all the posts with all you folks feeling the same thing as me makes me want to cry tears of joy. Just a couple of days ago I was sitting on the porch steps drinking a beer with one of my roommates when he just randomly says to me "I think I just figured it out. It's all about doing good things, being good to people, it makes you feel good, it makes them feel good and they'll likely pass it on." It was pretty neat and totally random. He meant it too and you could see it in his face that the felt it in his heart. Anyway I've got tons more to say but this will do for now. Thank you all for being who you are and sharing your stories. It feels good not to feel so alone.
Love is the answer and after the storm passes there will be light. Darkness will never take my soul..

I have felt very alive and many of my dreams are coming true. This may just be because I took a vacation and got lots of exersize. I do feel a change coming.

im new here, but lately ive felt almost a kind of paranoia about the world. Its almost like waiting for something but not knowing what. A sense of unexplained excitement/anticipation/ fear. Something isnt right. I dont think its just me in fact i know its not. Im not a nut i dont drink or do drugs but im feeling a growing sense of unease. strange

reply to post by AmongFriends


welcome aboard, I didn't have any idea so many people could relate.

This is the first time I posted here under my new user name. I have been reading the site for some time now, and have posted a few times anonymous, but I figured I may as well get an account...

I am not sure if there was some point where I had an "awakening", I don't believe it was entirely like that for me. Although simply doing more and more research on topics, I have dug deeper and deeper (so to speak).

I suppose something was drawing me into doing this research, and I can't really put my finger on what it was. It may have been a total coincidence (like googling searching for something else and "stumbling" across information? I don't really recall)

I have read posts in this thread, and can relate to some of them. I can relate to the "I need to get more involved" type of thing, somehow, someway, I need to help "wake everyone up". I get these feelings like I should be doing something more. But then I just get the feeling that it is already "too late"...

I know, gloom and doom, but with the people I talk to they just don't get it, and I have no reason to believe they ever will at this point..

I do try to make my friends and family aware of the fraudlent banking system, the controlled media, the CIA meddling in other countries affairs, etc, etc, etc. But mostly it falls on deaf ears.

I even have proof from books these people have written, or quotes that they've made (ie - not just "some conspiracy site") and people still choose to completely ignore it, and believe the propaganda...

I do (rarely) get the people that will actually listen to what I say and largely agree, but give you the "there is nothing we can do about it though?" response...

I am starting to wake some people up a bit, but most think I'm kind of "crazy"..

And I don't even get into the half of it with them either!

I can certainly relate to the "if I can see it why can't they see it?" sentiment that some people talked about . I am a fairly intelligent person (about 130 IQ or so), but far from genius. And I tell this to others that I believe are at my level or higher (thinking they will easily make the connections if I can) and they do not..

Or maybe they simply "can't handle the truth" so they choose to ignore it?

I am just frustrated more than anything, that it seems to me that not enough people truly understand the way things really work, and that it could very well lead to our downfall...

reply to post by mushninja


Thank you. I was quite surprised myself. I'm still struggling abit but I feel better than I've felt in soo many years..It's so weird, I feel good and I actually like myself..
Good people, I'm glad I came here today..I have to sign off for now..Take care.

i think my spell lifted when i started researching Freemasonry. Jordan Maxwell's lectures on GoogleVideo are the best way to get your start - he seems very genuine, and has made practically nothing for himself, unlike others such as Alex Jones... Maxwell also gives you some insight to what's REALLY going on behind the scenes.

Project Camelot.org is the best way to start learning about what's really going on with E.T.'s - check out their interviews page!

here're some honest people:
www.projectcamelot.org...
www.projectcamelot.org...
www.projectcamelot.org...

peace!

Believe it or not, the simplest things can help a person become more aware.

Take a walk in the woods,park,beach,desert,mountains somewhere AWAY from others and the distractions no music,phone, leave all that superfluous stuff behind.

Go there,look,listen touch and smell.If there are small animals there seek them out try to have an interaction also any insects(not bees hornets or wasps,they have an attitude,and a stinger) try to have an interaction.
And I know this sounds flaky but if no one is around....HUG A TREE AND TALK TO IT,IT KNOWS YOU ARE THERE,ACKNOWLEDGE IT. (if no one is around,pee on it,the nitrogen in uric acid is good for it).

All these things ARE other life forms that inhabit the same space you do and they all have a vibrational frequency.By doing this you will become better in tune to the planets natural rhythm.

Go outside at night and gaze at the stars for an hour and just acknowledge that every thing you see and every thing you are is part of the unITy.(the state of being one; oneness.)Does "God" exist? Do you? Everything that is,is IT! Don't put "man made names,religious concepts or gender on IT,not "HE", IT and IT is impartial.(see unITy).Also see "Grand unified field theory".
(They have most of IT figure out but,not all.Wonder why?)

Help strangers out.If you see a person needing assistance ask if they need help. The elderly. The greatest joy I have found is talking to "seasoned citizens".You will bring them companionship if only for a moment and you will hear some amazing story's of events from history and their participation in them. I sure have. If you ask they will tell you,things that will help you to understand.And you'll be one too some day.

Don't avoid those who are challenged in their life,either mentally or physically. The next time they have a Special Olympics,either volunteer to help out or go and cheer the participants on.You'll leave with the longest lasting smile on your face.I did.Being around those special people will do that.You would be surprised at what knowledge they have. If you volunteer,ask if you can be the one to give out the ribbons.You'll leave there with a BIG smile on your face and will have been hugged a hundred times too.They love to hug!

Volunteer at a homeless shelter.For only the grace it could be you,or has been.
Mow your neighbors yard while their gone.
It will freak them out trying to figure out who did it,and it will put a smile on
your face.

Go to the cemetery, find a strangers grave that doesn't look like it has attended to and make it presentable. They're there and see you. It can't hurt,takes very little time and you never know you may just gain another guardian angel,and when you leave you'll have a smile on your face.

And if you want to really get in tune with Mother Earth,attend a pow wow.
The original peoples put on pow wows all through out the North American continent. You can find them and their schedules on the web.If there is one near you attend. Watch,listen,smell. Their dances are incredible to see. The drumming and chants will bring you to tears and you will leave with a better understanding of who you are and what part you play in nature.
Some times when they have a group drumming ask if you can participate. Standing shoulder to shoulder with your brothers in a drumming ceremony is a very spiritual act.

Seek to learn one new thing a day.When you are standing on the corner waiting to cross the street wave to strangers passing by in cars.If you're in line at a drive through when you get to the window,pay for your order AND the person in the car right behind you. Drive away with a smile on your face.

If everyone reading this forum did all what I just wrote and told one person and they did it too and told one person and.........? I have and do.

Originally posted by mushninja
reply to post by truthquest

 

Coinisidences don't even begin to expain what I went through. Little bro and I spent a couple months undergoing what felt like full blown evoloution. At first we thought we lost out minds. We develpled the ablility to "tune in" to each other. Gained an "awareness", as though we could sense some things around us, or what was going on around us in a vauge sense. I can't lay it all out here. Mostly cause I know better. It has taken months to sort all of this out into a context we could talk about. And it wasn't untill a few days ago I realized how many of us there really is. I couldn't feel so strongly about this if I hadn't been the type of guy to never belive in any of this before for sure. I have been over burdened with resopnability and grief lately and haven't been as "aware" as I've learned to be, nor have I been able to "tune in" to little bro. Although I can tell when someone is trying to tune into me or pushing on me for lack of a better term or understanding. Anybody know about these things? I mean really know? I would like to be better and this. And will it come back once a little stress comes off?

Thats interesting, because after a couple of weeks the really strange coincidences completely stopped for me! To be honest I don't really think I need them, and I suppose that is because the changes I made were permanent regardless of what happens now. Do these things happen only happen at times which they need to happen. Or maybe when we are more mentally mature to handle these things, they will come back. Perhaps meditation, or lifestyle changes, or something else is the key. I don't know.

Look at all the people who took the blue pill!

That's an awesome experience you had mush and it can pretty frigging frightening at the same time. To suddenly look at the world and feel like there's this fuzzy layer over it that if you could just peel back would reveal to you the truth can be cause for panic attacks. I know, during my own journey (which is still going on) there were times where I felt like I wasn't anchored to anything anymore and any second my vision would flip or something and expose me to things I can't yet comprehend.

As this thread proves, none of us are alone. There is a very real, tangible awakening going on all over the world. Systems that don't work collapse and we're currently watching our systems go down the tube. I for one say, good friggin riddance! Take heart and believe that everything is happening as its suppose to. Things scream the loudest when they are about to die and that's what we're watching the Elite do as they loose their hold over all of us. And all we have to do is announce, right now that we take our power back, to use for the good of all souls on this planet and they won't be able to mess with us anymore because we see right through their lies and manipulation. Its okay though, they came here with a job to do to, their own karmic issues to work out so, no biggie. No One gets left behind when the time comes, not even Bush and Chenney

We all volunteered to come here, at the soul level, to participate in this grand experiment called Ascension, to re-member our power as Co-Creators of the universe. We are gods, and thats no disrespect to the Source in saying that. It's true.

December 21st, 2012 will be an apocalypse but that means lifting the veil. It will mark the end of the world as we know it, not the end of the world. It won't happen overnight, but what you will find is that time ceases to exist. And I define time as how long it takes thought to find the energy and create. Which means, what you think you will start to get; instantly.

One of the most important things to remember on your journey is that your inner world creates your outer world, not vice versa. Fix you and the rest of your world will come into focus. Sounds like common sense, but too many of us get stuck in trying to fix the external, new job, now house, more crap, a partner, our diety whatever to make our problems go away instead of looking in the mirror.

I could go on and on but I think I've already proven how crazy I am .

Here a few helpful links for everyone on this acid trip like journey hehe.

What the Bleep do We Know - watch it. Good stuff for the skeptic too. Quantum Mechanics is proving everything Buddah, Jesus, and all the other ascended masters have said.

Dr. Michael Sharp - Great helpful down to earth type information on the ascension, what you're going through and how to accelerate your process on your path.

Karen Bishop - Gives really great energy alerts about where the collective energy is currently. Her books on the ascension are crazy helpful too, especially when you're feeling like your one step away from a straight jacket and padded walls.

The book called Chakras for Beginners while it sounds strange is awesome. As you read it, you'll find that a lot of your behavioral patterns are linked up too those energy portals in your body and by clearing them, you get rid of a lot of bad habits per say. You can find it on Amazon.

Good luck, and remember your never eva alone. We are one. Viva La Ascension