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Originally posted by StopComplaining
I was walking in the dark one night and came across a bus stop with the words "Help Me" on it written in blood. Lots and Lots of blood.
Something dark must have been going on.
Originally posted by crimson616
reply to post by kitty329
Kitty,
Welcome to the thread I hope you continue to post. I think you are entitled to your opinion and desire to be a vampire, but I think that you, and a lot of people, want it for all the wrong reasons. Kat has shed some light on many of them, but here's a new one.
I understand the fear of death--believe me!--and how appealing the idea of immortality can be. But immortality is seen as a burden to those who have it. If you just want to be a vampire to live forever, than you will find it dissappointing. Eternity is fun in the beginning, the knowledge that you have freedom to do whatever you want and go wherever you want, but it gets boring after a while, tediously so, after you've done everything you have ever wanted and there's nothing left. It's not worth it unless you have a purpose, something (or someone) that makes endlessness seem less bleak.
I am not saying this from firsthand experience, but I know someone who can. Amazingly, I have become his purpose, and if I ever get what I want, he will be mine. If it weren't for him, then I wouldn't want to be a vampire.
Not that it ever matters what I want anyway, though...
Goodnight everyone
Originally posted by Tortria
Also,
DragonriderGal, I love all that I can learn and your story is completely different than anything I have ever heard. If you have more to tell I would love to read about it!
Thank you for sharing!
Victoria
Originally posted by mpriebe81
I'm absolutely serious, i've always wanted to be a vampire :p
Originally posted by crimson616
reply to post by DragonriderGal
DragonriderGal,
Trust me. That could never, EVER happen! I know that I could never not be completely in love with him. I know everything about him, all of his charms and all of his faults, and I find even his faults to be amazingly endearing. And we have already been through so much # together. I do sometimes expect him to hate me for what I've put him through (however unintentionally), but he doesn't. He's still here, still adoring me even though I don't deserve for him to. If he was ever going to hate me, he would have started by now.
His patience and forgiveness is nothing short of a miracle, and I owe him everything for that.
But as I said, believe as you like. Probably sarcasm is the main way you deal with the disappointment in your own life that it is so ordinary. *shrug* If not, why hang around here where you learn about others who aren't just the typical boring NWO spun brain dead zombie??