posted on Nov, 13 2007 @ 08:52 AM
I feel your pain, brother. I worked critical care for 20+ years. Triaging in the ER sucks.
When I triaged at a hospital, people would call in to complain that their back hurt. Trying to be an effective and thorough nurse, I would ask a
multitude of questions to rule out the serious stuff only to find out 15 minutes into the conversation that they hurt their back 20 years ago and
there's just nothing good on tv tonight and they're bored/lonely so they thought they'd call the ER and ask me what I'm wearing. ARGH!
That particular ER did take people on a first come, first serve basis regardless of severity. I would go pick up the chart of the next person to be
seen, call their name and see some spry, healthy person step forward while the guy sitting next to him was literally ashen and about to fall out of
his chair.
You sound burned out. It's a common caregivers ailment. I've been burned out for 25 years. If you don't feel like working, you just keep working
til you do feel like working. At least that's what I tell myself everyday when the alarm goes off.
The secret to staying sane and out of drug/alcohol rehab or the nut ward is to not give a damn. I care deeply about people in general and their
problems/conditions but I can't afford the luxury of caring about them specifically. I don't go to their funerals, I don't cry when they have some
life shattering event, I just do my job efficiently and without emotion. I clock out at the end of the day and go home to pour out all my caring onto
my family.
Hang in there, buddy. There's always truck-driving school.