I have only just begun to study the subject. Frankly in most of the ufo/alien chartrooms I don't know what the heck you all are talking about.
I haven't been studying the subject much of for very long. and don't have much time to do it. I thought I was so awesome when I found the term
grays, so I knew what to call them.
My first thoughts were that I was going crazy. I used to laugh at guys like me. Then I though it might be ghosts or demons.
When I first started (and even know to a lesser extent.) I had a hard time believing other people’s stories because many differed from mine so
much.
Most of my experience is with a book called "the ufo book" by Clark. I haven’t read most of it (it huge) only stuff on abduction phenomenon.
Even with that first girl friend who saw them I still put it in the back of my mind and tried to forget it.
After doing some vague alien searches on Google (not much help) I found a bunch of videos on YouTube about abduction. Just bits and peaces of discover
channel and history channel documentaries. I was amazed at just how big this thing was.
There were several accounts practically in a row I saw that shook me as familiar. (Most I can't find any more) The one I do remember was a guy by the
name of Jim Sparks. These several accounts painted a clear and uncanny picture of my own abductions. It was one of the most terrifying experience I
ever had. Hearing these peoples stories, before that I could pretend it was all in my head. After hearing there accounts there was no more denying
it.
This revelation just came about in the last year and a half or so. As I said I go to school and work so there isn’t much time for study, so I'd
watch all the online videos I could, because it was a big time saver in comparison to reading about it.
Thru my searches I came across the Dulce papers, and the skin walkers ranch. I then Purchased the dulce wars, (that guy seriously needs help
) Most
of it seemed like bull, but the dulce papers really rung true to me, especially since it was shortly before this that the beings made it clear the
were malevolent.
I also read the "hunt for the skin walker" by George Knapp. I didn't really get how most of it dealt with ufos, and I had to do a lot of cross
referencing during it but it was definitely an eerie book.
I have just recently began studying the Roswell crash, and bought the book "witness to Roswell."
Well that’s about it, although most of the studying I’ve done on these thing I've only scratched the surface, and have a basic Idea about. So try
to keep it basic and if you have any Ideas or recommendations it would be much appreciated.