Chakra Meditation

Originally posted by psycho81
The smell was of strong tobacco but because I smoke it didn't make any difference to me. I did wake up with what felt like a tight chest but as I say I do smoke so duno if that means anything.

sweet release baby! Because you are a smoker this probably helped to relax you whether you realize it or not...like the first drag after dinner

Originally posted by psycho81
The laminate floor was like pine, Over by the pooltable ( Red Pooltable ) the floor was carpet ( Not sure of the color as my focus was on the table and the evil guy ) I noticed it was carpet because I was not slipping no more.

Pine, evergreen, eternal, immortality, etc goes along with what I said earlier about your life approach and your sense of grounding. The pine floor obviously being your soul's "ground" or "foundation". As much as the soles of your shoes kept slipping on the flooring that was too lustrous for it's own good on the path to the potential conflict. Because afterall this took place in your "bar"

Originally posted by psycho81
The red pool table, now that's a good one. Red is the color of passion and emotion, anger & love.
As for the Balls on the table I guess the 16 including the cue ball. The evil guy was setting the table up with the triangle and a full rack. I was stood at the end of the pool table, Very close to the table as I remember thinking "This guy knows what we are talking about" The evil guy was worn looking unshaven and had heavy eyes. No image I can picture for his face but I could see the shadows of his heavy eyes just would be hard to describe anything else.

So here your ego has set up a game or test of passion and emotional understanding. All the balls where in play and being set up, meaning in many ways the game has just started. Do you remember how many steps it took you to get to the table?

Originally posted by psycho81
The bar was behind me and the table in front of me with like a breakfast bar to the Left of me. Behind a half partition thing to the Right of me (Where the handrail I balanced my self on was) there was my friends sat at a table.

Breakfast on the left(the creative hemisphere in physical respects) once again symbolized a beginning and nourishment for the "day" ahead.

Originally posted by psycho81
None of the friends I were with I knew or could recognise. Infact I didn't recognise anyone, So I find that strange.

After hearing more about the characters themselves I would say this is very much you coming to understand yourself. Your unknown friends are aspects of yourself that relate to as being positive qualities that you would want around you. In contrast of course to the unknown famous guy who can't take care of his own bully of which was also unidentifiable. This actually shows how truly deep you where into the concepts of your emotions and identity. The "godsmacked" feeling you mentioned is an indicator that you just put in a large window to the universe and your senses are re-learning what it once took for granted and now somehow you're overwhelmed with information. Like a child....happy "bday"

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Thats totaly amazing, Yes I think if I try I could go back there. I mean I have once and I knew I was there. When I was dreaming I am not sure of how I knew I was dreaming. Just like a voice inside me said "you are dreaming" but not in words. I wasn't sure if I was until I started slipping and though "Yup I am dreaming"

When the famous person (My ego) came over to me I must of thought I was awake or something because I went over to the pooltable.

I can relate to every person in that bar as part of me I 100% honestly can. We all have things in the past we wish we could change, but the truth is we can't, you have to do whats right in the present time.

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That state is the same whether you get there via meditation or while sleeping at the end of the day, you can definitely play that scenario again any way you want should you choose to. (OBE hint: although often easier said then done) When you achieve that state and/or scene again, since you'd be conscious that you're sleeping or in that frame of mind...who's to say you can't take a trip to see what the weather is like in Hawaii or whatever else you want Through this sort of spiritual understanding we can practice being and understanding the "Me" we want to be and project to both this world and the astral realm.

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thank you very much. i have found a few that i can use, but they are just not the same as the ones you linked to. also thanks for this great thread as i am still very new and find it very hard to get started. but when i do i do feel the calmness through my entire being.

i realy want these for work. there is a part-time guy that comes in on mondays and fridays and is always my partner on my job. he seems to be testing me everytime he is there. he is a pretty big guy about 6foot 215 lbs, i really think he is intimidated by me as i am 6ft 2 250lbs. but all i can do now is just repeat peace and love to myself in my head. sorry i guess this really has nothing to do with this, except for my reasons for wanting the audio. thanks again

Well I will procede with caution either way Can never be too careful after going through that with TSOL. Just shows there are some bad GE out there too, I was attacked twice while I was doing HCR. However saying that I feel about a zillion more times confidend now I am aware of what Ego can do.

You I trust so thank you for helping me out on the dreaming stuff. Just downloaded the Book in PDF format so will take a peek tomorrow. Take it you have been beyond where I have been, Are you used to it now. Does it have an effect on your everyday life? Obviously you know you are aware but can you strengthen weak points in your life to help others.

Sound like you can because you are doing a brilliant job of helping me understand. MG post some of the dreams you had maybe you can get some meaning to the dream.

I have noticed today though my awarness better than normal. Anyway will have to speak tomorrow should be in bed by now Work in the morning

Nice speaking to you thank for the help.

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You can develop the ability to see Auras, it takes time, like most things.
Start by learning to see your own etheric body, hold your hand about twelve inches away from your face and focus on the very edge of your hand, relax your mind and maintain focus, the background will be blurred, after a while, you will see a almost a feint mist around your hand, and eventually you will see what looks like'cigarette smoke' emanating fom your hand. In time, with practice you will see more and gradually flashes of colours, by this time you should start to see this on others.
Hope this helps, and that you are feeling better now,
Kindest regards,
Horsegivert.

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Sure pal just a few left to convert, U2U me your email and I will send them in .Zip form tomorrow. They will be in MP3 when Unzipped, I will check and make sure they all work and them send them to you

I for one feel much more confident in life, and trust me I was a very quiet person. Now I feel like I got the spark back in me again, Like when you are in your teens

Hope you find what you are looking for in your heart. Night Night and speak in email tomorrow..

P81

Since everyone is hacking up the Parabola vid and wondering where it came from and how to get it anyways, here's where you can get the full real version of the vid Psycho posted:
www.toolband.com...

Originally posted by psycho81
Take it you have been beyond where I have been, Are you used to it now. Does it have an effect on your everyday life? Obviously you know you are aware but can you strengthen weak points in your life to help others. Sound like you can because you are doing a brilliant job of helping me understand.

We've all been and go to the same places, we're just not all conciously aware of it. I was born with much of my ability and had to learn that not everyone can do certain things, so yes it has caused me much grief, pain(literally), isolation, and confusion in my waking life at times. But other times I've experienced so much pure freaking ecstasy, clarity, harmony, and unconditional love that it offsets the illusion of pain we endure while "alive"

Originally posted by psycho81
I have noticed today though my awareness better than normal. Anyway will have to speak tomorrow should be in bed by now

Work in the morning

Continue to expand your 5 senses throughout the day and you will see that awareness get to "freaky" levels at times. Especially since you have some serious momentum right now with your reinvigorating experience. Sleep well tonight buddy

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Thanks for the advice. I have been able to see the fuzz for awhile but I generally sense aura via empathy but I have been trying to hone the visual representation recently...just because it's cool really


[edit on 9-4-2008 by Shakesbeer]

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Hi

You did an excellent job with psychos dream can you have a go at this. Last year (before TSOL and HCR) I was in a lucid dream/place. I can't remember all of it as I say it was last year but I do know that when I woke up it felt TOTALLY real , I could remember the peoples faces and exactly what they had said. I remember thinking I must remember this because this happened this was different.

I was being chased by 3 other people around an arena we were evenly spaced. Then one of them came up close she had a high forhead, orange curly hair and big eyes, she wasn't particularly friendly. Then I was in an enclosed field with a nice fence around it, I was bouncing high up in the sky like on a trampoline but I was on rocks. I always came back down but was able to jump up high again. Outside of the field were lots of people on other rocks and they said my name, then one of thems leg fell off!

I was then in a ward with other people, a baby with a large head was shown to me. There was people with clip boards going round and then this man went really mad and started trashing the ward. He had a drip attached to him and he was dragging it around.

we all thought this baby was horrible and should die. I seem to think I knew the man that was going mad but I just couldn't get a good look at him. I remember his gown .

Then I was up on some outpost with other people looking down, we all had guns and we were using them. Down below there was a thing, it looked human with two legs, two arms but we knew it wasn't. We fired for ages at it and it started getting closer and closer. I can actually remember the sound of the gun fire and the bullets hitting the wall near us as we missed. I also remember tanks down below and army cars.
Then we were all looking over it , it just had a face left but was still alive, someone then shot it over and over again.

I then woke up with a big jolt in my bed to hear a VERY loud noise above my house. It was like a jet engine and it stayed there for several minutes. I was not paralysed yet I didn't get up to see it. I woke up with a snap in my lower jaw as it closed shut tight and I was also in the egyptian mummy position

I remember thinking "look your doing this to me at least tell me who the Green entitiy was that visited me, you owe me that much" and a voice in my head went "Your related now don't you ever ask any more questions of us ever again we will give you no more answers"

I have posted this dream before on ATS. The noise was it a dimensional thing? I always get loud noises just before sleep paralysis or when I go down worm holes that I have no control of.

[edit on 10-4-2008 by Mr Green]

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i missed the discussion or parobola vid,. but i am an avid follower of Rev. Maynerd. i have seen him in concert 9 times and APC 3 times,. could you please explain the significance here?


i also could not view the video through that link.


sorry guys i really need to go back and read each and every post , but its late here and i just wanted to let everyone know i reall appriciate all the input.

now i know i have probably missed it,. but could someone point me to where to start this journy. i have been trying a few things for a few months, but hopeing there my be a better route to start with my enlightenment.
[edit on 4/10/2008 by keeff] sorry bout the flame guy,. jus like how he looks

[edit on 4/10/2008 by keeff]

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Hey psycho you know what you've created with your thread....you've created the TRUE ascension thread not that fake one we had before. Your thread should be re named Chakra Meditation and awakening because thats what I feel it is. Although meditation is not the only way to awaken its a very good way. Through opening my chakras Ive seen a whole new world, I feel different and the change at last is a good one.

to psycho for his great thread. I know you have no hidden agenda you just want to share your experiences as we all do. This thread is

[edit on 10-4-2008 by Mr Green]

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Thank you MG, Yup no hidden agenda here I am only the same as the next person as we all need help from time to time. Sharing experiences can help as sometimes you can relatete to what another person is going through and maybe guied them.

Keeping our experiences logged on a forum gives the opportunity to look back and see where we were going right ot wrong.

Anyway since that dream there is something evil in me trying to fight back. Today I had a fit of rage over nothing and I just didn't feel in control of myself. Until I heard my voice and I became aware that my Ego was at it again. So I told my ego to p*** off and it worked. First time I got mad with something in about 4-5 months.

Even though I have a good reason to get mad (My sister destroying our family) I should of stopped my Ego before it went off on one. When you become aware of your ego it is really strange because it's like looking over yourself.

I am calm now but this is another lesson for me and I can only correct my mistakes so it does not happen again. I have nothing to hide so this is why I though I would post this. Anyway I need to go say sorry to my family now I said some nasty things, Or my ego did anyway. When you do become aware of your ego it's quiet a challange trust me




[edit on 10-4-2008 by psycho81]

Well I feel better now said sorry to my family. I should know better but sometimes a part of you wants to try break free, Since the dream I think I now sense the Ego and I think it is trying to fight back to gain control of me again "Not on my nelly"

Today I have been taking note of every detail around me, as long as I keep doing this I should stay aware of my surroundings and my ego. I think the ego was the same entity that was attacking me when I was doing HCR. I was not aware of it then so I can deal with it a million times better now.

You know there are so many signpost in life that I never noticed before and now they are standing out. Amazing how may times when I am thinking about something the subject comes on the radio or something.

Anyway I am happy again after my little tantrum

Ego

The way I use the word, ego refers to your objective, physical world identity. This includes your physical body as well as your mind. Your ego includes your name, your job, your home, your relationships, your personality, your habits, your favorite movie, your spiritual beliefs, and so on. The contents of your mind are part of your ego. Your ego is your human character and all its individual trappings in the physical universe.

It’s common practice to turn our egos into our identities. I might say, “I am Steve. I am a personal development writer. This is my article. Erin is my wife. I am a vegan.” I was taught that I’m a physical body in a physical universe. My physical brain gives rise to my thoughts, and my thoughts give me consciousness. I was also taught that every person I meet is an ego-centered being as well. They have their own brains, their own thoughts, and their own consciousnesses.

Maybe I believe I have a spirit too and that when my physical body dies, I’ll become that individual spirit, and I’ll retain some awareness of my previous life. That’s still ego identification.

Ego identification seems perfectly normal to most of us. It’s so much the default that we scarcely question it. But in many of my spiritual studies, I found that people we might consider enlightened did just that.

At first the idea that I could be more than my ego seemed nuts to me; at best it was wishful thinking. Of course I’m Steve. How could I be anything but Steve? Of course I’m my body and my mind. That’s just who I am. It’s right here in front of me. If I die and go to the afterlife, maybe I’ll become Steve-Spirit, but I’ll still be essentially Steve.

As I started questioning deeper, I began to realize that although I have an ego, that doesn’t necessarily mean it’s my true identity. I wondered if it might be a mistake to identify myself with my ego, but what was the alternative?

Here are some of the questions I asked that got me wondering:

* Without the trappings of my ego, who am I? What’s left?
* If I lost my memory, would I still be me?
* If all the molecules in my body are replaced by new ones every couple years, then what does that say about my identity? At what point do those new molecules switch from being “not me” to “me?”
* Why do I assume that another person is any less me than my own body?
* Why the heck am I conscious? Why the heck am I even able to ask, “Why the heck am I conscious?”
* If my body dies, what happens to my consciousness? Am I the body or the consciousness?
* I can perceive many human bodies, but how many consciousnesses can I perceive? [Just one]

Yes, this is what I do in my spare time.

Answering these questions to my satisfaction was a most “enlightening” experience. It helped me see that my real identity simply couldn’t be my ego. There were too many holes in that theory.

I realized that I can’t be my ego because anything in my ego can change, and those changes wouldn’t cause me to cease to exist. I could alter my name, career, relationships, personality, habits, beliefs, physique, and so on, and I’d still be me. In fact, when I compare myself today with myself 10 years ago, I notice I don’t do the same work, eat the same foods, live in the same city, hang out with the same friends, or even think the same thoughts… but as far as I can tell, I’m still me. Source

Though this guy came up with some very good questions in finding your inner self.

[edit on 10-4-2008 by psycho81]

Hey,

Would any of you know what I'm talking about if I said, sometimes you get these thoughts in your head, and then the next second someone in the room says, word for word, what you were thinking? Is that just a coincedence? :0

[edit on 10/4/08 by Kappo]

Originally posted by Kappo
Hey,

Would any of you know what I'm talking about if I said, sometimes you get these thoughts in your head, and then the next second someone in the room says, word for word, what you were thinking? Is that just a coincedence? :0

[edit on 10/4/08 by Kappo]

Yes Kappo I know what you mean, Me and my close friend do this all the time. It will be quiet then just as my friend speaks I come out with the same thing at the same time.

Not just once or twice but most of the night, We are kind of used to it now. He is Indian so he is pretty spiritual. Glad you picked up on it amazing eh?

Originally posted by psycho81


Yes Kappo I know what you mean, Me and my close friend do this all the time. It will be quiet then just as my friend speaks I come out with the same thing at the same time.

Not just once or twice but most of the night, We are kind of used to it now. He is Indian so he is pretty spiritual. Glad you picked up on it amazing eh?

Yeah totally, usually when I'm thinking it, I plan on saying it but then someone beats me to it and I feel a little annoyed but also slightly amazed (gotten kinda use to it by now ).

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Anyway since that dream there is something evil in me trying to fight back. Today I had a fit of rage over nothing and I just didn't feel in control of myself. Until I heard my voice and I became aware that my Ego was at it again. So I told my ego to p*** off and it worked. First time I got mad with something in about 4-5 months.

I don't loose my temper much as I don't like the way it makes me feel and how it affects other people and my karma. However.... you know when I was in TSOL I would shout at the smallest of things isn't that weird psycho that you've picked up on this. People annoyed me if they got in the way of my TSOL agenda, or questioned my beliefs. Yes this must be ego. Look how annoyed we both got on line with first anti TSOL people then we got angry at TSOL itself! Ego has played a big part in this and Im so glad Im back to normal. I have lost ALL my connections to TSOL they are a distant memory now Now Ive taken Skakesbeers advice to not judge these entities that visit me they have left me alone for 2 nights. I was wrong to assume they were bad and just attack them straight away with the white light, God I zapped them for about 3 hours one night! Now I will let them introduce themself first, then if they are bad I'll zap them!!

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Hi kappo, isn't that just being so close to someone that you may be hearing their thoughts just before they speak? Does it happen with strangers?
Im looking forward to Skakesbeers take on my freaky dream. He really does sound like he's struggled with his insight in his earlier life, however I think any insight like he has is brilliant and should be encouraged not thought of as weird. If talents like his were recognized then the planet might be a better place. I think its brilliant how he's come on and helped psycho and me get closure with our TSOL issues. He didn't have to did he but he but he's been a great help to me.

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To be honest with you.. my memory sucks. However I'm pretty sure, whenever it's happened, there's been more than 2 people in the room .