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- Do you feel the entity might of put a 'block' on me unlocking what the experience was about? If so, why?
Alternatively has the figure remained as a shadow and has yet to fully reveal itself because I'm still feaful?
Perhaps the fact that myself and my brother both had dreams before the experience points to the fact that we were destined to be in its presence?
- My experiences are magnified when I reflect over the experience. Is this because I'm seemingly looking in the right direction for the answers? When I conduct my day to day activities I rarely experience anything profound or meaningful. The original experience is to date the most profound and vivid I've ever had.
Originally posted by nwomi
You are a lucky man today, God was on you side on this one my freind. I am currenty reading a book by Doctor Bud Hopkins about this issues--- the book is called SIGHT UN SEEN! talks about Shadow aliens.
Originally posted by attila of nazareth
I don't know if these are similar or synonymous to your 'shadow beings', but i have experienced many visions that i considered spiritual some of which involved shades or khu's [ancient Egyptian 'shining ones of the moon']. In there base form they are grey with 'black' eyes like space, this blackness though i see as more like transparency with the void behind it. They manifest themselves from the void then shoot around all over the place, when one meets them they extend a green light beam that is like many little lights, by this they interact with your mind. they can take any shape and can interact physically too.
I want say anything else unless this sounds familiar to you and you wish to know.
... but they can take you to other realms of existence and other worlds.
Originally posted by EarthSister
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- Do you feel the entity might of put a 'block' on me unlocking what the experience was about? If so, why?
Yes, but not exactly. He showed you a tiny part, so he actually unblocked you a tiny bit. Now you sense the rest, which is enormous, so to you it's only relative that you feel you are being blocked.
Why he only showed you a little is obvious from a sensible human perspective, considering that you are on a course of education. You have "many" questions now about things you've never thought of before. You want to solve all the mysteries you've discovered, naturally, but it can only happen a little at a time as progressively as you can understand them correctly.
Alternatively has the figure remained as a shadow and has yet to fully reveal itself because I'm still feaful?
My guess, based on my own experience, is that he will reveal himself to you over time, to be determined mostly by the circumstances about you, but not because you are fearful. As you begin to understand and get to know who and what this person is, and what he can do and how he does it, your fear will naturally lessen, but fear is instinctual and physical, and doesn't just go away. If you try, you can learn to manage it and even step out beside it.
The spiritual sensation of presence is naturally different race to race and person to person. When you are spiritually aware, you can sense presence of spirit. When humans sense humans it's pretty ordinary, but when we sense people from other worlds, the sensation is "foreign" and causes instinctual fear.
The sensation of another race may feel very good to us or feel very bad, strong or gentle, eerie or soothing, or just different- just as flavors of foods are all different and don't all mix well. Once you get to know the beings, you get used to their different sensations and can identify them individually just by how they feel. You can feel them when they are far away too, just by thinking of them and their thinking back.
Perhaps the fact that myself and my brother both had dreams before the experience points to the fact that we were destined to be in its presence?
The fact that you and your brother both had dreams before the experience, to me, points to the fact that both of you have always been in his presence, and destined to these experiences from before this life.
- My experiences are magnified when I reflect over the experience. Is this because I'm seemingly looking in the right direction for the answers? When I conduct my day to day activities I rarely experience anything profound or meaningful. The original experience is to date the most profound and vivid I've ever had.
Your experiences are magnified when you reflect over it because it's inside of you. Your states of consciousness are very close together. When you think of it, you "go there" and can see more clearly, and be more aware of more experiences. That is the right direction to look in for the answers.
The original experience you refer to was not your first, but it was one-and-only of its kind that made you aware. It made you able to be aware of your past experiences and your future experiences.
Expressing my thoughts and feelings are helping me unlock all previous experiences, even though for the most part I'm still deeply shrouded in confusion regarding them. I'm still reluctant to define what I had/have as something unearthly, but at the very least its an interesting perspective that I can apply to my life.