Something has changed, timeline?

Cont.. from previous post.

I began to think that maybe one of the following.

A. Trying to save (spiritually) or be with my true love. (who I met at work) and that I asked God to send me back.

B. I keep coming back to this timeline to change something and not because of any god sending me back.

C. LHC - causing some type of catastrophic time loop paradox.


Anyway, with this Deja-vu I feel like it's driving me crazy. I want it to stop.
I've told my parents and some people who are close to me about all my experiences and they thought I was delusional.

First of all I'm a very rational and logical person. I can see and admit to some very strange things happening in my life that I cannot explain nor have I ever experienced before.

At times I thought like there were two worlds merged into one like perhaps the spiritual world and the physical world and that's why I was experiencing what I was. But now I don't really know.

I'm just searching to find out what in the world is going on.

But whatever is going on I feel there may not be much time left to whatever is causing this.

From reading on this thread I've noticed that I'm not the only one experiencing some very strange things. So whatever is going on we need to fix it and fast if not we need to find a way to send ourselves a message if we are stuck in some type of time loop paradox or timeline paradox.

Otherwise we're going to have our memories wiped up until the close to the time of the EVENT of whatever is going to take place and that again will not leave us enough time to fix it unless we can get a message back to ourselves somehow.

Anyway, that's just my experience and my thoughts on this subject. Anyone can add to it. If anyone has additional info or any suggestions feel free to comment.

Everyone..

I know this may sound crazy but I seriously think we are stuck in some type of time loop.

Either we all are or it's just me.....

I'm having serious deja-vu of re living my life......

There's gotta be a way to prevent this from happening....

Ok, I've got to post this here. I posted this in another timeline thread, and it has got no response. I'm sure no one believes me and I can only swear on my word that this is true. I NEED an outside opintion, otherwise I think everyone involved in my story may be losing their minds.

In this thread:

12/12/08 I posted this:

To be honest, I don't want to believe that there's something actually wrong with time, but last night I think I witnessed someone else making a jump. I have 2 credible witnesses to back me up too.

Last night, my boss, teammate, and I all left the office at the same time and walked our department admin out to her car. As we all parked near eachother, we all followed eachother out to the highway onramp. The admin and I got on going south, boss and teammate went north. Being the childish person I am, I zoomed around Admin as soon as we got on the highway. When I was what I thought was only a couple car lengths ahead of her I looked back (wanted to see the front of the car, for the record) and couldn't see it.

Not thinking anything suspicious, I called Admin to taunt her about her slow driving and.....Admin was in the office. I thought she was joking until she put on my bosses boss to prove it (who was definitely in the office when I left). Thanks to the magic of three way calling, I got my boss on the phone who confirmed my story. This morning, teammate also confirmed that we walked out with Admin.

Admin insists that she was in the office the whole time, didn't see us when we left (never mind walked out with us) and actually brought us the security footage to prove it.

Admin, boss, and teammate all think that we're all losing our minds. If it were just me, I'd say for sure it was true. How do you explain it when there are multiple other witnesses???

12/12/08 and then:

My teammate and boss continue to be freaked out. I have to admit, I am too. This goes WAY beyond anything I've ever experienced before. Teammate is trying to find a head doctor to explain it away and boss went home for the rest of the day. Me, I have NO idea how I am so calm.....inside is going 12 miles a minute.....outside.....calm....deep breaths......

12/18/08 and then 6 days later (in response to someone telling us we were all crazy):

Yes. All three of us need medical attention because we saw and talked to someone as they walked outside, got in their car, drove away, and disappeared only to be back in the office where she proved she never left. I completely agree, cause three people having a mass hallucination like that is insane.

One of us has sought medical attention. He hasn't come back to work yet because he keeps going to doctor after doctor trying to find a medical explanation. Nothing weird in his blood, nothing on the MRI (or whatever they use to scan your brain). Absolutely nothing at all.

Now:

said coworker was so shaken that he, just now, sent us all an IM saying he quit. A call resulted in his wife picking up and not telling us anything at all. He quit his job on CHRISTMAS EVE for christsakes. Who does that??????? Our manager has refused to admit it happened for the last couple days.

Did I actually witness someone else's timeline shift? Am I nuts? Are WE nuts? After coworker quitting, I've found myself semi-desperate for any input that anyone has at all. PLEASE???

xaphid,

Interesting experience, I've heard of others such as yourself that experience multiple realities day to day.

You need to consider the possibility that time is not replaying but instead you are merely experiencing parallel realities more so than most others in this thread.

We'd love to hear more about your experiences. Some questions that I have are how often these happen to you. Have you ever had a premonition you relayed to someone that came true? What is your success rate?

You mention an event, what event? The world has been here for billions of years and will continue to be here for billions more. Our future is what we make of it...

Take care,

Obsidience

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CeltAngel,

Great story. If you've read some of the past pages you'll see that we've been debating the limit of these occurrences. Most are at a personal level and people believe that your soul has shifted from reality or one plane of existence to another. I've been holding the belief that it's a more of a temporal anomaly affect that could, in theory, allow one to bring proof of the other reality along for the ride. If that proof is on your person as you enter the anomaly.

What I believe may have happened is that you didn't see someone's timeline shift. Your group experienced the shift. It could have been as you exited the workplace or entered your cars. Hard to say but it sounds like you do have a type of proof. Others that experienced the same exact thing as you.

Unfortunately I don't have any meaning for the type of event you've gone through except that we live in a beautiful and complex universe that surprises us all. Scientists believe that near the time of the big bang (or whatever you call it) there were more dimensions and that as time passed those dimensions fizzled away. Time is a dimension and perhaps that is fizzling away too? Who knows such things but something to ponder.

Obsidience

I registered to reply to Harmonic... This thread was definitely a standout to me.

Some other things that you should know. Not all of the people in this reality are real. Many are not real, they are like animatronics, or NPCs in a multiplayer video game. But they can be inhabited at will by these entities, who will jump in and control them when they so desire. I once carried on a conversation with about 10 people while walking down the street. The thread of conversation for the counter-party in the conversation kept shifting from one random person to the next as I walked. If you aren't prepared for this type of charade, where your friends from the other side toy with you, it can be very difficult.

This part above among others resonated with me. I've read bits gurdjieff who has discussed "organic portals" and "NPC" seems a pretty apt term itself - its a lot more confusing when they are loved ones and I find myself increasingly disconnected with my SO (he seems so like a different person at times).

I'm beginning to see life as a school, where learning is *fun*. Where numerous polarities of opposing thought e.g. good and evil being a fundamental construct exist to colorize our existential realities. The so called "fall" of man really IMHO was simply a desire for physicality to experience life itself in its myriad variations.

I always thought Billy Graham was dead anyways and I actually read it in Time Magazine. I was shocked to find out it was Ruth, not him who passed on when I distinctively remember it being otherwise. Will post more once I have more thoughts since this stuff is definitely mind boggling.

Harmonic, I'm not sure if your experience was akin to this passage but I'd love to hear from you, its something I read which described Fulcanelli

Picture driving down a highway, suddenly you notice auras surrounding everything.... Being able to see around corners, going inside little cottages which become mansions, when viewed from inside... Going inside a building in Albuquerque and going out the back door into Las Vegas, going to sleep as a female, and waking up male... Flying in a plane for half an hour and landing at the same place 5 weeks later... 4th density frees one from the illusion of "time" as you WILL to perceive it. ...Picture driving to reach New Mexico by car and "skipping" over and arriving in San Diego instead, or... driving to the grocery store in Santa Fe, and winding up in Moscow, instead.

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Wow, thank you for your thoughtful, considered response. That did help put some perspective around it. It's an interesting thought about the dimensions. Who knows!

I'm torn at wanting more things like this to happen, while simultaneously being scared. The effect on my team was pretty devastating, but they are fairly closed-minded "God created all and there's nothing more to say" types.

hmmm, I thought Billy Graham had died recently too. I guess he didn't. I wouldn't be surprised if little time hiccups just happened at random. It would be near impossible to prove since all evidence would be erased unless you remembered something different and then it would all be in your head. If we're really living a simulation, all kinds of weird things could occur and we wouldn't be able to prove it either. I've had thoughts that there are many parallel realities that are much worse than the one we're living. For instance, a financial meltdown did occur and our dollars are worthless in another reality. People are starving, rioting and things look pretty good here in comparison.

Meanwhile for the last week, I though maybe I had a pinched nerve, then I thought maybe a spider had bit me and inflamed my nerves in my back and shoulder. I don't see much evidence and had this thought, what if I had an injury in the real world and this is all a simulation I believe I'm living? If this is some kind of simulation it would explain how someone like Jesus was able to walk on water and do other miracles if he was able to conform this simulation to his mind. It's easy to think what we see is not really reality. What if billions of us decided to wipe our memories and enter this simulation together in a mass virtual reality experiment? We only remember after we die.
We could be living a lifetime here in only a few minutes of time in another world. Quirks we experience are just kinks in the simulations.

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Obsidience,

I'll take into consideration what you've said about parallel realities.

But if that is the case, whatever the conclusion is when this timeline ends, it seems as if, if I am actually moving into another parallel reality that I am starting completely over in this new reality and living that reality from birth or near birth.

That could explain why I know certain things while growing up.
Right now I'm so confused, but I know something definitely isn't right about this reality I'm living in. I can sense it, feel it. Not to mention some of the paranormal activity I've seemed to experience within the last few weeks just doesn't add up (IE - Tangible vision like things, heightened senses etc.), especially with my belief.


None of what I'm saying may even be accurate about traveling these parallel lines, I'm just speculating. And if I am actually endlessly going down different parallel lines, is there a way that I could stop it?

I've even been thinking that this reality may not even be the real world, as in this physical reality is some sort of prison for the mind or some type of training ground that a person must learn to escape from to graduate to their next lvl of existence?

You're asking me to elaborate on some of my experiences and I'll be glad to share more with you but at this moment I don't have much time. I'm going to a party in a few minutes. However I should be able to write more tonight.

You're wondering how often I'm experiencing some of these things. Well, for starters, the E.S.P began when I was a young kid. It didn't happen all the time, just every now and then. But when it did, it was usually 100% dead on accurate for the particular situation. However, about 3 weeks ago all my senses and deja-vu started going into a like berserk mode.

Usually I'll have some type of gut feeling, is probably the best way I can describe it. I can't tell the future for other people, well at least not exactly. The person has to be involved in my life at some lvl for me to sense anything.

I'll continue this discussion at a later date. Take care for now.





xaphid,

Interesting experience, I've heard of others such as yourself that experience multiple realities day to day.

You need to consider the possibility that time is not replaying but instead you are merely experiencing parallel realities more so than most others in this thread.

We'd love to hear more about your experiences. Some questions that I have are how often these happen to you. Have you ever had a premonition you relayed to someone that came true? What is your success rate?

You mention an event, what event? The world has been here for billions of years and will continue to be here for billions more. Our future is what we make of it...

Take care,

Obsidience

I think this this timeline is reaching, or has reached, a major tipping point. The war in Afghanistan, the threat of war between India and Pakistan, the economic meltdown. I think we are either slipping in and out of different time lines, or some of us are stumbling through portals to paralell universes.
Whatever is happening is signaling a change that is going to be devastating to some, and a grea many won't survive.
(I also thought Billy Graham died. As did my wife.)

Obsidience,

You were asking me about an event that I mentioned was going to take place. I re-read my post but I couldn't find anything about any event unless it was about the end of time/world.

Like I said I don't know exactly what's going on or why I was experiencing what I was. I can't explain what was happening but I was never so scared in my entire life....

I literally thought it was the end of the world at one point when I was having these experiences but later found out that it wasn't the end of the world at all.

So I'm wondering if I got a glimpse into the future? Perhaps this has something to do with the third eye or pineal gland and accessing higher realms?

Anyhow, I still feel like I have literally lived this part of my life before. It's like I know how certain things are going to play out within a certain time frame. But beyond that I can't see anything else as of yet.

During some of the things that I was experiencing it was like I could see certain outcomes of choices I previously made while living this part of my life again. So I didn't make those same choices.

After experiencing all of this, It's like I don't see life the same way anymore. Somehow I feel like this reality is fake like an illusion or that it's somehow controlled.

Whatever is going on I want to find out what the truth is.

Cont.

The really weird thing about all this is, I seem to have memories of living this part of my life more than 5 times.....

Not to mention I have memories of posting on this message board before as well..


Is this actually real (happening) or is this just my imagination?

xaphid,

I can't really tell you if what you are experiencing is real.

What I can suggest is that you study some of the posts on this forum regarding multiverse theory. Some recent posts by citizenc (which I have been following with great interest) as well as theories in this thread by the likes of euclid and others such as the infamous "John Titor". The gist of at least my take on this theory is a spin on Murphy's law:

Everything that can go on, is going on

In some universe I could be in your shoes right now, going through the same chain of events.

I'd like to also suggest that you begin documenting your intuitions to physically validate your premonitions/intuition of the future. A picture of the premonition next to a newspaper with a headline and date would help if you want to vindicate your circumstances to others.

And finally I would suggest getting in touch with your higher self. I've done this through lucid dreaming. You may find the answers you were looking for inward instead of outward.

Best regards,

Obsidience

Obsidience,

Thanks for lending me your support so that I may be able to resolve this situation of mine. I think I've found two parts in solving my problem. The first part is in what you just told me within your last post and the second part is in this quote that I've taken from an article written about the movie Groundhogs Day, starring Bill Murray.

Objectivity is the process of facing reality. If you find yourself noticing that your life is producing the same old story, it’s you that needs to be changed, because you are the same old story.

Seems to me that the reason I keep experiencing this reality in this universe in this particular way is that I need to change myself, the way I act, behave etc.

If I can somehow remember what I've learned and put it into practice in my next life, reality or whatever then I won't have this recurring situation that seems to keep repeating itself.

Or else I'm going to find myself doing exactly what I've just done over and over and over again. I'll be in an infinite loop for all eternity unless I can figure out how to free my mind and execute action of change.

Thanks again, and may I find a way to free myself from the same old story.

Groundhog day, one of my favorite movies. Just don't drop a toaster in the bathtub ok?

Obsidience

I just hope that I haven't and am not still repeating myself into infinity in what I say and do. I must break the cycle.

LOL - Hopefully I won't have to resort to such extremes ;D

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[edit on 26-12-2008 by xaphid]

Bahhh...

This is so sick.....

I'm now seeing that I have multiple memories of doing the same thing several times.

I could swear I'm either living in another parallel universe or that I'm reincarnating into this life over and over again....


I found something interesting....
Maybe this could be the answer I'm looking for.
reluctant-messenger.com...

[edit on 27-12-2008 by xaphid]

[edit on 27-12-2008 by xaphid]

Hey everyone,

I am continuing to do research on what may be the cause of this TIME LOOP that I know for certain that I am stuck in. I don't know if anyone else is stuck in it but I know that I am for sure.

I know this for a fact because I am starting to recal that I've done certain things before after doing them. After experiencing a certain situation I am seeing multiple memories of that situation from the past. I know it may sound crazy but I know I'm reliving my life.

I don't know if there is any proof that I can prove to you to validate all of this.

I also remember that I've posted on this forum before almost the exact same posts as before. So whatever is going on is still going on, I believe that what ever is occurring has been happening for a while now, at least over 5 times or more.

What I am wondering though is if this TIME LOOP is caused because of some physical phenomena or spiritual phenomena. Bad Karma?

Feel free to suggest any answers that could potentially solve this issue.

Thanks again.

Thanks again for listening to my rants.