Am I crazy? that would kinda suck...

I'm not going to relay any particular experiences other than one because that would just be tedious and furthermore a waste of my time and yours. So instead I'll just tell you what has been happening to me for a year or so....it's not a big deal really. It doesn't impeed my life in any way shape or form. But I will begin...

For the past year the noises I remember I can hear. By this I mean that when I was little I was used to my mother being on her computer and you could hear the clicks going on from her clicking the mouse and typing. Now for some reason all of a sudden when I go by that room I hear her on the computer but she is not there. Same with my dad's radio. When it is off I go by his room and still hear it.

The thing is when I stop and center myself it goes away. I just breathe in realize it isn't real and it stops. Now sometimes at night I'll think I hear a voice downstairs and I'll focus on it and it gets louder. But I have to believe there is actually someone down there. Then the focus makes it louder. Like a loud whisper. I can't make out the words though. Also when I am in my studio recording music I usually hear my name being called. I usually brush it off as simply a psychological state from the mix of noises making me hear my name since that is what you usually associate yourself with. The thing that made me post this though is in one of the playbacks from a joke song I did, you could hear my voice being called on the playback and my brother and mother heard it also. Unfortunately I don't have that playback anymore since my mom gave the computer that I used to my brother, who deleted all the unnecessary files. :-/. Of course that really makes my story unreliable, but I swear on my mothers grave this actually happened. I consider myself well minded, so I'm not about to say I'm hearing ghosts or anything....

That is all and I look forward to your responses.

[edit on 27-6-2008 by Soulstone]

[edit on 27-6-2008 by Soulstone]

Looks like you completely crazy with no hope of ever recovering.

Seriously though, It's an odd occurrence but apparently recordable so I suggest you try to take some recordings of this. People on here don't take too kindly to people coming with lack of evidence...

I believe you though...Granted, I'm incredibly gullible but...It's the internet.

good luck

Quite interesting. I have no idea what that could be but sometimes when I'm falling asleep I can hear beep and when I concentrate on it, it gets louder and I can make it stop as well. Sometimes it happens with my dreams too, but it never happened the ways like yours. I believe it happens mostly inside my own mind, but in your case it might involve something else..

[edit on 27/6/2008 by Ferdane]

reply to post by Ferdane


Yeah I get the beep thing too.

As to the other poster, I know have no evidence. Though I am glad you believe me. As you can imagine I really don't have anything to benefit from by coming on a forum and talking about how I may be crazy.

hi soulstone
cool story.
I have a few of my own so i can relate to the AM I CRAZY thing...
I even went to a shrink to find out , but I got a perfect bill of mental health from him...then he suggested a para-psychologist.... I found Dr. Howard Schechter phd .
you can read it all on this short thread
www.abovetopsecret.com...

although ours experiences do not seem to relate.
it does help support the para-normal side of life.

are you mom and dad still alive???

reply to post by Maya432


Mom and Dad are still alive, thank God. I don't think it's ghosts. I think it's maybe some type of muscle memory in my mind. So like when I see the radio that I'm so used to being on, it sounds like the radio is on. Then I tell myself that isn't so and it goes away. For the other events I think it is noise distortion, my mind might be altered in some way that noises sometimes sound like voices. The recording most likely being the drums, combining with other sounds to give some type of matrixing phenomena. I was reading about someone who had the exact same thing happen with the radio after intense meditation sessions. Maybe you hear for something and the mind alters it a certain way for what you should be hearing if the said thing was there.

Heres the link, I just found it. This basically sums it up besides the UFO.....whatever stuff.

www.abovetopsecret.com...

reply to post by Ferdane


Ferdane,

Do you believe in Paranormal things? Have you experiece about paranormal things?

Here is a partial answer to your computer issue...i hope. A few years ago a virus was going around. It was spread through the mic services, Teamspeak, Skype, and a few others( can't remember the others cuz TS is the only one I use...lol), but essentially it would foul things up and destroy your account and server on these programs, but a side effect ( don't know whether intentional or not) was it would capture speech through your mic and randomly repeat it to you. I know this may or may not help and I do not have the name of the virus but a few people on my online team did. Hope this helps. As for the other things, I think you might be on the right track with the muscle memory theory.

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Thank you for your response. The thing is though is while I was in the studio I could hear it before playback. There was no one in my house though. Then I play it back and it's there as well. Also no emails are opened on that computer and it's a mac.....so I'm thinking it might be less virus prone. What's stranger is the voice was my fathers. Personally I'd dismiss the whole thing as it goes against my skeptical nature. However this voice on the recording makes that hard to do.

[edit on 29-6-2008 by Soulstone]

My first thought was to say "consult your local shrink and come back with the results and we'll see where to go from there" but since it's recordable i would say that you're certainly onto something. Perhaps, as a previous poster mentioned, consult a Para-Psychologist.

I've heard tale of energy signatures being left after events take place no matter how mundane. Maybe you're hearing the left overs of previous events? Your situation certainly is intriguing but you don't strike me as crazy. I wouldn't worry about that part of it so much.

reply to post by Soulstone


well , I might I have misread your initial post then,forgive. In that case I can say that the general belief is that souls are electromagnetically charged and based and may be affecting your equip....maybe he is trying to reach you.

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You might be onto something about energy signatures. I do know that certain peoples names can be retrieved without knowing them whether psychically or psychologically. "He looks like a Jim" etc.. I'm sure everyones had an experience. I remember I was able to gather someones first and last name which astonished my friends back in high school. Simply by the way they felt when I felt them out. Also I have heard of residual hauntings which are basically left over actions that are repeated seemingly by a ghost but are on loop and without consciousness. It is like the left over energy is still trapped there. So if such energy was actually trapped there, why does it necessarily have to be someone who has passed away who is a part of the energetic event? If the event is emotional enough, or has enough energy behind it, the manifestation could be there regardless.

Though at this moment I am still not ready to chock this up as paranormal. Just some thoughts.

P.S......not so sure bout my residual haunting definition.

reply to post by Soulstone
well MY personal belief is that EM energy acts on the environment in ways we don't understand. "Residual hauntings" in my opinion are imprints left in the overall eartly magnetic field . Not sentient souls. But that is just my opinion. Electronics , as much as they try to shield them from giving off too much EMF, have a tendency to act on the immediate area in ways that we deem non-natural. I have a firm belief that a strong enough EMF CAN raise any temporal imprint from the environment and cause it to become shown, not just visibly but also audibly.


[edit on 29-6-2008 by djvexd]

Could be poltergeist activity stemming from YOU. You said however that you swear on your mothers grave... then later stated that both parents were alive.


so you must forgive but it takes away from your assertions of sincerity lol.

You could well have something really wrong with you though.. you might see a doctor and get some tests run, however with the voice recording if that was indeed true.. I am leaning toward poltergeist or something else messing with you.

reply to post by NephraTari


Lol, I always thought you could swear on your mothers grave while she was alive.....for when she dies. Guess I learn something new everyday.

reply to post by Soulstone


your storys just remind me of what happened to me so i will share.

I went through a crazy gameboy phase and i would play pokemon like none stop and when i wasnt playing it if i made my hands look like i was holding it i could hear the music and if i was holding the gameboy and it wasnt on the music would be louder.
so that in my mind is the same as your mums clicking and dads radio but it is nothing like the voice on your recording.