This Stuff is Hurting Me...

Originally posted by Dero
Filmmaker, I recommend you get your hugbox, listen to My Chemical Romance and have a good cry.

If that doesn't work you can always play with razorblades, thats what all the cool emo kids are doing these days!



...I wish my lawn was emo- cuz then it would cut itself!

Not cool. Not funny. Not cute.

I hardly think that razor blade jokes are appropriate responses to this thread. Someone is seriously hurting, and came here looking for some type of support/guidance. As someone who has been similarly situated, I feel for the OP... please don't be disrespectful.

OP, this stuff is like disinfectant - it'll sting, but only for a bit.

Then you'll feel much better.

Conspiracies and "end of the world" prophecies have been around for as long as man has been. And look, were still here. Believe what you want, and question things, but enjoy your life. It isnt worth living if your going to be depressed the entire time. Perhaps take a break from the site and check back when your emotionally ready

Guys I am feeling so much better. I want to thank all of you for your kind and uplifting words. I didn't visit ATS for an entire day and I just tried to think of other things. I now am at a stage where I can read all of this and it doesn't effect me with fear at all. I have occasionaly pings of panic but, I repress it and keep living happily. The only thing that has emotionally effected me is that I see hope in more things.

Recently I rewatched JFK and I was left with so much hope because of was Jim Garrison did (Even though some of the stuff in the film is untrue) it was still a powerful message. I also rewatched Fight Club and the ending gave me a lot of hope.

I no longer feel the need to cry or be scared. I'm not ignorant to the matters of the world but, I don't let them hurt me either. Words can't describe how much better I feel about life and everything.

Thank you all so much and I hope to see all of your around in disscussions as I start to post here more.

Also I have been working on a script for sometime trying to send out a positive message.

filmmaker, I have been studying this and many other subjects for most of my life. In fact, I cant remember a time when I DIDNT know there was more out there than what we know. Even as a child, I knew that our world, and the universe, contained far more wonders AND horrors than are told. The thing is, you cant let it overshadow your life to the point you forget to live. After all, that is what life is for, to LIVE. Also, dont believe EVERYTHING you read, but keep an open mind and judge each new item on its own merit. Remember, there are a LOT of people out there who have no qualms about perpetrating a hoax on the rest of us or fabricating a story just to see their names in print. As you yourself said, you are only sixteen, so keep studying, but dont forget to BE SIXTEEN.

Greg

Well, I went to reply to all you guys who sent me a U2U, and I replied to every single one. When I replied to the last one I realized the thing that said I need at least 20 posts to send out a U2U. :p

So I'll just pubically state again that I reeally reallly want to thank all of your for your kind words and uplifting stories. I could relate a lot and really took a lot from them. Like I said I'm feeling so much better. I don't even know were this transaction came from. I went to bed one night so depressed and when I awoke, I sorta saw things differetnly, more positvly.

Last year I did suffer from depression. I was very un sociable, very low on confidence, which meant I struck out with girls all the time, and I virtually only had one good friend. OVer the summer I changed a lot about myself. I became more sociable, more confident. This year I really am having the time of my life. I'm excited to go to school and see my new friends again.

I am no longer severly self concious about myself. I do what makes me happy and I don't care what others think. When I started to read up on 9-11 (Reason being I've always had a fasciantion with chaos. My 2nd fav film ever is Children of Men, SEE IT IF YOU HAVENT, and I love studying about the Vietnam War) and that led me to read about the NWO and then it lead me to this place.

It put me in a snag. I became obessed. I no longer really disscussed movies with my friends, I did nother but read these threads and news sites while playing C-Span in the background. Thats where my thread came from

But this weekend has been a total revelation. My progress to happiness has became so fast. I really thought I'd never get better after Black Friday which was the worst of the worst for me. I'm so glad I decided to finally register an account and make this thread. You all have helped me so much.

Again I really want to thank all of you (Except those of you who told me to cut myself, ) and I hope to converse with all of your in the future as I post here more.

Also any of you feel like you are out of ideas for some movies, hit me up and I'll give you some recomendations.

reply to post by filmmaker45


I have a feeling you are gonna be alright!

Welcome to ATS.

I am glad that you registered and shared how you were feeling.

I am also glad that your perception has changed. You seem to be a real good kid.

IA

Mate, you are 16. Go out and have some fun. I'm the ripe old age of 30 now. I used to stress a lot when i was young, trust me there is no point in worrying about it, it doesn't change what is going on.

Look at it this way, you should be happy that you know what's going on. You should be happy that you know what's around the corner. You should be happy and proud that you can protect your little sister.

And don't believe everything on this site. A lot on here is just fear mongering and you should take most things with a grain on salt.

Keep your chin up mate, it will all work itself out.

Nice thread OP!

I just want to add that, you should live in the present not in the future. Do not let past or the future control your present feelings. First of all you do not know what the future holds so there is no reason what so ever to be scared of something that did not happen.

Live every moment with intense awerness. Don't let *possible* future events control your present life. When the NWO will be officialy presented to the world, only then should you start worring. But who knows, maybe this NWO won't be such a bad thing, there is no certain thing when it comes to the future.

The hardest thing a man can do is actually live in the present time. We can't enjoy life if we always think about the future. While your body is living right now, in the present, your mind is scared about a future event that might not even happen.

Stop being worried and be happy. There is no end to life, just transition. We are all eternal and united. You are still young and have so much to look up to. Be optimistic.

Welcome to the Club awakened one. This journey is not for the Faint of Heart, but it has been your destiny to find out the truth so embrace it.

THe 1st step to reach (and you will do so in due time) is to reach a balance. WHen you reach this, you will "Know" whats going on in this world, but will still be able to enjoy the neccesities of life such as laughter, a smile, entertainment, and so forth.... all the while knowing and being weary that some entertainment is specifically designed to enslave and trap mankind.

You have realized a beautiful thing, the book of revelations is getting closer and closer to being fulfilled.

We can look at the gas prices and complain, but we can also relaize that these high prices are motivating thousands and thousands of intelligent beings all over the world to do something about it. And so we have a 75% increase in students majoring in "Green" scienitific courses and discovories/inventions that will bring an end to the fossil fuels and pollutions of this day. We are on the verge of some HUGE events.

The same goes for the NWO and all the other stuff thats taking place. As bad as its going to get, it's not goin gto last forever. Eventually forces will join to overcome all evil in place and we will lve in a new age.

Rejoice, for another human being on earth has awakened to the truth. Only thing I can say now is that I hope everyone here has a close relationship to the Creator!!!!!

Glad to see you're not a sheep anymore.

Frankly, if I was a member of the NWO or NAU organization, I would say just enjoy your life with all the best you can...don't worry too much, bro.

Welcome to ATS.

[edit on 26-11-2007 by TheoOne]

Originally posted by TheHypnoToad

Not cool. Not funny. Not cute.

I hardly think that razor blade jokes are appropriate responses to this thread. Someone is seriously hurting, and came here looking for some type of support/guidance. As someone who has been similarly situated, I feel for the OP... please don't be disrespectful.

Oh boo hoo.
It's called growing up- he's still a wet behind the ears kid- if he can't handle this, the real world will eat him alive.

Originally posted by filmmaker45
I no longer feel the need to cry or be scared. I'm not ignorant to the matters of the world but, I don't let them hurt me either. Words can't describe how much better I feel about life and everything.

Filmmaker, there is no ned to cry. When it all is said and done, it's going to be okay. Keep your chin up.

I to got a little depressed, and still am, when i started searching these things and arriving at ATS

reply to post by kingsnake


I'm slowly coming to the conclusion that ATS is run by the Government, and the Illuminati. I have been getting severely depressed over the last month or so, I've only been a member for a little over a few months. I feel I'm being fed false information.

When the government decides it's time for disclosure that's when disclosure will happen not, when some Quack like John Lear who can Riducule anyone he ant's he without getting a warning, guess why? $$$

Laugh if you will, but many people I talk to have become severely depressed after reading this sight for a few weeks. They also get hooked in for years.

They get a daily dose of disinformation spread to them, worse than any that can be found on TV.

If it weren't for the few diamonds I find in the rough, I would definitely not visit this site, and I would condone anyone to new to leave now. I'm considerdering this myself. The sight seems to be filled with the worst of the worst of evidence of UFO's and paranormal.

We are all forgetting the government created the internet, and it is they're best/quickest, easiest way to spread false information.

Go ahead and warn me twice for the same thing, like last time. But this time you haven't got a leg to stand on, I haven't broken any rules(that I know of), except expressed my freedom of speech.

God forbid you mess with one of the Mods little pets, or someone in their click, the Gestapo of ATS MODS hits you with multiple warnings, it's like high school all over again.

DENY IGNORANCE! *Salute*








[edit on 27-11-2007 by Nola213]

[edit on 27-11-2007 by Nola213]

Hi filmmaker,

I haven't had the chance to read the whole thread, so my apologies if this has already been covered...

If there is a hope for a non-violent solution to these problems, there is one candidate for President in the upcoming election (provided we are permitted to have one) that is willing to fight for individual liberty, compliance with the constitution, and who stands against the Federal Reserve bank: Ron Paul. He's a Republican, which soured me on him at first, but check out the many many videos posted about him on YouTube and see if he sounds like someone you could throw your support behind. You seem like an intelligent and articulate person, and if the message he has speaks to you, then his campaign could use your support. Of all the presidential candidates out there, Ron Paul seems to be the only one who is talking any kind of sense, in my opinion.

I'm glad you're feeling better about things. I am 48 years old, and I find myself shedding tears of frustration over the injustice and seeming inevitability of the situation more often than I care to admit. Then I look at my son's smile, at the sun shining down on us all, and somehow find some hope. Other times I feel like I'm just fooling myself. Those are the bad days. All any of us can do is stay aware, and if the opportunity arises, do our best to make a difference.

knowledge(or thought) increases seperation. that's why you are in tears. you are lonelier.

it's good you did not read "esther vilar", dude.

good day.

OP:

There is a lot of NWO hysteria, fulled mainly by sites like Prison Planet. I will not deny that things are messed up in the world today, but there have always been negative or evil influences at work in the world, and we have so far survived. You need to have faith in the basic goodness of mankind. For every evil thing in the world there are 10 good things. Have faith and--when you are of age--vote smart.

Tomorrow is not yet here, why worry about it?
The past is already done, why worry about it?

Enjoy the present as it is a present.

Yo, mods, where yat? The OP just broke the T&C on page one of this thread and put us all in jeopardy by premeditating murder against United States politicians.

But hey, at least he didn't mention hitting a bong, so I guess its all good.

Filmmaker45 is obviously suffering from depression.
Reading about the NWO shouldn't make anyone with a stable mind upset, but persons of weak and unstable minds go off like the OP, sometimes in very dangerous ways.