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Originally posted by alienaddicted
just a question, is everything that makes you do something from outside yourself, I mean, something you did you didn't have really in mind, like licking that spider off the wall, you mentioned, is it a dark energy, or might this just be a dead to free yourself, like, I can assume some don't like the thought of eating spiders, and maybe that act was freeing.
I wouldn't want to confuse you, but maybe I'd like to. I do to do some weird things, and lots of weird bodygestures, but in the end they turn out right. Like by doing these gestures, making my body fit perfectly. Also some to not to perform withinin sight of others. they're funny moves! People are just strange. A lot of them making me laugh out of nothing. Just because of the vibe they send me, and then they not understanding why I do laugh, and then getting angry and telling me I'm not ok, very disturbing in the beginning, but I get a hold of it, and am teaching them some lessons.
They can't get a hold on me, or better, it. Also very disturbing when people don't mind the things we do mind. I do claim to be clairvoyant and clairaudiant in some kind of degree. As those might be words well fitting for the description. I just hear them mock, hear them shout, here them jawn, very irritating, but you know, hammertime!
Originally posted by alienaddicted
hey HS,
I like your posts, they are nice.
hey, do you mean these 'evil' energys, aren't some good??, can make cracking and popping sings, like a plastic bottle making a crack noise out of nothing, the closet cracking up, (I have this a lot with my closet when I'm thinking about All, suddenly a strong thought, immediatly followed by huge cracking in my big black closet. Really, sometimes, it's like it's being destructed. I'm used to it, I didn't know about it till I tested. I came out lots of times, sometimes my light flashes with hard thoughts, or my electrical heater turns on or falls of, then, one might say, coincidence with the heater, but isn't all connected, all interfering always, constantly, no coincidences here! It's the All which is going berzerk, signs, miracles!... not coincidences, although, we had something about this before:
coincidences or synchronicity?
like her teats wanting to come at you when you move two feet to the right, just attracting or pushing away energies. It's like we swim.. around here, except for this bag of bones :p, even still , we float in this universe, it's illusionary we are stable to the ground, we might be nailed to the earth, but still, the earth floats around, swimming in this haze of energy. mwoahahah, I just like this universe.. :p
Originally posted by alienaddicted
are they the same for everyone, or do much similar blocks exist in us.
As you say these auric barriers, I figured out somehow that every realm, every state of consciousness is like guarded, by protectors, one must achieve some kind of awareness to go further, or must do some works to proceed to the next level.
heroic