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Waterglass
so I don't really like talking about this subject, but I do have instances of this sleep paralysis. I have had them since I was a child and they
continue to this day, though not on any regular basis or predictable pattern.
I mostly don't talk about it because I am at odds with my religion. while I do believe in God and Jesus (mainly because of these experiences and
others) I do not like the idea of predestination or the concept that God has condemned us to be subject to the devil.
In any case I will tell you that I usually recognize this presence while still in a dream state, we "do battle" frequently in these states and I
usually win due to my faith in Jesus.
I have never witnessed this Guardian in its full form, it is always in a "shadowy/ish" state where I can detect its presence, location and even
direction of movement in the dark, but never its full form.
Also I always know when the experience is NOT a dream and is in fact a form of sleep paralysis because it ONLY occurs when I am laying flat on my
back. I never ever lay down to sleep on my back, it always on my side or my stomach.
In some case, like the most recent. I am taken from a dream state into this paralysis due to some sort of physical contact, whether it my sense of
being touched or the blankets pulled or feeling something moving the bed itself, like someone lese just tried to lay beside or climbed onto the
bed.
In the most recent incident, I felt something at the foot of the bed. it felt like someone was sitting there next to me and when I awoke, laying flat
on my back, I could detect this darkness sitting there. My first reaction was to sit up but I could not move.
Edit: its more like it was lurking there, waiting to pounce, I could tell it was facing me but again I couldn't make out any specific form
I knew exactly what to do and I began trying to speak in prayer, as the word Jesus left my mouth this entity began to move away from me and I
immediately regained function and tried to kick at it. As I watched this thing (in the dark, again I cant really see but I know its there) retreat
into my closet, I'm assuming because its the darkest place around, I shouted NO and commanded it leave the house
I could instantly feel and see the energy of it dissipate and felt the energy of the room begin to relax. I remember closing the closet door and going
back to bed.
When I awoke again in the morning I have to pass my closet to leave the room and I caught a feeling that it was still in there. I opened it and again
commanded it to leave, this time in the name of Jesus, and I pointed to the door for some reason, then the energy was gone again.
I don't why I always feel bad after these incidents, like it was me that did something wrong, or that I am delusional.
I sometimes think that perhaps it is not evil, like maybe the spirit of a friend or family member that passed and I just insulted them and turned them
away.
But every time this happens, the feelings that I get are not fear, this thing definitely has ill will, at best.
Also Edited to add: I have not feared this entity for some time, but as suggested by a previous comment, this does not deter this thing.
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