Personal account of waking up can you relate to this?

In reply to Tomster

When you first become aware of the fact that everything we have been told is a blanketed version of life, negativity creeps in and it is extremely hard to get out of. If you feel that you are getting down then stop for a bit and slow down your intake of information give your brain a bit of time to filter eveything you are taking in. Try not to read articles/threads about 2012,GOVERNMENT CONSPIRACIES,911 e.t.c e.t.c as this will only add to your negative outlook. There are many positive things in this world, its hard to spot them because of all the negativity but I promise you they are there.

i see many airplanes go by in the sky, more than usual and i have a suspicion that they are just elites getting out of the earthquake zone

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Its hard not to become paranoid when you start learning the truth, however I don't think you need to worry to much about the 'elite' jetting off to save themselves,they wouldn't use an aeroplane to escape. The elite, are the elite, they are not your George Bush or Osama bin laden they are the elite they know everything and everyone and every event that happens, thanks to the technology from the ebe's. But if the information from the top of the pyramid filtered down to the government level then you would see a mass evacuation I am sure.


have you ever practiced meditation?

[edit on 13-4-2008 by franspeakfree]

i didn't mean i felt depressed after learning the truth, i just felt that something was suppressing me. and i literally see about 10 planes a day heading east where on a usual there are no planes a day

i haven't practiced meditation but im thinking about it

I have been advised that another member started a thread a while ago covering these experiences may I suggest that eveyone take a look and carry on sharing their experiences there.

above top secret experiences

Thanks for all your advice and experiences its been very uplifting

reply to post by franspeakfree


Hi there,

I think you are very brave sharing your experiance, I have posted information in the past under a different name and recieved a lot of negativity. People wanted physical proof which I could not provide as things happened on a light level. How can you take a photo of something made up of thousands of tiny molecules barely visible to the naked eye that moves at the speed of light?

From my understanding there is light despratly trying to break through this DARK (Evil control) which is very real hence a wave of indigo and rainbow children along with star children! Some of us are now adults as we started arriving in the 1970's. We are the light bringers...

Our mission

To highlight the deciet and bring it out to the surface in order to awaken innocent folk from being sucked in! As well as global awarness to pollution and human rights such as suffering and starvation...basically money lining the wrong pockects and not going where it needs to go.

We are also here to teach people how to work with and contact thier higher selves AKA the soul getting rid of earthly burden, this helps people to look at things from a different prespective. For example something didn't go my way at work but I still fought a battle and let my feelings be known. I could have got angry and obsessive not letting it go, instead I know that the dissagrement was meant to happen so everyone involved grew on a spiritual level learning how to be diplomatic and solve problems. I wanted to storm out and leave on a bitter note but my soul had other ideas! I am here as a spiritual teacher to show that we don't need guns or knives to solve a situation.

One thing I will say is there is still hope of strightening this world out before 2012 so don't give up hope entirely. I don't no the outcome, but even if this world was to end then it isn't a negative thing. It will be a lesson for other life forms to learn from our mistakes. We just need to have a different prespective on things finding the positive. Most people in this world are good people, it's a minority thats lets us down, i'm not talking about burgelers and drug addicts. Government officials and religious leaders who are the biggest offeneders on our planet, the ones we are meant to trust....Yea right.............

I will point out one thing, there is a group who are capable of tapping into people like ourselves i will warn you about! They APPEAR to be militery and friendly but i am uncertain about honesty and trustworthyness along with who they REALLY are and who they are working for!. They use telekinesis which the militery have used scince the 1950's...this has NOT STOPPED even if the government tell you otherwise. They know my capabilities and through my spiritual senses they tracked me down using a fighter jet plane and communicated telepathically saying "they wont leave until I aknowledged them."

YOu can imagine the noise flying over a small council estate! I ignored it telling myself it was all in my head. The plane remained for over 30 minuets. I was getting annoyed incase they woke my child. In the end I went to the window upstairs and saw this craft over a block of flats approx 60ft, thats how LOW it was which is illegal for a sart. The craft nodded as it hovered so it was possibly a Harrier jet plane, after nodding at me it turned around and LEFT THE AREA like I was told it would! This has freaked the hell out of me ever since. I don't know who they are!! But they seem to know me!

I am aware I sound like a fruitcake but not everything in this world is what it seems! This may have been an experiment they were conducting i have no idea. I am a normal, a mum and a teacher with exp (extra sensory perception) which is also evident of yourself. I do wounder about mind control this is why I can't trust such people, if they are people

Originally posted by tomster
Hello I am a small 14 year old boy and i am also seeking some answers. i only read a couple of the posts on this thread. ever since i was very little i was also fascinated by the topic of UFOs and outer space. i always felt that i was different from others in a way that no one really understands my level of thinking and i was smarter than others in a different way but they never had a clue about it. i feel i understand people and why they do things but because i understand this no one understands what i do in response. i also used to be a very energetic kid that is always happy. i learned algebra in 4th grade without much difficulty. now i feel that my positive energy is being suppressed and i have been in a state of depression ever since 6th grade which was around 2 years ago for no absolute reason. i want to know why. right now im in 8th grade. only recently, last December, i was awoken by posts like these on the internet, but for some reason i felt i always knew the government was doing stuff like this to us. i didn't have much spiritual experiences or at least i don't remember them but when i heard about these alien conspiracies i was only in doubt for no more than 5 seconds because these things made sense to me very fast like a puzzle of why the world works this way. i also had many questions when i was younger of how the world works because it seemed unnatural to me of how systems here works. sometimes when i close my eyes i see a faint shadowing of a gray, in fact i wouldn't be surprised if in my past life i was one. i also have read visions of a huge earthquake in the west coast of america which i believe may happened, which is also where i live. i see many airplanes go by in the sky, more than usual and i have a suspicion that they are just elites getting out of the earthquake zone. i don't know what to do i can't just run away from my family and leave everyone to die. and i also want to know if anyone else has been depressed without a reason

Please seek spiritual healing urgently and visualise a blue bubble all around you every day...you are a victem of a psychic attack. The blue is for healing. Ask angles of love truth and light to assist. Arch Angel Micheal will be more than happy to wrap his big blue wings around you if you ask in love truth and light! This will remove the black cloud hanging over your head attacking the chakra point thier!!

I am curious as to whether anyone has heard of the South Sea regiment?
Or had any information concerning crystal technology when recieving messages.

No real infromation has been shared yet so I thought I'd dip my toe in the water in the hope of starting a ripple!

Has anyone else had telepathic communication involving what appears to be the militery?

I sense people are holding back in fear of not being taken seriously but judging by the people involved in this thread so far, it is safe to be more open with one another. I may be able to shed a little light but no fact's or promises. Just may be able to peice parts of a jigsaw together????

My idea of the spider web is our universe, each cord is a wave of energy in which energy is able to travel, interweave and expand crossing dimensions and hitting paralell universis. Is it possible for UFO's and ET's and spiritual guests to use this to their advantage?

Can physical matter break down into tiny particals, molecules distorting shapes to fit through the eye of a needle for example? Then re-form physical shape again?

I have my own ideas's but I can't prove any of it to be fact or fiction they are just idea's.

Look forward to chattin more

Incarnangel

I do feel the same buddy, but in my case i feel my body its a prison that im desperate to get out off, i feel that my soul its grown tired of this world, sometimes i wish to end it so i can leave this world and go to the next.

Hmm, I'm 34 and I have had this my whole life as long as I can remeber, but I was wierd kid too. It sux to be rejected by society for being diffrent, and worse when its for whats inside. I scare some people, myself included, most respond with ridicule, but its ok it makes them feel better for a while. I'm scary smart about some things and retarded about others, I can relate to stories of aliens being confounded by simple things yet understanding the universe as a whole.

I will obsess over things like black holes, gravity drive, freedom, morality, spritiuality, one subject at a time, for weeks it will come, then one day I wake up and its gone, I kind of miss it when it goes now. I was just recently getting thoughts, lots of them about alien agendas, its gone now. I try to keep it going, but its not the same. Is this an info download? Could be. These things seem to come sevral mounths before they become apearent in the news, or on radio or TV.

It wasn't always pleasent. I have had dark, depressing, obsessions as well. I have screamed in horror, and sorrow too, it didn't help. Most drugs are but a distraction, none are a cure, the way asprin helps a headache, but its still there. I learned alot from some, but it had to come from within to overcome, never from something outside myself. If you are scared by what you are seeing, take heart its only the 2nd act of the play where the heroes are in trouble, but they will make a spectacular recovery, just in time for the happy ending.

I found out God is inside, not out, that helps. Religion can't help you find God, similar to how a policeman can't help you find your keys.

Is it aliens downloading info into your head? I don't think so, not all the time anyway. I think all the information that ever is was or will be allowed to be known by us is all right there for all to have in a dimension all around us. Ask your inner self a question, it will usualy know the answer if you can listen to it over your selfish outter mind.

I think the main jist of all this is what most would call the matrix. If you are awake, your unplugged, unlike the human "sheeple" live stock for some one elses McDonald's.

Originally posted by tomster
i didn't mean i felt depressed after learning the truth, i just felt that something was suppressing me. and i literally see about 10 planes a day heading east where on a usual there are no planes a day

i haven't practiced meditation but im thinking about it

Don't know what to say about the planes - sounds like something is up, anyway.

About your depression... When I hit puberty I was beset with excruciating depressive pain. I had no specific reason I was in such emotional agony, but I think it comes with the puberty territory. Could this explain your emotional distress? It sounds like its onset might have been concurrent with your puberty onset...

It wasn't always pleasent. I have had dark, depressing, obsessions as well. I have screamed in horror, and sorrow too, it didn't help. Most drugs are but a distraction, none are a cure, the way asprin helps a headache, but its still there. I learned alot from some, but it had to come from within to overcome, never from something outside myself. If you are scared by what you are seeing, take heart its only the 2nd act of the play where the heroes are in trouble, but they will make a spectacular recovery, just in time for the happy ending.

I hope everyone can relate to what you are saying, reason being it is very important to shield ourselves from the 'negativity' in this world and the deeper we go to search for answers the worst it gets,

My latest download of information is about yuri gagarin, I was walking back home with my friends and I had this amazing thing enter my head (this is how wierd these bursts/downloads are, I mean Yuri gagarin) I am 100% certain that he was murdered, I don't know anything about him apart from the fact he was an russian astronaut.

The burst of information showed me that he saw something in space I think it was alien craft or that he had some kind of encounter, I saw around about 10 people sitting around a desk arguing about 'getting rid of him' one half said no the other yes. I believe that this was yet another burst to show me, and to TELL others, that our governments aren't what they say they are and that the world/society we are living on and in isn't what we think it is!

I woke up the next morning still thinking about it, I am so angry that they think they can do whatever they want to anyone just to keep them in power. Its crazy to 'get rid' of people just to keep the fact that we are not alone secret! How many others have been silenced I wonder probably THOUSANDS

[edit on 19-4-2008 by franspeakfree]

INCARNANGEL
Please seek spiritual healing urgently and visualise a blue bubble all around you every day...you are a victem of a psychic attack. The blue is for healing. Ask angles of love truth and light to assist. Arch Angel Micheal will be more than happy to wrap his big blue wings around you if you ask in love truth and light! This will remove the black cloud hanging over your head attacking the chakra point thier!!

Why Arch Angel Michael? who is Arch Angel Michael, this name came up in one of my first meditation sessions when I was around 20 all the time I would hear (not with my ears) his name, but it sounded a bit to strange for my liking so I shielded this name as I asked for proof for which I received nothing. From there on all I saw was an old man white beard typical gandolf wizard style, who did prove to me that he was to be trusted - can you relate to any of this?

Since posting this thread I have been subjected to psychic attack, it shows me again that the 'human elite' are just in it for the power on this earth, where as the ebes are for control, they must have some sort of spiritual detecting device which automatically attacks a person that has an insight of other things. Since starting this thread I have had to do many things in order to stay grounded and strong so I can empathise with you in your other post.

can anyone else relate to being psychically attacked?

[edit on 19-4-2008 by franspeakfree]

Many people seek protection from Arch Angel Micheal as he is the angel of truth, strength, protection and he cleanses negativity. He definatly needs to be invoked to protect you when meditating. He is a warrior figure who defends the light against the dark. He offers calm and patiencs in a crisis. He sends cobalt blue light to heal and fill voids.

When I feel a presance I immediatly call for protection just incase it is not a spirit of light.

I understand what you mean about hearing but not with your ears, it is clareaudio I belive where spirits and angels communicate to us using telepathy. Your instincts are always right, so I would trust in your vison.

For some unkown reason Angels have to be asked for help, and they sit there waiting until we ask something of them, but we always must say thank you and send back the uncondition love they surround us in.

Pyshic attacks are very draining, people are left exausted afterwards and if it continues you will end up depressed which is why we should imagine a bubble around ourselves every day, morning and noon if possible. You will gain alot of energy back, have less arguments with those you love and you will feel more positive about things in general.

Thank you for sharing your experiance! I hope I have been of help

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