posted on Oct, 13 2003 @ 09:39 PM
Sometimes it takes a trip to the beach to put things into perspective. I am the first one to admit that I don�t like the beach much. First there is
the heat, lots and lots of sand (I hate sand, it gets everywhere
).
I wasn't going to go but my sister's boyfriend invited me and I didn't have the heart to say no. So I decided to go.
The day was like any other here in Puerto Rico. Clear skies and the sun shinning @ a million degrees.
As the hours ticked by I sat there thinking how boring my life has been the past couple of years. I've been hiding from people.... ignored my
friends, and have been really depressed. Funny thing is I don�t know why ive been depressed in the first place.
As we were leaving I watched the sunset and felt the breeze hit my face as I looked at the ocean. I was thinking why have I put my life on hold? Why
have I been hiding in my house.....gluing myself to my computer monitor? That�s no way to live.
I decided I have to start living again. Take my finger of the pause button and press play.
Anyways I wrote this because I felt I had to get this off my chest. Thanx for listening.
Ocelot