Demonic possion? Fate..Destiny

Vash if you think its that easy then God would not have sent Jesus

Vash im also starting to doubt the fact that you are lookin for the real God.

No doubt i will keep prayin because God is a good God



the real god? how can there be a REAL god when there are soo many diffrent religions out there that all have gods?! which one is the real god if there is one? which religion is right? heaven is what you make of it it is what YOU as an individual belive in if you think heaven is the typical man made version wiht all the fluffy clouds and angels then it will be if you think there is nothingness after death but black then so be it... how do you know he is a good god! when their are so many uhh i dont understand how people can belive in just one god.... i no mabye the earth itself is the body of god?!

i no mabye the earth itself is the body of god?!

You are talking about gaia the spirit of earth and ever ting here that we do the air we breath ever thing the food we eat s given to us by gaia ^^

give me a few mommetns and i will respond to your other posts

yes i am talking about gaia and dont worrie talk your time id ratehr get a truthfull respose with time and effort put into it instead of a halfass rushed one

And Vash i thought you did not believe in only 1 God

I do belive in more then one god but if one god does decide to destory ever thing here then i will fight him or her to the very end any thing i can to destory that god

And if you think that Christians all want to just go to Heaven then you are wrong. I want to see as many of my friends go to heaven as i can and not just friends also strangers because id rather go to heaven Rather then Hell were Satan owns you and torments you for ever and ever and ever ,and have no sense of direction when im alive

Maybe not all people want to go to this heaven? i know i dont a prefect life what whoudl there be to do it whoudl be boreing just think about that always perfect ever thing goign your way it whould be like cheating in a video game it gets boreing

and then i hear all these strange voices telling me to get out? i NEED to understand this its been on my mind alot latly and i cant get it out considering i dont know what it is im not afraid of it considering i only fear few things but im intrested in what it is? any suggestions?

THis chould be from many differnt things a voice telling you for your own good to leave so as not to get hurt your guarduin protecting you from things of evil many differnt things choudl make this happen...... My best answear is for you to foucas on your minds eye of crouse that is blamshpy to a christan so i cant help you there openign your minds eye is a dark magic to the christan god

do you personally think you have demons inside you or just the ones that follow you around...

well i will judge you by your reaction on this answear if you think i am crazy then so be it but here goes I dont have any more demons following me around there almost all gone as it is desteryd when hell was desteryed but there is one the king of hell and i belive he is in me *husrgs* take it how you will

but yah anywho you might be able to help me out in the long run in many ways vash.... what do you know about demons....

Almost ever thing there is to know about demons i know

the reson for this to is because my aura is diffrent then other people and she finds it very strange since it is unclear....

Funny you say your a christan when you belive in Aura's and stuff Aura is a term used by monks to descibe ones inner power showing on the outside it is the inner glow of ones own spirit and ablitles yours are differnt then most peoples.. most poeople dont even glow with a aura but some do


as for the rest of your post i really have nothing to say i have urges yes i have not filled them in a very long time and i have no need to nor have i done most of them i usely stay to my self and aroudn my cloest freinds that is all

"THis chould be from many differnt things a voice telling you for your own good to leave so as not to get hurt your guarduin protecting you from things of evil many differnt things choudl make this happen...... My best answear is for you to foucas on your minds eye of crouse that is blamshpy to a christan so i cant help you there openign your minds eye is a dark magic to the christan god"


first of all im going to tell you i AM NOT christian and i havnt said i was lol i dont belive in most of the religions they are non-sence to me only a few things stand out frm religons... sure i have read a few things in the bible (i have a few christian freinds who always are trying to how do you say conviert me to chirtianity i find that they are wasting there time tho lol but o well their choiuce to waste time) i am also at this point trying extremely hard to get my 3rd eye to be more clear but i know of no methods of doing this so im using my imagination you can say to open it more any suggestions on methods? i know what im doing right now is working but very slowly... and its strange ive used my 3rd eye a few times but it happened randomly im trying to master how to use it on will power/ command


"well i will judge you by your reaction on this answear if you think i am crazy then so be it but here goes I dont have any more demons following me around there almost all gone as it is desteryd when hell was desteryed but there is one the king of hell and i belive he is in me *husrgs* take it how you will"

o hey trust me on this one i do not think you are crazy that word is meaning less to me if anything i become more intresting in talking to people that migh be label crazy or think that peopel think they are crazy considering i know that most of the time they see the things that are oblivious to other people see.. what i mean by this is looking at the world throught unblinded eyes if that makes sence



"Almost ever thing there is to know about demons i know"

really hmm well im jsut going to say right now that there is more demons in reality then most people would even imagine.. we should talk more about demons considering i find it strange that some are helpful you could say while others are the complete oppisate.... and im not talking angels



"Funny you say your a christan when you belive in Aura's and stuff Aura is a term used by monks to descibe ones inner power showing on the outside it is the inner glow of ones own spirit and ablitles yours are differnt then most peoples.. most poeople dont even glow with a aura but some do"

i havnt said im christian once hehehe and i yes i belive in auras and a few other aspects of spirituality... and i think the reson many people dont have auras that glow are thier because they are not intune with there soul or disbelive in spirituality themselves and are lost because of society


"as for the rest of your post i really have nothing to say i have urges yes i have not filled them in a very long time and i have no need to nor have i done most of them i usely stay to my self and aroudn my cloest freinds that is all "

well hmm mabye its a good thing that you havnt filled you urges in awhile addictions can be hell sometimes... gotta love when you always haveing a physical substence on your mind (liek a ciggarett and what not ).. well you know keeping to yourself is a good thing but opening up everynow and then does help alot in the long runs its good to know u can always turn to somone for an oppinion and what not

I am still thinking but i will get back to you on that post as soon as i can i havent slept but a hour in 4 days so i am kinda tired gonan take some sleeping pills and pass out if i can will anwswear them later

Hey Vash ,Much Love

Your rite religion is a waste because it is man made

But a Christian is a person who is a follower of Christ
But man has tainted it to follow the pope (catholics)
And the head of the protestant religion is headed by the Quenn of england

But do you see that, take catholissism for example they are governed by the pope but being an evangelist(thats me) you dont follow any woman or man accept Jesus/God the Father/Holy spirit(The trinity )

You do what the bible tells you to do as a Christian not what the priest tells you
to do or his(the priests) interpretations

Religion is man-made

But people are called evangelists because
i am a follower of Christ but the bible says how to live as a christian which is Gods word believe what want .

And why i say God is a good God is because my mom has 2 brain hemorages a few years back and when you have 1 brain hemorage you have a 50:50 chance of living and my mom had 2 but she had a full recovery without brain dammage or anything wrong with her
Then she had a mini stroke and same again 100% recovery and no after effects but we found out that she was diabetic
She also saw angels when she was in hospital protecting her

Thats just my mothers expirience and all over the world thier are miracle happening today 10 times more impressive then that all over the world in Jesus name

Satan has got you were he wants you vash believe it or dont
But just remember he is the Deciever you will never realise his deception and you cannot outsmart him only Jesus can.

Love Elliott

A few years ago I had a similar concept to work out. I'll provide you the outlines from which you can move on and find the answer you seek. I could give the answer straight up but I'm sure it'll be more rewarding if you find it yourself.

Hey everyone,

Not to long ago I had a discussion about "The meaning of Life". Suddenly it went into a totally different direction concerning entities. We started talking about Eggregores, Servitors and Gods. I've gotten an interesting idea, but I feel on a shallow level that this is a flawed idea. Still I can't let go of it so I shall explain it and see what others think of it.

First my definitions.
An Eggregore gains conciounce and "life" through a group of people. This group will focus their ideas and energies onto one concept. They will give it personality traits, behaviour, morals but not a physical appearance to relate to it.

A Servitor is created by one individual or group. The servitor is a being with a set amount of traits and morals granted by the creator(s). It also has a defined shape and appearance to which everyone can relate to it.


When starting about gods I made the difference between the Christian God/Satan as well as ancient mythological Gods/Godesses. As I see it there is the Source (the All) and from this all came to be, including us. We however created the Gods that we worship, both the positive as the negative ones. Most mythological gods were created in order to express our lack of knowledge towards nature and life itself.

In another thread on these boards I also read the question "what if i use a selfmade being as a powersource, would it work just as well as worshipping a god?".

I see it that most religious icons are eggregores. Many people over the world having the same idea of what God, Satan or the prophet Mohammed stand for and their personality traits are so the speak. But no one has an idea what they look like. People focussing on the ideals on these beings, for so many generations, would generate quite a large pool of energy and thus the Eggregore (Gods) grow over time in power. This is why a self made entity would be weaker in power and aid because it has a lot less time and energy put into it.

People, for so many centuries and with so many at once, could cause great changes in the world. What if we stopped worshipping gods and such and would focus together on the world problems instead?

Just some non-worked out ramblings...

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I have been trying for a day and a half to respond to this post and nothing is comeing to mind i cant concnetrate i try but nothing comes out of my mind *sigh* i will post again once i am able to post osme thing worth while i just wanted to post to make sure you both elloit and evglis that i will respoond as best i can in a few thanks

Vash i know what is causing know thoughts to not come

It could be demonic reaction i know people who have had demons in them sometimes more then 1 and have not even have been doing the stuff you have been into, im not judging you but i must tell you that you have givin these demons a hold of your mind from past activities while not actually feeling like your possesed, lol

For instance as you read my or Saint,s posts a thought could come into your head that we are trying to hurt you emotionally but that is a lie because satan and his angels want to keep you from being saved

And by having those thoughts your in bondage because of your sin,
Do you follow

But Jesus offers a way out its called Forgivness ,he forgives you for all your sins past,present and future by putting them on him when he died on the cross

All you have to do is accept him and rebuke all the holds and bondage satan has on you in Jesus name but you must mean it ,you must ask jesus to come into your heart and choose to live a wholesome life in Jesus

Aren't religious people ever going to get tired of blaming "satan" or "god" for whatever happens in their lives. The big guy gave you free will so use it. You're forming thoughts yourself, even if you did not, then you still are responsible of acting upon said thoughts. IT IS YOU who is the last control point and if you # up it is YOU not some temptation from satan. You're the one acting on the thoughts and making decisions what to do with them and NO ONE ELSE. Saying otherwise it contradicting the teachings you follow. Follow everything or don't follow a thing.

OK i tryed to read both of your posts and i cant concentrate long enough i maybe got a hour of sleep last night maybe 2 and its been that way for a while now i don want to sleep and i cant its liek i just aint tired but i am going ot have to some time but any how let me just say that ..


I may have odd thougths in my mind once in a while but i never act on them and now i try to go to bed

Originally posted by Vash
OK i tryed to read both of your posts and i cant concentrate long enough i maybe got a hour of sleep last night maybe 2 and its been that way for a while now i don want to sleep and i cant its liek i just aint tired but i am going ot have to some time but any how let me just say that ..


I may have odd thougths in my mind once in a while but i never act on them and now i try to go to bed

Rest well Vash, my prayers are with you and for you. Then I'd say take a look at what elliott reid is saying. Elliot and I are not messengers from two different sources.

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i took three sleeping pills ment for 8 hours of sleep and i slept 9 and then woke up so i have no idea i will post in a few hours maybe more i am just hinking and lost

Originally posted by Vash
i took three sleeping pills ment for 8 hours of sleep and i slept 9

Please take it easy, some of us worry . A lot of people who find a sleep-aid is needed have a hard time going without. Reading textbooks usually was enough to put me down for the night...nothing exciting in those.

Originally posted by Vash
and then woke up so i have no idea i will post in a few hours maybe more i am just hinking and lost

You've got choice to make but before deciding which choices so it may be important to know, what is it that you want?

I know this post will make no really good ocmment or post on this topic but i have to ask

Have you ever woke up one day and just hated life hated ever thing about it and who you was?

and decided maybe its time to change it you yell out for some god to help you and he or she never answeard so you curse them call them names demand for some sign to happen and then the hole time wonder if there even is a god or goddess..

I was walking in the rain last night and found out i aint even sane any longer i just stoof there driping wet for maybe a hour looking up at the moon and then i went home and took a shower and went to bed it dident even seem like it happend the next morning besides my wet clothes on top of the washer ...

ive done something to that effect acaully inculding the yelling names out to the supposed gods and nothing happened but in my case it wasnt raining lol thats a first stupid bc and its non stop raining.. yah i did that about 6 days ago acaully and i just staired the the sky and moon for about 3 hours strait wiht some trance in my eye for about 1.5 of those hours... see the diffrance was i dont hate my life there is no reson to hate it if when things are cunfuzing as #... is live tho everyone goes througt ruogh times i no i do pff sanity just a word dont worry about it insanity is genius im insane if you ask me and i prefer to be it makes me happy thinking i think diffrently from the masses we are the unique people out of thee crowd be proud of it hey jsut live through the rough and take it like i do what ever you go through now only makes you stronger in the future and considering im only 17 and ive beeen through alot so im sure im going to be strong enough to put up wiht alot of # and seeing what you have said in thsi thread your nothing is going to phase you in the future jsut dont go and do anything stupid liek suicidal thoughts dont put a good life to waste from what i can tell you ahve a destiny and its much diffrent from alot of people look greatly on that


vash can you give me some info on the 3rd eye when you are not busy take your time tho you still ahve to reply if you want to everyoneses comments...

Originally posted by Vash
I know this post will make no really good ocmment or post on this topic but i have to ask

Have you ever woke up one day and just hated life hated ever thing about it and who you was?

and decided maybe its time to change it you yell out for some god to help you and he or she never answeard so you curse them call them names demand for some sign to happen and then the hole time wonder if there even is a god or goddess..

I was walking in the rain last night and found out i aint even sane any longer i just stoof there driping wet for maybe a hour looking up at the moon and then i went home and took a shower and went to bed it dident even seem like it happend the next morning besides my wet clothes on top of the washer ...

Yes. And then I found out Law of Attraction and I stopped wasting time and energy on having depressing thoughts or called for external help or guidance. All you do is attract more of it in that manner.

Stop looking outside for reasons, things to blame and help when all you need is within yourself. If you want to change then do it instead of doing what you're doing now. No one can help, no god nor human, cept yourself. Only people and written words can do is give you advice the rest is up to you. YOU are responsible so DO something. hey it may sound harsh but thats just how it is.

Originally posted by Vash
I know this post will make no really good ocmment or post on this topic but i have to ask

Have you ever woke up one day and just hated life hated ever thing about it and who you was?

and decided maybe its time to change it you yell out for some god to help you and he or she never answeard so you curse them call them names demand for some sign to happen and then the hole time wonder if there even is a god or goddess..

Yes. I was in a depression for about a year and suicidal for a number of months. At the time I didn't know why I had to go through so much suffering...but in talking with you I think I understand more than ever exactly why. I did call upon every god or supernatural being to prove itself to me and I would believe which is a very stupid thing to do, I should have been more specific. I got an answer from a very evil being demanding obedience because he proved himself. Fortunately there's always a way out when you don't commit to doing so. Anyway, that's a story for another day. In brief, yes Vash, I had been there and for a very long time. I believe you have people working for you. People like me and others who know specifically what you're dealing with. It doesn't sound or look like we're doing anything to most I'm sure, but we are. Reach me anytime about anything, even if it's just to listen. You know how.

Originally posted by Vash
I was walking in the rain last night and found out i aint even sane any longer i just stoof there driping wet for maybe a hour looking up at the moon and then i went home and took a shower and went to bed it dident even seem like it happend the next morning besides my wet clothes on top of the washer ...

Tactic. Be cautious of this one, it's very effective. The idea is to get you to believe you do not have any control. By doing so, it's easier to submit your will to whatever acts like it does. You've got a lot of composure and focus...denying that may lead to future slavery. I have to disagree with Enyalius again as I'm sure it's no surprise, but even trying to tackle this thing on your own is not sufficient because we inevitably fall to the seduction of appetites and self-desire. Have goals to do right not because they feel good, but because they are right. Most of the time what is right is not easy. Over time though, not doing right is no longer an option.

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