Hmm.
I have never really thought about what or when, before. But now that I sat here for a few minutes...
I think very early on, when I first learned what a "lie" was and first experienced being lied to. From there on out...I always questioned
everything. I always thought, "What if they are just lying to me". It caused me to develop a very strong gut instinct and the desire to find out
the truth...and has allowed me to have an open mind - yet keep realistic at the same time.
I also have experienced things in my life that made me just go "Hmmm"
For example (will try and make the long story short):
An old long time boyfriend of mine had a twin. I was very close to both of them. The twin was a Marine (sniper) and stationed in Japan. One night
my boyfriend got an emergency call that his twin had been shot in the head, while stationed in Japan.
When the twin finally got back to the states and was medically discharged, he told us that he was shot by his own because he knew something. What? I
dont know. He never divulged it to us.
One night while we were sitting at a bar (the 3 of us) a guy walks up and sits next to us. He starts talking to the twin and amazingly, he was a
former marine and seemed to know a lot of the same people/missions, etc.
They exchanged numbers and were going to hang out again. But the twin was
perplexed about it all. I didnt understand why.
Days later, I went with the twin to pick up this guy from the bar at his house. He was waiting outside. This happened a few times. We always went
to pick him up and he was always waiting outside. (his car was in the shop, supposevely)
So, one Fri we were all going to meet up at this bar. The twin and I sat for about an hour and the "friend" never showed up. The twin calls him.
Phone disconnected. The twin says "something is really wrong". We need to go to his house now. We go to his house, knock on the door. An old
lady answers and tells us - she lives there alone.
The "friend" didnt live there. He just said he did and we always just picked him up there.
The twin begins freaking out - literally and said
that he is afraid something is going to happen to him. But he wouldnt go into details because he wanted to protect me and his brother. At this
point, I started getting scared....and I had no idea why. But his fear was making me afraid.
2 weeks later....while I was at home getting ready for work. The morning news had an alert because a security guard had just been shot at xx Condos
and is in critical condition. Suspects unknown, but witnesses said an unmarked car with dark windows.
It was the Twin (they actually said his name on air). He had been shot inches from his heart. The shooters never found. The twin said that they were
trying to kill him again. Whoever "they" was. He believed the government. He said the "friend" was ALWAYS asking him about missions he had been
on, etc. And he found it very odd and very suspicious.
I was so freaked out...that I distanced myself rather quickly........its been many many years since I have seen or talked to him.
I witnessed some very odd things surrounding all of this. However, I dont know what was truth, reality or strong persuasions based on his fear. I
have no idea. I have no idea what was really going on....but something was. I was witness to this guy who magically appeared.....then
disappeared....I witnessed my very close friend be nearly shot to death 2 times.
It all left me wondering....and adding to my suspicions of "conspiracy theories".
Every once in a while I do a search to make sure he is still alive.
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Sorry this is so long
....Ive never written it out..just told it
[edit on 3-11-2007 by greeneyedleo]