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JAGStorm
Only once and it changed my view on things a lot.
Back in my teens my sister would torment me a lot. Go through my room and steal things, gift them to others. One day I was reading in one of my
mother's book of shadows. There I found a text, the spell is not important it's the intention and awareness.
I read about how one can charge up mineral stones with energy. So I forged a plan to charge up that one stone she liked to mess with and put it on
different places in my room, just to unsettle me and tell me "I was here".
It was a rosen quarz, about two fists in size. I meditated a lot and decided to discard the stone. She already picked that object for her to mess with
me so I abandoned it. Everytime I meditated, I projected all the negative things that were brought towards me, as well as the resulting negative
thoughts into that stone.
One day, I am down in the kitchen and I hear a bang. Not really a bang, it was too fast for one. More like a very loud and fast snap and then my
sister squealling. And then I got a real bad feeling and ran up to her. I saw her leaving my room and went into it, the rosen quarz was scattered
throughout the whole room. Like it exploded. Tiny pieces everywhere. I found some months later behind furniture. I doubt she smashed it on the carpet
floor as there were pieces in the lamp shade above even.
That day we both became sick. We were both feeling unwell, cramps, similar to menstrual pain but also headaches, no energy for anything. When she
started puking her gut's out on the next day I got a real daunting feeling and that I did something that was not okay. I don't know exactly what it
was, me harvesting negative energy or the intention focusing it into an object, well knowing at some point in time, she will touch it.
We went to bed sickly and even my aunty was picking up something is not right. I decided if it was because of things I set in motion, then I need to
undo it because not only didn't I want my sister to be sick, just thought she might get a shock or something. I meditated once again in bed and fell
to sleep at one point. The next day we woke up both feeling fresh and rejuvinated, no signs of sickness anymore.
Was it a gut virus / bacteria? Or was it me? I am unsure.
But your thread reminded me instantly of that. This sharp, short penetrating snap. Like when you let off the slide on a pistol or something that is
spring loaded snaps back. A stone impacting on carpet and shattering does not make that sound and even if, not violently.
I asked her of course after the incident wtf she does with my stuff and she said she just wanted to look at it (mhm..) but got a terrifying feeling
and pain when she did, so she dropped it back on the sideboard and then it shattered and the sharp noise. It's a wonder she didn't get hurt by shards
hitting her face because the sideboard was high, like chest height.
That tought me to be very careful for what I wish, my thoughts and how to look at the world. I am still not taking it complete for "mystery" but it
does not matter, I do not plan on repeating this. I think I learned this lesson.
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