Always feel like an alien

Ona reply to: ancientlight

One day, walking home from the fourth grade of my school, it dawned on me how different I was from everybody else. I was taught by my culture to act like they did, but my thoughts were entirely different. I saw them as reactive to outside stimuli to a large degree without questioning the experiences or their own thinking and acting-out behaviors. That was the day I realized that I was an observer both on myself and the rest of humanity.

That year of self-realization was 1948, the year that "flying saucers," started making modern inroads into our world. Later, as a young adult in 1964, I underwent what is know as an UFO abduction. Understand the connection or not, the UFO are here and not merely visiting. I learned later that my father had two UFO experiences, one in about 1910 as a child of about ten and another in about 1950.

The "medical exams" done to humans in the three decades from at least the early 1960 well into the 1990s were to change the DNA of many Americans who pasted those more subtle genes on to their subsequent families. We are witnessing the aftermath of those changes in every aspect of our mental and physical being.

Look far, far beyond the Wake notions and politics and of world governance . Our very civilization will change to the full degree of what the overlords want of us. And it is safe to say that if we don't kill off ourselves in the world-wide battles, they will be glad to end our suffering.

It is time to think about such crazy ideas as cosmic law and where we stand on that situation. Call them gods or devils, our fate lies in our hands, not theirs. They are both teachers or school janitors.

The MBTI suggestion is an interesting one. It is not 100% great, but simply a jumping off point.

I tend to test INTJ which is like a unicorn as I am also a woman. Statistically speaking, there are only about 4 of us per every 500 people, give or take 1. And one of our prime characteristics is that we're in no way girly. We just don't see the point of it. There are others, but that's a big one that cuts us off from most society with others right there.

originally posted by: ketsuko
The MBTI suggestion is an interesting one. It is not 100% great, but simply a jumping off point.

I tend to test INTJ which is like a unicorn as I am also a woman. Statistically speaking, there are only about 4 of us per every 500 people, give or take 1. And one of our prime characteristics is that we're in no way girly. We just don't see the point of it. There are others, but that's a big one that cuts us off from most society with others right there.

Thank you for that insight. I might take it sometime, don't really care too much for personality tests or medical diagnosis labels . I think we're just more open to new ideas and are more 'out there' ? While most like to stay on earth with both feet firmly planted in the soil I tend to be a dreamer. Can't imagine life without dreaming, fantasy etc. I would suffocate

a reply to: ancientlight

Again, that is a hallmark of the personality type. Because we have so much internal mental life, living in our heads, we tend to be far more open minded than people realize or think because outwardly, we can seem very set. The thing is that we tend to consider the angles, make our decisions, and the process is internal. However, if presented with new, sound reasoning that alters what we know, we typically have no trouble re-evaluating and may refine or even change based on the update. The issue is "new, sound reasoning and data". That's more difficult to do than most people get, especially in the age of "muh feelz".