bleed to you

ill do anything to be you,
ill do anything to keep you,
let me be and love you,
and i'll do what i do,
i need you here,
i wish you was near,
dont leave me,
stay with me,
i cant taste the apathy,
im to blind to see the empathy,
oh why i live this life,
let me slash my throat with a knife,
let me die,
let me die,
the blood will pour when i cry,
the earth will eat my soul up,
return my body to the heaven,
for my soul will dance in hell.

God wants me close,
God loves me dear,
i need him near,
i want to be with him,
even though he doesnt listen to me,
his voice has fallen silent,
i cant take the pain,
i cant be ignore,
no more, no more,
Sun continues to burn my face,
feeling the apathy of heavens grace.

i wish i could die just soon,
i want to feel something new,
Life is dull,
and pain is great,
i cant feel my life anymore,
they talk,
they burn,
and turn on me,
i hate this life so much,
there is not a lot i can take anymore,
Where is God when you need him?
Im sick of waiting for Jesus to save me,
might aswell save myself from me,
i might aswell burn in hell.