posted on Aug, 20 2023 @ 03:31 AM
I don't think we live in a simulation. It reads like a cheap excuse to not take responsibility, not taking life serious.
I rather think our souls are part of something bigger, and only experience time while we are bound to these bodies. Call it God, Nature or life's
energy. This is why we have so many hints about reincarnation. Our soul may return to the source one day, after many life.
To this day I remember a fever dream that stuck in my head like a movie in HD. For a long time I didn't knew the meaning. I was very sick one time as
a child. I remember having fever dreams and seizures, time speeding up and slowing down in my perception.
I won't share the complete dream but it was a wizard dressed guy, pointy hat, with a stern but loving expression, taking me by the hand up through an
opening in the ceiling into a world that had a floor like made from these big balls children can use to hop around, just that only the top domes were
visible. Other children and adult like "ghosts" were having the time of their life on these things, using them as trampoline. We watched and he
pointed towards the group and said that's where I belong to, these are my people. I did not understand and the wizard kind of tried to explain to me
that I can go home or stay, but no matter what, my decision will be final and I can not come back here for a long time.
I then only remember
1) not trusting the man
2) being confused and wanting to go home to my parents
I think what I met that day, could have been my spiritual guide and I may have died that night, or was very close, asked if I wanted to fight or give
up.
I had that wizard in another dream when I was around 12 years old. Our whole premise/world was flooded with knee deep water and everyone was having
fun. But then felt watched, turned around and up in the barn, there he was standing, looking down at me, holding up his finger as if to "watch
out".
One and a half year later I got into an accident where my parents died and I was catapulted out of the car. Before the truck plowed through us, I had
that inner feeling, almost voice to turn around and get my drinking bottle from the trunk (that was accessible from the inside of the car). I opened
my seatbelt, turned around and the last thing I saw was the front of the truck and the lights getting dim.
I woke up when someone waiting on the other side of the train tracks finally could cross and pulled me out of a ditch full of water. The hospital
where I was had wizard/ star themed wall in the kids waiting room. The wizzard on top of a waterfall, looking down on the scene. I don't really
believe in randomness anymore.