On the other hand, schizophrenic people have thought that outside forces were controlling their behavior and thoughts with technology all the way back
to James Tilly Mathews in the early 1800s. Only they didn't know about electronics at that point, so he came up with a complicated story about a sort
of magical pipe organ called the Air Loom, and thought that dwarves had implanted his brain with a bar magnet in order to project voices and
compulsions into his mind.
...There IS no external influence. It's all in your head. I don't know if that's more or less horrific, to be honest. But there's no easy fix by
somehow plucking a radio out of your sinuses.
Well, thank you, THANK YOU !
See: This is what I was hoping for: INFO.
These are the things that made me seek info. on your website about stimoceivers, mind-control & nullifying chip implants:
1.) DUE TO MY EXPEREINCES: My husband forced the whole psychiatric-type industry stuff into my life beginning in 1996. We were in a marital
conflict, and since he worked in the medical field, he had connections he used to discredit me as a Mom, and to set things in such a way that, if I
sought a divorce, he would definitely get custody of the kids. However, we never divorced because, after all the misery inside Texas MHMR, the best I
could do was come back home & try to recover from it all - while being heavily sedated with downers. My only "mental illness" is I'm kind of a
hyper-on-caffeine, nerdly, sometimes nagging, lost her attractiveness housewife, who was raised so old-fashioned, she knows nothing of divorce
proceedings.
But his forcing me to be involuntarily locked inside Texas MHMR for over a month-at-a-time, sometimes over 2 months-at-a-time, means I have been
exposed to, and have experienced, some out-of-the-ordinary things.
As far as my belief in Mind Control, I believe I experienced it first hand in 2008 at 2 different facilities that year:
a.) First, it was "Bow Down" at the day room table at the Beaumont, TX facility, and then I was soon transferred up to Rusk State Hospital, where it
was
b.) Secondly, "Shrug Up To Heaven" in the hospital's court's waiting room. When this second thing happened, there was several men & 1 woman sitting
right adjacent to me, and she asked me, "Are you hurting?" or "Does it hurt?" And my honest answer was, "No. It actually feels good to do, like
yawning." And it did. It was a pleasurable release to shrug my shoulders up, and lift up my face to the sky. It was a compelling physical urge.
And only then & there did I feel compelled to do it over, and over, again.
Man, I have so much to tell that's happened to me over the past 20 years since the first involuntary committal. There were 2 other instances: one
happened in the late 1990's, and the other day's events happened in 2002, that have shown me that some know how to heighten the sensation of pleasure
in other people to an abnormally high level. Explosions of pleasure in the abdomen that were like waves of sensation in the stomach, to where all you
can do is lay there on your side & giggle & enjoy it. And that other day in 2002 was unspeakable. But I realize that, if the sensation of pleasure
can be heightened, so too can the sensation of pain.
To me, even though those things only had to do with my senses, they would be considered a type of mind control. Because we detect our senses
(feeling, seeing, smelling, hearing, taste) in our MINDS.
2.) DUE TO WHAT'S WRITTEN IN THE KING JAMES BIBLE: Since my experiences in Texas MHMR & at home were so bad, they drove me to repentance & drove me
to start reading my Bible to seek promises of God's salvation. Seemingly coincidentally, it just so happens that the Bible has many references to:
a.) Sin Causers - things & people that CAUSE others to sin. This is "offences" in the King James language, and "skandalon" in the Greek language.
b.) Drug Witchcraft - there are very, very many complaints about different drugs messing up people's actions in both Old & New Testaments. Alcohol
is talked about a lot, the hemlock plant is also said to destroy the judgment of other people (causes wrong judgments), and Isaiah 30:28 says there
would be "a bridle in the jaws of the people, CAUSING THEM TO ERROR". Interestingly, the Greek word for the old English word "witchcraft" and
"sorcery" is "Pharmakeia", from which we get our modern word "Pharmacy". Pharmakeia is how people are being sold, it says.
So, I am interested in this topic because I am interested in how the very old Bible seems to have things to say about stuff that's going on even
today: Sin-Causers/Mind-Control, and Pharmakeia/Drug Witchcraft.
I have a copy of a credentialed Psychiatrist, Jack M. Gorman, MD, who reports that 2 psychoactive medications, Ativan & Valium, were documented as
causing sin in the patients. He calls it "Disinhibition" - where those medications caused the patients to do new bad things, like "shoplifting,
arguing with their boss, and driving recklessly".
This topic is just a side interest for me.
But it is an interest because :
1.) My husband forced the whole psychiatric/mind-bending industry into my life, and
2.) I'm seeing the Bible talk about drugs, and how they can be used to "skandalon"/cause sin, like this:
(Isaiah 5:22 KJV)
Woe unto them that are mighty to drink wine, and men of strength to mingle strong drink:
Isaiah 5:23 KJV)
Which justify the wicked for reward, and
take away the righteousness of the righteous from him!
IF the Bible is saying that there exists certain men who are mixing drugs, who also "TAKE AWAY the RIGHTEOUSNESS" of other people, then it's saying
those powerful drug-mixing men are causing others to sin.
To be able to "CAUSE" another person to sin or do wrong, to me, might indicate some degree of influencing the mind, or Mind Control.
When I remember what I've experienced myself, and felt, in my own body, it makes me curious about the topic. So, I seek info.
...
Bedlam, What you've said in your previous post seems to make sense. It seems that a strong mind-control over other people would be physically
impossible. Maybe this other stuff is just more subtle ways to affect the mind to more subtle degrees.
You know, maybe all this discussion with me is just a side-bar off of another topic in my life.
Maybe this is just "chasing a rabbit" (a waste of time) that has me distracted off of my memories of how my virginity was taken away from me when I
was 12 years old in 1981, and legally a minor child, at my friend's house, while under the adult supervision of her family. I didn't even know what
"a cherry" was, but my friend announced to me that I was soon to lose mine, even though I didn't know what she was talking about.
I've already explored that whole topic here:
Click the blue high-lighted text for thoughts about my life's
weirdness...
What this amount of pursuing private thoughts does is make me unbelievable.
It does discredit me, doesn't it.
But there is one solid fact that is being washed away with all this online musing:
My virginity was taken away from me when I was 12 years old in 1981, and under the supervision of my friend's family.