Stupid Question: What Makes You Special?

so I was thinking the other day about why as humans do we exist? well, one can say its because of God but really isnt that absurd because thats not answering the question. that will just lead us to think about God's motivation, something that could very well be imaginary.

again the question: why do we exist?
simple answer: because we wanted to...

how can something that was purely nothing desire existence is beyond me but then I want to know from you all this instead; what makes you so special?
like what do you see in yourself that is so unique that you feel that you desire existence. Do you even deserve existence? Why is it that we overtly think that each one of us is special and has a unique purpose when obviously thats not the case. Now im not gonna ponder on how humans think but I want an honest answer from people here on what they think is so special about themselves that makes them want to live, maybe forever.

Ah..so i guess no one cares then, is philosophy a turn off or what? fine do as you please