Vampire encounters

I want to make myself clear and by typing through this it seems I am very vague.

Kat & Crimson,

You both stated that vampires fight for humans and against whomever the bad guys are. I do not want to be a vampire but what I do want is to fight with them against whomever the bad guys are.

I wanted to join the military but the problem is that the reason for going to war is, almost entirely, for the wrong reason.

I would just like to know if I can get an introduction to someone who might know some of these vampires. I know you might not share the same desire as me to help people in the way that I feel I can help but I would really appreciate it if you could speak with William or maybe your mum (discreetly), possibly a vampire you know as well crimson, about how to find these people. I don't need you to hold my hand, just point me the way and I'll tread my own path.

Please don't say "no" for the sake of saying it. Take a chance on me, I would really feel better if I at least got turned down by these people that fight. If I thought I could meet them I would jump on a plane and go. I don't care about the job I have now, this isn't what I'm meant for. If you've never felt this way I suppose you will turn me down but what kind of fighter would I be if I didn't keep trying?

Kat and Crimson, If you set up a fake e-mail or just your reg. e-mail and got on msn, I could go on cam with sound. you don't have to say one word to me, just plug in your headphones and I'll tell you this. You will understand I promise. I don't need for you to cam or mic with me, just look at me and listen to what I mean. You won't be disappointed. If after I'm done you still don't want to help me, just sign out and I'll never bug you again. 5 minutes, that's all I'm asking. Please?

Victoria

angelinalali
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Thanks for the site, I will use it. Just need to add a few bits that I didn't want to add before, but now realise there is no harm.

I don't know if you would survive a bite. Have I ever mentioned that the people who are bitten are selective? A vampire can sense if someone is MEANT to be a vampire. Even after biting someone, they don't have a full chance of survival. Make sense?

crimson616
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I am not sure if you will understand me, but I am hoping you will. If you don't, don't laugh. Okay, so the "community" society that we are registered with are for NZ and Australia. Your sweetie is US, right? I know for a fact that they have their own society, but does he registered with it? Is it any different to NZ/AUS?

Curious.

Tortria
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Call me paranoid, but I am not sure if MSN is very safe for this situation. I will create one, but in my own time.

I am really not just turning you down, I will talk to him when he comes later on, but I can't make any promises by any means.





Everyone
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No email address yet, kay? Later.

Kat,

Wow, thank you so much, I felt so scared with the knowledge that you would just say "nope, sorry". This means so much to me. If you do speak with anyone about this, I'll be in your debt. You really will never know how important it is to me but I hope to one day repay you for even just trying! Besides, if anything does work out and people around me know that I'm ok, maybe one day I can thank you in person.

I am not pressuring you to get an account, if you want to see me though and know that I don't have a fetish for vampires or something, you can go to my myspace page, it's not private.

www.myspace.com/sxevictoriasxe

I hope you go to it!

Thank you so much, seriously Kat, you are amazing!

Victoria

Okay, first of all, William has been around. I told him about it, he didn't understand me, I let him read it, he asked to see my previous posts before he did, he warned me not to say too much, he read your post and thought for ages. He told me his thoughts, I got confused, I asked him if he wanted to type back, he hated the thought of pressing letters on a rectangle (rolls eyes) so he wrote down his answer so I could type it.

To Victoria,

I have no qualification for this sort of thing, but I have come across it before.

Your feeling does not seem to suggest paranoia, if that is the full story.

My advice to you is to not get too consumed in this feeling. If what you are feeling is genuine, the right person will come along to tell you what you can do. Do not go searching for an answer on an internet page for the simple reasoning being that you may recieve some false information which, if your feeling is genuine, will tamper with your life.

Patience is the key.




I'd listen to him. I always have, and he has never lead me wrong. I hope you don't think that I wrote that, because I swear that is his wording.
Good luck.

And just so everyone is aware, I have finally posted my story online. Thankyou angelinalali for giving me the site address.

I changed names of my Mum and my Aunt just for a sense of security.

Sorry it took so long- I had to cut out some of the bits that were too informative and then decide whether or not I should really have some other stuff in there. It was quite stressful.

katkatkat-anon.sosblog.com...

Here is the link.



[edit on 17-5-2009 by Kat987]

Dear Kat,

I can't thank you enough for doing this for someone you don't know. It is amazing that you would even remember me after the page closes. Even though it isn't nearly enough. . . thank you sincerely for putting your hand out to help me!

If you have time I would very much appreciate you giving William my gratitude for his words. I know that what I said is very odd and I am brimming with emotion that it was taken seriously. No one around me would even lend a hand of comfort if I revealed my feelings to them.

I do hope that this person comes along and that I ask this question that (following my feeling) will open the door to this knowledge my soul is seeking. Although it seems like I am splliting in two whenever I get this feeling deep inside me, I know it must have a purpose for waiting. Perhaps the goal is to make me even more strong than I already feel now.

Again, thank you so much, I hope you will call on me for anything you might desire in a time of need, I will be honored to fulfill it!!

Victoria

P.S. I know that I have asked so much of you, I feel embarrased to ask more. I have 2 last questions that are purely out of selfish desire. If you choose not to ask William I completely understand.

1.) What happened to the person you came across with the same feeling or situation as me?

and

2.) Do you know of a professional whom I can get into contact with?

Of course, this is a bonus to what you have already told me. Feel free to ignore it without any denial of the promise I have made to you in my previous post.

Dear Kat,

I have read your story and I am completely surprised by your writing skill! I believe if you did make a book out of it I would be one to buy it! Well done!!!

Just for fun, I know that my enhanced ability would have something to do with reading people because throughout my life I have become more and more adept at reading people's thoughts when I am with them. I have sensitivity to ghosts (not spirits) but I am a little hesitant to explore this ability.

What do you think yours will be? Maybe, enhanced maniplulation "you will buy me a mars bar. . " That might be too close to jedi abilities though.

Also, I am in awe and a little green that you have someone as wise as William to help you. I hope your friendship only grows stronger!

As always, thank you so much!

Victoria

It's alright!

I thanked William for you.

1st question: He said he was glad to help you, but he doesn't want to say anything on that matter... (sorry)

2nt question: From what you have said about your situation, he says that you won't need to see a professional unless you suspect that your feelings aren't legit. You shouldn't look for the person who you feel is meant to help you. Seek as little help as possible. You say you feel like you need to ask or you will miss out? Don't. (This is the part where I am confused) He says if you go with this feeling, you are more likely to miss the opportunity...

Go figure! Make sense of THAT! Sounds crazy... Nahhh, he is a very intelligent and wise guy.

Dear Kat,

So I should just be open and this person will make him/herself obvious to me? That makes some kind of sense, I can see how searching might make me overlook something. I understand the first answer because it is a pretty prying question.

Of course! Thank you so much for all of your help (and Williams) and truly, you are amazing! Always feel free to ask for my help anytime!

Always,

Victoria

"So I should just be open and this person will make him/herself obvious to me?"
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Yes, that is what I gathered from the conversation.

Sure.

Did you see my story link? By reading it, you might find out more about William so you can know yourself if you want to trust him or not. Not that I'm suggesting you don't.

didn't realise- That isn't the whole thing. It cut me off

katkatkat-anon.sosblog.com...

No problem Kat.
I am always in favor
I completion of working and as I see again, you were good all at writing.
Victoria I would like to meet a vampire too. I want to talk to some. Asked about life....
Unlike you, I would like to become one of them. In all probability I will never become one of them, but I can dream I can hope...

Originally posted by Kat987
And just so everyone is aware, I have finally posted my story online. Thankyou angelinalali for giving me the site address.

I changed names of my Mum and my Aunt just for a sense of security.

Sorry it took so long- I had to cut out some of the bits that were too informative and then decide whether or not I should really have some other stuff in there. It was quite stressful.

katkatkat-anon.sosblog.com...

Here is the link.



[edit on 17-5-2009 by Kat987]

I am very happy that I help you

Originally posted by Kat987
It's alright!

I thanked William for you.

1st question: He said he was glad to help you, but he doesn't want to say anything on that matter... (sorry)

2nt question: From what you have said about your situation, he says that you won't need to see a professional unless you suspect that your feelings aren't legit. You shouldn't look for the person who you feel is meant to help you. Seek as little help as possible. You say you feel like you need to ask or you will miss out? Don't. (This is the part where I am confused) He says if you go with this feeling, you are more likely to miss the opportunity...

Go figure! Make sense of THAT! Sounds crazy...

Nahhh, he is a very intelligent and wise guy.

Kat did You talked with William about me? What he thinks?

Hey Kat,

i was reading all your posts and now i read your story and i think its amazing.
i was thinking about the vampires William described and as you said it yourself they are very similar to the ones in twilight. do you think that stephanie meyer knows more about all this than she wants to admit? because she said that the whole story is just her imagination. But maybe she has some connection to vampires?? do you think that's possible?and if so isn't she revealing too much about the vampires?
anyway really enjoyed reading your story
take care

reply to post by Playing_The_Angel


I can't tell you how I know this, but Stephenie Meyer did have contact with a vampire. In fact, she was writing the stories as a favor to a certain vampire. The stories themselves aren't true, but some of the characters are based on real people. But, as always happens when a human serves as a ghost writer for a vampire, she got angry at him and isn't going to write for him anymore. That seems to be the curse for this particular vampire--can't keep human ghost writers for too long without pissing them off, poor guy.

reply to post by crimson616

Wow this I did not know...
I thought that this is only a good fantasy of her...

My life

My child does not remember very well. I remember the only time when I woke up one day, all in fear that I will die. Prior to that, do not remember anything. Absolutely nothing, I know that I am receiving for the school conducted Brilliant.
Our family has been the usual, father was constantly drinking, betting and beat my mother and me and my sister. Because of this I was not a good student, I never wanted to learn. My IQ is very high, and when I opened the book, I did a school without a problem... This has rarely happened... I opened the book… With my sister we were ever alone, However, we are always with my sister like to watch movies about Vampires. Consider how we would be if they were Vampires. But Fear of death has remained. Death and aging.

In high school I found that I have a power when I first saw my husband I knew that we will marry. Only two years later we became a couple. Even when I dreamed of something bad, I knew that something bad will happen. I remember when my uncle died, so the front door of the dwelling on the wide open, Before that was locked…
I finished school get marry. Born 2 child. Girl and Boy… I became a mom and wife. I became like a robot. every other day of work then the rest of the household cooking, ironing, playing and learning with children. When my son was 2 years old I take him to the doctor because his penis and he had a closed up skin.
Then I was first aware of my power in the hand. When the son cried from pain after the medical act, I laid my hand on his penis. He was stopped immediately cried and not left to the hands away. Later I talked with the man who has the power in the hands of
treat people and he told me that he saw that I got,to this power but to have to learn and its power to nurture. I have read many books but I always helped my family in eliminating pain only my family. However, last year returned to the memory of vampires. This is what I want to be a long time. I was looking on the internet. People are always talking to me, that I am crazy. Vampires do not exist they are speaking.

Then I found this forum…


I must admit that my life is now perfect chaos. Fear me for a sister. Fear me for the job. From all this, I kept to put on weight, and I can not come back. I am still loking young and beautiful. My skin is beautiful no lips. But I can't loose my weight.

I have no power. I want to become a vampire but not with my excess weight. This I have to lose…

Otherwise, I did not change Still, the fear of aging Still, the fear of death..

Hmmmm....

Not meaning to be a $&%, but i am slightly skeptical as u can imagine?!?!?

What seems stranger to me is that Tortria and Kat987, your writing style is very very similar IMO and why the personal responses on a public forum and not PM.

Just seems a little dodgey to me! 1 person and 2 accounts maybe?

Something just doesn't smell right.

I apologise if i am wrong, no offence intended and if i am wrong i will edit and delete post.

[edit on 17-5-2009 by r3dman]

Based on the posts on the last page (before this post):

Can we please limit the discussion to "vampire encounters". Please use the U2U system for personal correspondence. Thank you.