I have had 2 very vivid dreams regarding past lives, first allow me to explain my beliefs. I( believe there is no hell, the hell we receive is the
one which we deal with on this plane, I believe there are tasks your soul needs to accomplish, and lessons to be learned before you are awarded
entrance into "heaven", because you have finally paid your dues so to speak. If in a life upon the expiration of the Shell or vessel that is this
form, you haven't learned the lessons you were set to accomplish and master, you go to a virtual waiting room for a vessel to receive you, and you
are reborn."Hence the don't I know you from somewhere feeling" I don't think we come back as anything other than our original form, simply for
the fact, that there are enough souls of different species, to follow in their own journeys. This being said Ill move onto the topic at hand.
There is a difference in My dreams at least, I have the realistic dreams that border on fantasy, there are the visionary dreams, that let me know
something is going to happen, the nightmares, and the utter nonsensical ones, that leave me wondering if someone slipped me a really good hit of '___'
while I was dreaming
I have had 2 past life experiences. 1 took place in a time I would have to guess roughly around 1700's era. I only say this
because of the clothing people were wearing in my "dream" I was a plantation owner's daughter- I would like to say it had the climate of south
africa. I could feel the heat coming from the deep afternoon's sun, I was sweating and I could smell and feel the high grass blowing around my legs,
It was golden, and the skirt I was wearing, was long and light blue almost grey, I was very dirty because, we had helpers that were black, but we did
not own any slaves, they were part of our family, and I was helping in the fields. I remember hearing screams of a woman, who I was very close to.
She was surrounded by a mob of people,I screamed NO! they had her bound and tied, and they proceeded to execute her by removing her limbs, and then
finally beheading her. Her quartered body was then placed in a wicker basket and was handed to me. I began sobbing, and had this overwhelming
feeling of guilt, that had I said something I knew of, I would've prevented her execution. I woke up covered in sweat, and have been freaked out
ever since. The second time was when I met my husband, we had known each other on such a deep level before we even got to really know each other
both of us had recurring dreams when we were apart and it was always the same scenario, I was a yankee nurse in the civil war and he was a
confederate soldier. One day while sitting with him in my living room I had this really incredible vision, I saw a whole "life" flash befor emy
eyes. I had met him because he was wounded in battle and we fell in love, we were married in secret, and there was one friend who had witnessed the
marriage. During this time it was considered treason for consorting with the enemy, the penalty was death, we had our honeymoon and it was then I
conceived his child. We would sneak off and after a few months rumors starting travelling, and the confederate General started an immediate
investigation into the rumored treacheries of one of his soldiers betraying him. The friend who witnessed the marriage and kept our secret was
tortured for information, he eventually cracked. I then was awakened by the sounds of drunken men coming to my tent, dragging my husband with them,
there were about 6 of them, I could smell the whisky, and hear their voices as I was raped repeatedly, and then killed along with our unborn child, my
husband was forced to watch, and then was executed himself, only after watching me die.
Im sorry this was so long
We have a beautiful 2 and a half year old daughter together now, but we still both have the same feeling that for some reason we dont have much time
left here- it's very strange.
[edit on 9/19/2005 by denial28]