Originally posted by Mr Green
... etc etc.. see below
We must be strong Ms Green.
Why is it a good learning opportunity? Come on don't tell me you can't see this? Well you can learn from everything!!! Its wonderful!.. In this
situation, you can guage your ability to handle difficult situations.. again this is the idea of expanding the understanding / efficiency of the
chakra, so that the energy flows smoother. In example of the heart, its much easier to love if their that efficient network for the energy to flow
through. Have you ever looked at someone like a martial artist? Or someone who looks like incredibly fit? And I mean.. the kind of person who could
do like 300 pushups. You can just feel the energy resonating off them, it runs smooth and efficiently.. because they have done with the hardship, and
their physical body has adapted and become more efficient because of it.
In terms of confidence, i didn't use to really have any until this very wise and connected lady told me to basically, grow a pair! We can observe
our reactions in un-desired situations and see how we can adapt. It gets cold.. some animals didn't want that, they adapt to it, and they
evolve.
Things aren't always easy. And If we run from a challenge I think we need to cultivate our energy/confidence, we need to work more on our solar
plexus.
If someone says something you feel uncomfortable about, there is something to learn, for you are acknowledging that it has affected to you. I think we
got to get to this position where we can observe these things carefully and not really get phased by them. I'm tired of responding to things by
pouting inside myself or running. Also again, i'm going to have to quote the buddha on this one. "An insult is like a gift, it only has meaning if
you accept it."
We must carefully observe what comes our way. If we wait around looking to catch desired, easy..familier energy patterns, then we lose out on an
opporunity to grow, thats the way I see it anyway. Its like the buddha man, that crazy bastard... he starved himself, dealt with that suffering to
learn the meaning of it, wondering why it really phased him, and how we could deal with it.
If someone says something that pisses you off, its a chance to observe your behaviour.. for I think sometimes our own imagination, or ego gets in the
way and we can't accurately guage the state of our various dimensions. Everyone, everything, you can learn from, we are all inter-connected and
exhanging energy, and its a brilliant, wonderful network. I try to think of if this way.. when I get disharmonzing energy thrown at me.. I filter it
through my chakras, through my wisdom and try to understand it and then harmonize it so it doesnt get passed on, or stay attached to me. Because if we
don't solve these things, they also linger in our subconcious. Think of it like someone through dirt at you... you can ignore it but that doesn't
get rid of it. You wash it off with wisdom, harmonic thoughts.
Also its kind of like.. if you are the light ms green, think of yourself as a lightbulb, and these disharmonizing thoughts thrown at you as clumps of
mud, eventually if they aren't washed away, they cover the bulb, and the light is hidden, the light is still there, you still know you are the light,
but it cannot resonate with its true greatness. Thats just one analogy. I'm just trying to illustrate the benefits of being able to roll with the
punches.
You think if I were to spend an hour yelling at the buddha, or some guru who feeds off pure light in the form of oxygen, and doesn't sleep, you
think it would phase them?
I doubt it. lol.
An again, i'm hesitant to use the word light. As I believe everything is light, even that which is considered "the dark".. I see harmonized light,
and disrupted light. Or the light, and the void.. not like a shadow.. for light exists in a shadow, i dont see the dark as a contaminated light..
rather, a void. Everything and Nothing.
We are dual natured beings, as long as we continue to move.. the input and ouput, the 1's and 0's if you understand computers. By admitting you are
of a frequency, you admit you have an up and a down. I'm not saying your evil ms green, thats not what i'm getting at, and thats what i'm trying
to point out. Its the order vs the chaos. I'm just trying to make that interpretation clear, thats what I mean, when I mean the light. I think I am
a being of light, because I am of energy, light = energy, and that thought creates energy, through realisation, so the thinking and energy seem to be
one in the same. However, the energy is neutral, it can be in the form of a positively or negatively charged ion, or magnetic pole etc, so therefore I
consider light to be balanced, or neutral. I think sometimes we need to critically examine what we mean, we get so deep in that I think we forget how
we interpreted it initially and how it resonated. I know I am light, that my ego or soul is a manifestation of light.
Again, i'm trying to just put that out there, because I find sometimes I confuse myself trying to play "the good guy", that I think I need to
examine what I mean by that. I associate "good" with peace, and peace/harmony I would associate with balance. So I associate being a good guy, to
maintaining the balance, the peace, so that energy flows efficiently. That peace, or balance is the love.. it is the efficient connection, that is
what love is to me.. it is that efficient flow of energy through us.. we absorb the polarities, and distribute them evenly outward. What do you get
when the polarities are balanced? Watch a thunderstorm, those wicked lightning bolts, and that intense energetic feeling in the air. The interaction
and balance of the polarities is incredible.
Science would tell you light is magnetic, and I would have to agree.. so.. not to say the light contains the dark, that would be confusing.. but I
hope you see what I'm getting at. I know you do. I just hope you don't hold a grudge or run from things you see as "evil.".
. Picture
yourself as that power conduit ms green and you see this largely negative entity comming right at you, and bam, you stand your ground and organise it
and redistribute the energy.
What I'm saying is these percievably difficult or negative things help us evolve. Just like a muscle, we adapt to work load.
You said I post in a way that doesn't upset anyone.. I easily could.. and sometimes I have to walk away and contemplate it and wait until my ego or
something unexpected cools down, and so I can analyse the content without any ego/ bias, etc. As well I try to respond the same when I am attacked.
Sometimes I decide just to ignore the attack, but that doesn't stop me from analysing it. I deal with it and see whats in it so that it doesnt linger
in my mind, but I might not feel a need to communicate that back. Sometimes people wait for the feedback so that they can just keep going. I just try
and wait for them to calm down and chill out.
Shakesbeer, he means well. It might not come out right, perhaps there is ego or frustration, perhaps because he thinks he needs to point something and
he's getting upset because he thinks your ignoring it? I'm not sure what it is. But I know he very much likes your freindship. If you truly have
love for him, you can deal with the harshest crap he throws at you, and vice versa!
..Just try and relax guys, and not respond in such a... polaric
way. Its bloody tough sometimes. You just wanna say, F off, prick. lol. But you know.. even if you feel you have this need to express to each other
how you hurt each other, I would assume you would both well.. assume this by the messages you throw at each other!, and thus there is no need to
really explain it, for they already damn well know. You CAN explain it, but again you know.. balancing it out. But the frustrated are ever-so
persistant.
Oh what a wonderful chance to adapt those chakras! Can you not see!? Ms Green I give you full permission to express anything you feel about,
insulting, or otherwise. After-all.. the universe views itself through our vantage point, and simultaneously.. it views us from all other vantage
points. The universe views you through your eyes, and through everyone elses.. its good to get feedback, its quite valueable. Call it a..performance
assessment. And not to confuse this with the ego.. we might think, well i am the light, and i am perfectly fine.. but you are the thinking of the
universe observing itself through Ms Green's eyes, and simultaneously viewing Ms Green through everyone elses. You are viewing yourself from all
over.
[edit on 4-8-2008 by CavemanDD]