posted on Jul, 30 2008 @ 11:07 AM
When I was 18, working a grave yard shift, I got a ride one night from my girlfriend of two years. She parked.
The lot was in the rear of the property and the back of the building. She met me at the front passenger side of the car to give me a hug. As we
stood there in the dark parking lot holding each other, a sudden familiar feeling, memory, more correctly defined; synchronicity washed over me.
I remember holding her and lifting my head looking beyond her shoulder, staring into the night, unsure if I should mention what was happening in my
thoughts. There was a slight breeze to end a hot day and as the feeling increased, an awareness of this place, this time, this breeze, this scene
filled my minds eye as my senses, thoughts, and physical being awoke. Heightened, acute, as if I knew the answer before the question. As I absorbed
the robust kaleidoscope of emotions that whirled in, through and about my entire being for what seemed to me an amount of time in the 5 to 6 minute
range and as slow as if I had watched the second hand, it's movement retarding slightly with every tick.
As alert as I felt, this surreal moment had been but the majority of a minute, though my thoughts and physical being were never more clear, included
reflexes faster than gravity.
I was mesmerized by the silent chaotic commotion busily approaching a crescendo as if a broadway musical unfolds in act III, entertaining aprivate
audience of one - inside of me. Eerily, I felt alone. A private synchronistic communion within my mind, even as abrupt as was the encounter. Alone
we were, still hugging.
Though the parking lot was scattered with vehicles, their owners, now customers inside the building. This is when she relaxed her hug, shifting her
weight from me, reiterating the words spoken that I had not noticed.
Her presence invoked a sense of peaceful calm, as if gentle waves caressing a beach without disturbing one grain of sand, I recalled thinking this
same thought in my previous encounter here As she spoke. " What's wrong with you?" She insisted, as lines of concern formed across her brow, eyes
squinting slightly.
This is when I felt compelled to relate the synchronistic feeling that had reared it's head, right here, right now in the dark, breezy parking lot.
Exactly at 10:55PM, while together, wrapped as one, bodies intermingling, blanketed in spirit and pleasure. Angelic comfort. Soft, measured, embraced
as we were in each others arms.
Her question notwithstanding, I spoke.
I told her how familiar the scene was to me. How, I surely had been through this exact scenario previously, and how awakened my senses suddenly
became, and that beyond the overwhelming synchronicity of this revelation, there was more.
Indeed, I remembered(?) - that in the synchronistic replay of this exact happening, I was to continue the progression my mind visualized with
words.
As I noticed her attentive interest, I was uneasy about what I had foreseen, but the urge to continue was great.
I told her that as clearly as this parking lot scene was, nor was it my intent to cause any unwarranted alarm, That I had remembered that something
bad happened. Now, the thoughts were no longer vivid, and I could not specify what happened that was so bad, but it definitely was bad.
As the details abandoned my thoughts, in earnest, I assured her that it is likely just an overactive imagination on my part and that she not worry. I
ended by asking her to drive careful and call me when she made it home. I waited for her to drive off, then went inside and to work.
Now, for the rest of the story....