Inner child of competence.

Satan disguises as an angel of light.

That which you follow you think is good and shines its brightness to you as something you adore, the competent being manufacturing your life as if it is a way, the inner child guiding you towards what you're convinced of that is good. It can rather be a discriminating force full of conflict with ideas totally based on guilt. A child born of self-inflicted pains from the lying it does in order to rule with self-righteousness.