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Originally posted by TheCatalyst
It's sort of a wierd/freakish feeling and then you sort of "snap back to reality" and forget about it.
Originally posted by Agent47
Ooh I get that feeling but for a different reason, I get it when I start thinking about Death and the idea of just fading to black but then there is nothing after death and you are just a memory of the living. Then I think about reincarnation and I realize you wouldnt remember who you were in a past life. Its such a damaging train of though my heart picks up pace and my fear grows and I feel like curling up and crying.
Originally posted by TheCatalyst
Do you ever get the feeling, when you realize you are you. It is quite difficult to explain, but if you experience it you will know what I am trying to say. I guess it's like you are saying that you realize you are in the body you are in right now and you are yourself, your soul could have picked any other body but your soul picked this body. I guess that's the best explanation I can give. It's sort of a wierd/freakish feeling and then you sort of "snap back to reality" and forget about it.
Originally posted by Agent47
Originally posted by TheCatalyst
It's sort of a wierd/freakish feeling and then you sort of "snap back to reality" and forget about it.
Ooh I get that feeling but for a different reason, I get it when I start thinking about Death and the idea of just fading to black but then there is nothing after death and you are just a memory of the living. Then I think about reincarnation and I realize you wouldnt remember who you were in a past life. Its such a damaging train of though my heart picks up pace and my fear grows and I feel like curling up and crying.
Originally posted by Mikomi
Originally posted by Agent47
Ooh I get that feeling but for a different reason, I get it when I start thinking about Death and the idea of just fading to black but then there is nothing after death and you are just a memory of the living. Then I think about reincarnation and I realize you wouldnt remember who you were in a past life. Its such a damaging train of though my heart picks up pace and my fear grows and I feel like curling up and crying.
Thats how I feel sometimes I sit there thinking 'What will happen when I die?' then start thinking about how it will go black you won't see nothing BUT you will be dead so time won't exist so you won't see anything so you will not see out of your eyes you just won't exist! It is really hard to think about I get filled with confusion
Originally posted by Vietnow
i got that feeling for the first time that i can remember about 10 years ago, i was just walking around and just thinking about stuff and just thought what seems like the most basic obvious thing but it seemed to have much significance. i am right here, right now in this body, i can do anything i want if i really want to and this is not some kind preperation for something but happening right now, no second chances, no do-overs. kinda felt like my eyes were a telescope from my soul, enabling me to see life. im not sure if that makes sense as im writing this in a rush.
Originally posted by lilblam
Originally posted by Agent47
Originally posted by TheCatalyst
It's sort of a wierd/freakish feeling and then you sort of "snap back to reality" and forget about it.
Ooh I get that feeling but for a different reason, I get it when I start thinking about Death and the idea of just fading to black but then there is nothing after death and you are just a memory of the living. Then I think about reincarnation and I realize you wouldnt remember who you were in a past life. Its such a damaging train of though my heart picks up pace and my fear grows and I feel like curling up and crying.
Maybe it's time for you to uncurl, and understand what it is that TRIGGERS the emotional breakdown in the first place... figure out exactly what part of this idea appears negative to you, and see if you can understand WHY it appears as a negative thing... could it be physical attachments? Could it be addiction to ignorance (aka life/human existance)... it's for you to find out, if you choose to.
Or, you can just continue to have unstable emotional reactions to certain thought patterns, and never understand why. Maybe it's time the mental block is broken.. as it may be there for a REASON..
Originally posted by Esoterica
I remember that day. I was was brushing my teeth, looking in the mirror. Then, it hit me like a train, looking at the reflection.
Holy #. That's me.