Yes. Actually how it happened is something that is quite disturbing/unsettling to me...and something some will scoff at...but heres the story:
Much of my life I've experienced dreams which sometimes have a rather extreme lucidity and intensity to them...some of these dreams are disturbing,
some contain alien elements...some seem like 'psychic abductions' in a way. There is far more to these dreams than I can/will state here and now.
This has happened to me since a young age...around 8 years old or there abouts is as far back as I can remember them...though they went far more
'ballastic' during the onset of puberty and through my teens/early twenties. I am somewhat used to them now, and know how to handle them without
being overly affected by them. They also happen rather infrequently now, which is a GOOOOD thing.
K...to the guts of the story...I was staying with my brother at the time, living at his house. One night I was dreaming away as per usual...just a
basic dream...when I sensed a 'coldness' an 'evil' in my dreamscape *just a madeup word for dream-world*, it was familiar and normally happened
when these disturbing dreams happened...so I figured "Oh great, here we go again". This time it was different...this time I was frozen in my dream
and unable to move...k...yep, thats not too worrying, I've experienced that before when they appear in dreams sometimes...but no appearance, no
attack, nothing. I also had this 'feeling' that someone close to me, a loved one, needed my help. Hmmm...still frozen...getting a little wierded out
now, I'll try and wake up. So I tried to close my eyes (in my dream) and focus on my physical sleeping body (just a trick I do to snap out from a
dream)...no go...couldn't close my eyes. Right...starting to panic now...but refocussed and calmed myself, which is another trick...centre oneself to
remove any external influence. That didn't work either...I'm still frozen...dream is completely on pause. Wierdest thing ever. All the while this
drive to be somewhere else...that someone needed my help...was burning inside...and I couldn't respond to their call/need.
No matter what I tried I couldn't wake...of course eventually I did, don't actually recall HOW I did...or if I merely blended into an ordinary dream
from this frozen one...but it seemed to me that I was frozen in this dream almost all night. I know I woke up completely exhausted, mentally
physically and spiritually.
Later that week I was watching TV with my bro...now my bro is a quiet reserved guy, he is also a total skeptic, if it can't be scientifically proven
he doesn't wanna know. He is also NOT one to openly talk about his dreams or feelings or emotions or anything. Yet he turns to me and says
"Bro...had the wierdest dream earlier this week. I dreamt I was fast asleep and I woke up in my dream, and there were these aliens coming in through
the bedroom window, coming in through the walls, just coming to get me. I was fighting them off and yelling out to you to come and help me but you
were fast asleep in the next room (my bedroom was right next to his) and you didn't hear me. I fought them and fought them and yelled out to you but
you never came to back me up bro" I asked him when this was...and it was the SAME night I was frozen in my dream.
That PEEEEEEVED me off to hear that...totally fried my onions...I was just SOOOO gawddamn livid! These little feckers may mess with me...that peeves
me off enough, okay, I don't know WHY it happens, I have no idea WHO or WHAT is responsible (I have my suspicions, but no definites)...but when I
heard they messed my bro as well...and I was unable to help him...ARRRRGH! Just wanted to go to sleep, detach my consciousness, find the feckers and
waste every last one of the evil creepy-azz mofos!
*we return you now to your regularily scheduled program*
Peace,
ALIEN