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DreamtimeMICHAEL
You write well
That was convincing. But i was already convinced.
Thanks to the OP also, and all participants of the thread.
What happened to me was... well, i was already insane before 2020. Alcohol has been my "coping" mechanism for a long time, since teenage, and i have
developed a serious alcoholism a long time ago. However, i am full of empathy and caring towards others. I loathe myself though...
Spring of 2020 came. Stories about a new virus. Remember those citizens of New York giving applause to the healthcare workers from their balconies? Of
course, a beautiful gesture but i felt horrible. I was scared. Really scared. A total train wreck site.
Then they started developing vaccines for the corona virus. I browsed ATS like a madman (which i am) daily. I read how long it has taken before, to
develop a fully approved vaccine that has undergone proper testing phases and trials and routes of approval to be used. My thoughts were "I am not
gonna go and wait in line to get myself this jab. I let others do that. I wait. I give it like 2 or 3 years. If it seems, at that point, that corona
virus still kills already sick / elderly people, and my vaccination might help, and the risk of serious side effects is minimal, i take the jab"
Where are we now? Where am i? Summer of 2022. Still un"vaccinated" and will remain as such. Lost all my friends. Lost all my relatives. Not to corona.
To fights. Verbal fights. Or just lack of keeping in touch. I saw, i felt how they became cold and distant. Like robots. I drank heavier than ever.
And that is a lot. I said a lot of nasty things. Like "Unvaxxed pure blood here again, go take your 30th booster, i hear you get a free pizza, you
sheep". Not cool. I admit. I have not been very adult and productive about this whole mess.
I am completely sober at the moment. On lockdown, because i mandated myself to be on lockdown during the midsummer festival, it is a big thing here in
Finland. I watched a clip from the media of a BIG festival, 30 000 people. Great artists. Smiling beautiful and handsome faces everywhere. I felt so
good that i cried a little bit. Many were interviewed. How they have been at home for 2 years and now they can be with friends and party in great
summer weather! I saw relief on their young faces. I felt relief too. The reason why i am on lockdown is that i avoid mass gatherings when it is a
holiday when everyone drinks alcohol. Bad things happen then...
I enjoy ATS a lot these days because i can find like minded people from here. Who see the hoax. The PLANdemic. And are not buying it. I have been
ridiculed. I have been insulted. I have been dismissed. Many wanted to send me to camps or force a vaccine against my will. Here i can be me. The real
me. And get at least some acceptance. It feels very good.
Thanks to everyone
Stay healthy, stay safe
But remember there is a big world out there for you to explore and have adventures in. It is a life. Your life. Live it, without fear. Sending love to
everyone!