what are you afraid of

Originally posted by ImJaded
can't say I fear too much else. Roland Deschain brought up being put under for surgery and being conscious, now that I think about that, hell yeah! lol that cannot be cool, I saw that movie Awake

ive had 10 surgeries in the last 3 years and have been awake for 3 when i should have been out. its not that bad i couldnt feel anything and when the docs realized i was awake they put a towel over my face and gave me a valum drip and went about biz as usual.. that may just be military docs for you though. just my own experinces though

reply to post by DaleGribble


wow I couldn't imagine it. I've only ever had one where I was put under and I was knocked out so I was grateful ... was getting my wisdom teeth pulled! Wouldn't wanna be awake for that.

That's interesting that you can't feel anything, but I guess it did do what is was supposed to, making you numb to the pain. That would be an interesting experience.

Actually, there's not too many things that i'm afraid of. I'm not afriad of dying, but more or less of what I will leave behind when I do die. I don't want to leave knowing that I missed something, something that would leave others responsible to fix. There's pleanty of things that startle me, it's not uncommon. Everyone gets startled, or worried. But the word "afriad" is extreme.

But, there are a couple of things that I do fear. I fear losing loved ones, that's my biggest.
Car accidents. I've lost too many family members to accidents.
Though, most of them were the ones who drank from the very bottle that impaired their judgement, causing their own deaths. It still frightens me. I don't want to be the person who gets decapitated due to a horrific pile up. Having the police officials pry my body from a cold car in a winter accident.

That's about it. Rats? Nah, they're just animals. Ghosts? Nah! Nuclear hollocaust? The cockroaches deserve to be the next dominant species.