posted on Feb, 15 2008 @ 06:36 PM
I've had these esperiences also.
I'm 21 years old, just a normal guy going to work and school.
I do have a very huge interest in alien life, personally i know they exist and they are here but ive had no real proof. No sighting, no abduction,
nothing, i just know. I even have the feeling im not from here myself but i have nothing to base it on.
Anyways, to get ontopic. I know about astral projection, lucid dreaming etc etc. Now this is the part why im posting in here.
I have been through exact the same kinda thing several times. Im lying down, hoping to fall asleep soon.
Suddenly i get some weird feelings, like something is stimulating some nerves or whatever. Then i get paralized. Cant move anything, cant talk, cant
open my eyes. Thats when the fear is kicking in. im in terrible fear. Not fear of something or someone being there doing something to me, but fear of
the unknown.
I dont know wtf is happening but i do know about OoBE's and that sorta stuff so i dont want that to happen because i feel im not ready for it.
Now, because i cant open my eyes is why i dont know wtf is happening and if or aliens are involved, some trick of the mind or just something else.
I just had to tell this because the whole thing you experience before you go to the alien(s)(ship) or they come to you is the same as i.
I now am so far with it, i can even induce it on myself. The whole thing starts over again then when i want it to and then, 10 minutes later, im back
in control because of the same old fear i happen to experience every time.
Even the "getting back in control" manouvre is almost the same. You shake your head, i wave my arm and say "i dont want this" in my head.
hen i do that, 5 seconds later everything is over and the only thing i experience is a heart going crazy.
The crazy thing is, i really feel like waving my arms but they just keep laying next to me cause i cant move of because im paralized.
Now i dont wanna claim anyting beyond this planet or realm and i dont want to claim #, it could just be tricks of the mind because i am always
researching alien presence, alien existence, astral projection, lucid dreaming... almost everything non-mainstream, so maybe my mind is f*ckin' with
me... but when i read what you experience in bed it hit me like a unabomber.
P.s, forgive me my spelling errors, im a 21 year old go from the other side of the planet, Holland. I know my perfect aint english so feel free to ask
me if you guys dont understand some sentences.