To abductees from a fellow abductee

Abductees, have you had an experience or experiences in which you were lead to believe that a time would come when you would have a task to accomplish? Do you feel like that time is approaching?

Probably for the last 5-6 years, I began having this strange feeling of purpose, I guess everyone has that sort of feeling though, feeling that you’re special. I felt like that for so long, I felt my purpose was more say important than others, more significant. When I began to feel this, what ever it was, I couldn’t really describe it, but I just new then that I was important. I never told anyone, everyone else seemed to separated, or detached from me, in away, I felt I really must know something they don’t.

I remember many years back one day my father was driving me to see a movie with him, I can’t remember what is was, probably a thriller, and we started talking at one point about life and the universe, we talk allot about that stuff. (He’s very mush so, into the alien phenomena, astro-projections he’s had a few, I’ve had one, I’ll talk about that some other time.) I eventually, because I’d never told anyone about my strange sense of feeling, was able to somewhat attempt to tell him about how I felt. I sort of explained to him how it felt like in terminator 3, how there entire life’s purpose was to survive, to keep going, that’s sort of how i felt.

To put it in a better light, I felt as if it didn’t really matter what I really did with my life, as long as I kept living on, kept surviving, just keep going, because very soon everything will be ok, as long as I kept living up to a certain point in my life, everything would be taken care of, no more doubts or worries, just take it easy…..

That’s how I felt, and still sometimes do. Without really knowing it back then, it was like the aliens were telling that they would somehow take care of me in the future, that they will one day make everything all right. The thing is, now I’m having much more frequent visitations than I use to, in which involves closer contact with them than ever before.

Once I found out about 2012, that really startled me…….

i pretty much believe my abduction experiences were nothing more than dreams. i'm open to the idea there's more to them, but i have little reason to believe that at this time. i don't have any sense of having a purpose or anything like that so i guess that's another strike for me, lol.

I think alot of what you feel/think is common to many people. Well, it's at least familiar to me anyway.

Originally posted by andre18

To put it in a better light, I felt as if it didn’t really matter what I really did with my life, as long as I kept living on, kept surviving, just keep going, because very soon everything will be ok, as long as I kept living up to a certain point in my life, everything would be taken care of, no more doubts or worries, just take it easy…..

Yup. Often I think that doing what everyone else seems to be doing would be somewhat of a waste of time and that there's much "greater" things to be experienced.

I find that I base the value of my life (yes, yes all life is valuable) on the lessons that I've learned. i.e. The things that I've had to go through to be "who I am" and the level of understanding I've gained from my experiences.

I'd like to read more of your encounters, if you don't mind sharing?

Edit: Oh, nevermind. I notice you've already made a thread on your experiences.



[edit on 11-10-2007 by Comatose]

What you say makes alot of sense. I do not believe you are alone though. Everyone at some point in life...usually from depression, gets the sense that there HAS to be more to life than the crappy 1 bedroom that they are killing themselves to afford. Mostly this is due to the fact that our governments rob every last dime that we honestly earn. So YES, there is more to life. Such as destroying our government, and taking what is rightfully ours!