The Dream......

The air was cold and wind was strong. I started to walk down a dusty road. It was quite,too quite. I looked around to see if anyone was there, but no one, not even a bird. I continued to walk and in the horizon there was a camp, a strange camp. It was something i have never seen before, hushed away from the nearby town. When I got to the end of the road, I could see the gates of the camp and there were two guards standing outside the gates. They looked at eachother and walked towards me.
Fear sank in, I didn't know what to do. The guards got closer and I was scared, I thought they were going to kill me. The guard on the left spoke to me. It was in german. I can't speak a word of german, but somehow I was able to speak to him. He told me that everyone was ready and we waiting for my commands. I nodded and the guards walked with me into the camp. As I walked through the gates, I heard screams, felt like I had entered hell. It was like walking around a zoo, but with people inside the cages. The people inside the cages had a jewish star on their clothing. I didn't count how many people were here, but it looked like hundreds or even thousands and they looked sad.

When I see people suffering, I usally help them, but in this case I felt almost as if I was on another level to them. It was strange and I didn't know why I was here and wanted to leave, but something inside me prevented me from going. Suddenly I heard a gunshot, then laughter, I ran quickly to see what happened and to my horror a small child had been shot by one of the guards. The guard should no signs of regret. He was a tall man, black hair and smooth face. But his eyes looked evil and he looked at me and smiled. I smiled back. I can't believe what he just done, I should be angery at him for killing a small child, but I wasn't. I walked over to him and shooked his hand. I couldn't believe what was happening.
I looked at the prisoners and shouted at them to move the girl. They did what I said and picked her up and carried her away. A guard shouted at me and told me I had a phone call in my office. I had a office?? things were getting to stranged for me. I had no idea where i was and didn't Know what I was doing. I walked away from the area ,where the girl was killed, and walked to my office. On my way to my office, it started to rain and I buttoned up my jacket. As I done it up, I could see a funny symbol on the jacket and I remember try to think where I had seen it before. Then I just ignored it and walked quickly to get out of the rain. I saw a building on the left and walked towards it.
I walked up to this tall,white building. It was my office. I can't explain to you how I know, but I just do. I opened up the door and warm heat hit me. I took off my jacket and sat by the fire and warmed up. Soon after I got in, a guard asked me if I was going to accept the call. I replyed to him that I was and I walked over to the desk and lifted up the phone. My heart stopped, I knew where I was and what I was doing here, it cannot be surely not.....

To be continued......


[Edited on 15-8-2003 by infinite]

I was the head of a Nazi death camp?? I thought to myself that i must be dreaming. But everything felt so real. The person who I was speaking to on the phone said that Hitler was ready for the "final solution". I didn't know what he ment, but I wrote down details of how it was going to be carried out. The details of which this was going to be carried out was horrific. This wasn't a human act. Deaths of millions of Jews were being planned out and I was part of it.
After finishing the phone call, I looked in the mirror and deep down I knew what i was doing was wrong. But the weird thing is I felt good about what I was doing and I was glad that these people were going to be killed in cold blood. I said to myself "what have I become?". I felt like I was apart of a nightmare which I couldn't awake from. I walked around the room trying to remember why I was here. But nothing in my mind could explain how I got here.

I walked outside and asked the guard not to disturbed me. I sat down at my desk and looked through all the paper work at the plans, which including weapons and plan to invade the whole of europe. I thumbed through about 5 papers when I came to this report. This report was about 20-30 pages. I flicked through it until I saw something which caught my eye. I was a report into gassing Jews. My heart sank then. The reports included how the Jews would react when they come in contact with the gas. I knew what we was doing was wrong and we were acting like devils. I wanted to leave, but i couldn't just walk out and never come back. They would come and find me and kill me. I had to find a way to leave this place. Then I knew what to do. I saw the gun on the desk. It was loaded and I picked it up. Put it to my head and pulled the trigger...

I was thrown upright in bed. I was breathing fast and sweat was pouring off me. I got out of bed and walked to the bath room. I looked into the mirror, no nazi uniform and I was at home. It was all a dream. I didn't understand why I had this dream though and I spent the night wondering why. As I thinking to myself, i started to cry, I was lucky because I was dreaming this, but sadly the halocaust wasn't a dream and I had seen pure evil.

The End

what do you?? personal i thought it was rubbish

I think dreams have a personal messages for every individual that has had one of these similar one. Though I can't figur out why you played the role as a Nazi camp leader?... Your character seems to enjoy Jews being tortured but you don't, has it ever occured to you that you went back in time and reinacted a part of history?

The reason i wrote it was because i used to have dreams (nightmares) where i was a nazi. Some of the dreams i worked in death camps.