Ragged Edge

I just dont care anymore.
Im broken, tired and sore.



Apparently have to add more
Join in if your feeling a little dark.

Last week I felt so dark that I wasn't sure I was going to ever see the light again. Felt the same a week earlier too.

I cried off and on for days. My eyes stayed swollen and ugly. Nothing good was happening. I'm not sure why I felt that way. I just did.

The darkness that engulfed me had me thinking death would be a relief.

I started getting better last Monday and have had a good week.

What bothers me is that my life is good. How could I get so down and dark as to think there was no hope and nothing was good. I felt hate, rage and out of control of my emotions. It was rough as .

I hope your darkness abates and you are filled by the light very soon.

They tried to stand over us and browbeat us today.
They tried to hurt and scare us because they are hurt and scared.
Shoulda saved their breath because their the ones going under.
Every dollar you save cushions your pillow in hell.

Hell is my torment, alone in a vicious cycle. Page after page I turn for no relief in my malaize.

Horror stretches onward into haggard dark depression. Back forth a frothy wake of dispair remeins within an empty shell.

I lye awake pondering this dispair forgetful yet remembering what it was like before the dark cloud embraced my soul and wed it in an unatural cerimony of pain and remorse.

The pain deep within a dark empty shell resonates outward to the eyes that see nothing bright about a world cloaked in hatred and loathing.

Ponder on relentless though I search for deeper meaning for a cure to the hopeless abandon within my own tortured hell.

*sing*

You are my sunshine... My only sunshine....

Just to lighten the mood a bit :p

And the redhead is hot

or if that won't make you happy then...



or just to push it over the edge and give us all a happy happy surgar coma



[edit on 5/5/2008 by whatukno]

Originally posted by Azador
They tried to stand over us and browbeat us today.

Yeah, and all they do is "TRY"

They tried to hurt and scare us because they are hurt and scared.

Let them waste their energy

Shoulda saved their breath because their the ones going under.

And it is "THEY" who may need "YOUR" lifeline one day

Every dollar you save cushions your pillow in hell.

So swing that pillow and have some fun, sure, the money goes everywhere, but OH WHAT FUN

The faster and further you plummet down that big rollercoaster of life, the more momentum you have to speed up the other side, reach the top and break free of the rails of burden and conformity.

Soon you'll be flying good luck....... weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Girlfriend broke up with me. I'm having trouble believing it was almost a week ago, because it feels like yesterday. I'm drunk again...usually don't drink much at all. I know it's bad. Figured I'd join in because yes, I'm feeling a bit dark.

Getting better, though! There's always hope.

No light inside for me to shine on today
Nothing but darkness in me

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LMAO