posted on Feb, 2 2007 @ 09:40 PM
It has been so many years that I have been in this “state” by “default”.
Morning comes; I get up as if it’s just like miracle that the curtain goes up and ready for another show.
Evening comes, then another miracle that the curtain goes down. The show of the day is over.
I ask myself these questions; who I am? Why am I here? Where are we? What is this place? What are we doing here? Where are we going?
While asking these questions, my inner self speaks up; “Go on. This is life as we know it, do not complain, do what is right. Nature has its own
laws. Go with the flow”
I look outside and see how the others go on. Everything is a routine.
I look inside and see how things go on. Everything is a routine.
Am I in a vicious circle? I don’t know.
Am I doing things right? I don’t know.
Am I doing things wrong? I don’t know.
How would I know if I am on the right track? Will I ever know?
Nothing is perfect, but close to perfection is achievable
Nothing is impossible.
Then I have read that faith can move mountains. Then I have read a promise.
Hebrews 13:5 . . . God has said, “Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you.”
Then I suddenly realized that some things have to be taken by the heart.
Suddenly, my surroundings seem to be filled with life. My body is full of strength.
My fears & worries are all gone.
I am ready to go.
I feel I can do anything.
I become fearless!
Faith gives me courage & strength!
Live & let live!