posted on Mar, 21 2009 @ 12:55 AM
So, I've been feeling a bit uncomfortable and been doing some research today, and what I found bugs me a little bit. I wanted to get someone elses
opinion. I'm a rational person. I concider myself Christian, but pretty lax. There may be a bible in this house somewhere, I'm not sure. If
there is, it's because my dad planted it here. He's very devout. He has been my entire life. Just last night I went to bed a bit early because
I'd been putting in a lot of hours with work and school and I was just beat. So I fell asleep at about 9:00PM. I was dreaming as normal. I play a
lot of video games, so one of my dreams had this kinda scifi theme where I was opening portals or some junk. The thing is, it was so over the top
that I knew I was dreaming. At some point, I was with a female cohort who was urging me to get in this chamber thing and that it would be "good".
(for the record, I normally sleep on my side or stomach, never on my back). The machine in the dream flipped me over and dropped this "entity" on
my chest. It was a soft, and not particularly heavy, but dominant and assertive. She made a few sexual suggestions that I politely declined while
she ran her fingers across my face. While I know the whole thing was a dream, it just didn't feel right. When I know I'm dreaming, I normally have
some element of control over the dream, but this thing was neither predictable or controlable. I found it both comforting and frightening. I blacked
out for a moment and remember lying on my side in a room that seemed like my bedroom, but what do I know, I was dreaming ... I think. There was an
entity lying beside me which had the same I dunno, "aura"? around her. She kept pulling me to her and at this point I wasn't fighting because it
was kinda nice ... still felt .. odd though, like she still didn't belong. The whole time I felt there was something wrong with my mouth, like I was
constantly drooling or something. I remember even thinking to myself "Drool, hey, that's sexy." but she didn't seem to care. At this point, I
bolstered up the nerve to actually ask the thing "Are you a demon?" The thing just kinda smiled, actually giggled and said "yes". Feeling
totally uncomfortable at this point I did what my dad taught me to do ... I did the whole calling out to Christ thing, but felt chocked and never
really got past the Ch part. I woke up in my bed scared as hell. Frozen for about 5 min with that whole childhood "look out the boogeyman is right
behind you!" kinda fear. The whole thing only lasted about an hour (I looked at the clock) and the rest of the night I had no problems. I'd
REALLY like to write the whole thing off as a bad dream. I mean ... up until last night I'd never seen a demon. In fact the jury is still out on
that. (It's the chest and the choking thing that really bugs me) I just wanted other people's opinions and you guys seem to be pretty open minded.
Do I need a priest or a shrink?