posted on Nov, 19 2005 @ 09:14 PM
I see them all the time, i dont go through a day without catching a glimpse of one. Ive only seen them full view twice however. I tend to think its
just one shadow being though. At first it was quite disturbing to me, after a few days of research and knowledge gathering my mind was put to some
ease. I agree with the idea that they gather around "Negativity" and "Enlightenment"
This being (im going to assume i tormented by one), has bothered me for a long time, it first manifested in my dreams. During a lucid dream (from age
7 to 24) i could "summon" it. Normally I would attribute the being to a part of my subconcious, but i have good reason i think it isn't. Let me
start by explaining how it would manifest itself in my dream. First i would have to find an object in my dream that something could crawl underneath
and not be seen (for example a couch, or bed). I would then get on all fours while looking under the object I would scream as loud as i could.
Immediatly I would feel an uneasyness without comparison. From under the object red eyes would peer, followed by a snarling sound. At this point I
could stop what i was doing and continue with my dream, or i could scream again causing it too shoot at me and begin fighting. So I scream again, it
comes forth latching itself onto my arm, and causing pain (im dreaming). This shocks me because i know im dreaming, i think to myself "hey im
dreaming! this shouldnt hurt!" At this point in the dream, during my younger years, I would wake up, not with a start, or afraid. I would examine
my arm where the pain had been and no marks would be present. During the latter years I would fight back, having grown stronger in controlling my
dream self, i was able to put up a fight, eventually when it attacked I would no longer feel pain, then it would not come out from where it was
hiding, no matter how much i would scream, eventually not showing up at all.
This is where it gets interesting, So i figure the thing must have been some personal issue i had to conquer. Thats when the shadow makes his
appearance in the real world. I was laying in bed watching tv, it was rather late so i decided to hit the sack. Laying on my back i begin to relax
for a bit of meditation before i go to sleep. Minutes into the meditation i get an uneasy feeling, the same i got in those many instances in my
dreams involving that creature. So immediatly i assume i had fallen asleep, and that im going to have to deal with this annoyance. So I open my
eyes, im still in the room i went to sleep in. Furthermore, i am more focused than when im dreaming. Realizing im in fact not dreaming i attempt to
sit up, no luck. I am unable to use my motor functions for some reason (sleep paralasis i didnt know at the time). Instinctivly i turn my head to a
presence i feel to my left. As soon as my head moves i see the entire room, keep in mind my perspective is still from the bed, but i see 360 degrees
in all directions. (I think this may be AP but not the issue just wanted to let you knowhow i could move my view) Laying next to me in the bed is
that creature from the dreams, his glowing red eyes almost gleefully staring at me. Rather upset at this i take a deep breath to ground my thoughts,
I tell myself im just dreaming, it has to be there could be no other explanation. As soon as the thought leaves my head all i see is darkness, but i
can move, so i open my eyes and shoot to a sitting position i look about the room (perspective normal again). Im alone, i look at the clock about 15
minutes have passed since i layed down. So I turn on the adjasent bathrooms light, and i lay down to go to sleep, which takes a while.
Since then Ive seen a shadow at least once a day everyday, Nothing as intense as that (bring it on i say im ready this time), however he does tend to
harass me when i try to AP, i still have been unable to re-create that experince that was alongside shadow man. Im super close, but thats a
discussion for another time. I still feel uneasy to this day when i see them, I dont know if it is fear of the unknown that has me worried, or if
they are actually giving off bad "vibes" The only way i'll ever really know is if they decide to respond to me when i talk to them.