I don't know what this is

for about 2 years now, i have had these strange....beings in my head. i call them beings because, while they seem to be a part of my subconscious, they do not reflect my personality. the first is called the criminal. he speaks to me with feelings, not words, but he gives me feelings of badnes. example. if i have a girlfriend, this criminal will tell me that every bad thing that i could possibly think of happening, is happening when i am not with her. and this seems a great deal stronger than just paranoia. the other is the wall. he is essentially what seems to be me from around 4 or 5 years ago. just cold and emotionless. this one actually seems to take over me for some reason, as the criminal does not. i become...a wall, hence the name, non responsive, emotionless, usually even non-speaking. the strange(r) thing is that while this is happening, i realize what is going on, but i cannot do anything about it, i cannot speak or anything. it just wears off in time, usually an hour or so. i am not as concerned with the wall as i am with the criminal, he is the one who seems to be doing the most damage. any insights are welcome.

Could be schizophrenia or multiple personality disorder....
I'd recommend seeing a trusted mental health specialist....

Originally posted by Gazrok
Could be schizophrenia or multiple personality disorder....
I'd recommend seeing a trusted mental health specialist....

i've thought of schizophrinia, i'm unsure. do you know if schizophrinia comes and goes? because these other folks seems to not always be around. this is just something that is unfamiliar,thus, frighrening to me. i wonder if me being a gemini is just a coincidence. isn't that split personalities?

Space_CowBoy33, I wouldn't consider the Gemini aspect too much.

I agree with Gazrok, it's probably prudent to go see a specialist in such matters. You might find they can ease any worries you may have with quicker than you thought.

Jack