posted on Dec, 26 2003 @ 08:53 PM
Well feygan, as I said, ever since I was 9 or 10. I'm 16 now. The ability has developed and gotten stronger over time. I don't "achieve" it
really, I just will it to happen and it does. My state of mind can be anything, but when I want a real boost, righteous anger is the best.
Physically, I feel empowered, and a slight tingle and numbness is felt throughout the body. Also, if there's pain in a certian area, I can direct
the flow of energy to a specific area to make it go away or to dull it. I first was able to do it by lying still for quite some time on my bed (I was
on my back), and I was angry about something, I think it was that a friend had betrayed me or something. I felt the tingling numbness in my legs,
and it felt really wierd, but cool. I focused and tried to bring it up until I could feel it in my hands and fingers. I toyed with it for awhile,
and eventually was able to harness it. I know that it's definitely not developed fully, but I don't know how else to further my abilities. That's
my goal: To further myself.