posted on Dec, 13 2008 @ 08:50 PM
heh...
I looked at the spinning woman .gif file posted in this thread and she was spinning clockwise. I used the scroll button on my mouse to scroll the page
down by accident, which dropped the page location down two lines and when I looked at the image again she was spinning counter clock wise. about 1
second later She then stopped and returned to clockwise motion for about 2 seconds and without me even thinking to make her spin counter clockwise she
reversed her direction again.
Am I that psychokenitically chaotic? maybe...
I think the .gif file was built using Flash, and that there's an action script controlling it.
But other than that, I've been able to:
sense empathic properties of rooms full of people... and animals
been able to read minds, understand the intent behind statements made - even where the statement made was false but the intent behind it was true
(even in instances where facial and body language were not a detectable factor)
have been visited physically by an etheral entity when only a child
been given etheral messages in visions both consciously as well as while within a sleeping state
have had one of these visions bring me out of a sleep state and had me pinned against the headboard of my bed for several seconds - in an upright,
sitting position
been given etheral information that has given me new information that has pretty much summed up the equasion of existance, which most people when I
reveal it too would walk away from and ignore it, call me a heretic, or every now and then want me to go talk with their religious mentor (priest,
pastor, elder, guru, etc.)
have been invisable to people at certain times
have used my mind to command others to do my bidding, even when they supposedly have the intelligence to be what they were assigned to be (FBI agents,
police, security officers, counselors).
have done things in front of others (as in a beserker typical format of behavior) that afterwards were in awe of what they'd just witnessed, asking
me questions of things I did not know I did, with them shocking me with things that I discovered I did moments earlier...
have been brought back from death twice - with no cognisant awareness of anything from experience happening while on 'the other side'
Have consoled people who were accutely distrought, calming them to a point of calmness
have, in front of others, brought forth shadows of faces and shadows of human form that were banished by me, or invited by me (without my having to
use mumbo jumbo - they just appeared)
and more.
Since the day I was an infant, I've always understood in the back of my mind that I'm somehow special, and am here to do something wonderful for the
rest of mankind. It has plagued my life to this day, and has driven me mad to understand this purpose. Recently however, what I believed to be special
seems to be something that in appearance may actually be harmful, to the benefit of a certain species of human on this planet.
So I live my life apart from humanity, and am alone. I commune with a force I choose to understand who is God, who is known by many as Jehovah... and
understand that it was this God's messenger Metatron with whom I have been fully in contact with.
Yes, I believe that I am insane, because I have learned too much without the help of humans and without the help of their understanding... and it
frightens me - truly frightens me. However, I also understand my intelligence, and have the goodness of God's grace within me to understand that
impulse is not an answer, but action's reaction.
I am alone. No one understands me, and there are few who think they do. No one believes me, but it's apparent that those that try were meant to walk
my path a short distance with me so that it might save them in the future.
So perhaps... I am psychokenetically chaotic, because I walk with God, and He with me. I wish there was someone that can help me - but I have not
found them yet.