~Flowers for you~ ^-^

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That’s so cool looking like really cool looking. Thanks for that one! I’m gonna post a few from my walk from earlier today in just a bit

*hugs back*

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The macro shot is on my living room wall

I made it during a night dive, the camera was lent but had all the bells and whistles like UV lamp and filters. Preset in automatic mode, just aim wait and fire, no big skills needed

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I went back to see who you were cause your nothin name seemed familiar to me

I went through a few of your stories and a poem. I’m a sucker for any kind of poem. Nice yes, we’re all mad here

...

Thanks.
It's good to look-up profiles, and posting-history here.

Ya never know what kind of weirdo you're dealing with, but when you look them up :
you have a better idea of what kind of weirdo they are !!

a reply to: ThatDamnDuckAgain

That’s awesome that’s a photo you have hung up and you experienced and took that photo yourself, that’s wicked cool.

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Hahahahaha!! What kinda weirdo am I dealing with here ?!? that’s so funny. I’m the ultimate weirdo, I mean I’m not weird .. I’m eccentric

I kept a dog this past week and we got to go on a walk every morning on a trail that was near. It was fun

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Did the tarmac smell after the rain? Beautiful colors, thank you for sharing the paradise you must live in

Looks like your walk-mate is keeping an eye out for you, too.

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What is this? The color and size don't seem quite right for a gecko.

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I literally took a lil skeleton around with me the other day and placed him in diff spots ..

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He was the best walking mate. I miss him!

I know I was smelling sweet scents after the rain but I didn’t know what was giving off that scent

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The smell of wet tarmac has something special to it, don't know why. Childhood memories of summer rain?

Forgot to ask about the white thing, that's what felt incomplete when I sent my post, was too focused on the dog comment...I love you! Your refreshing and playful creative mind makes me smile

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I literally took

I figuratively tore my hair out looking at pictures of 600 varieties of tree frog.

Some had 3 toes, some had 4.
Some had webbed fingers, some didn't.
One thing they had in common was that they actually use their fingers(toes) to grasp the tree branches. I didn't spot one striking a "look ma, no hands" pose.

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Nice

I love you too!!

I really enjoy being silly rather than serious. I can be serious but it’s not exciting for me. I still have crying sessions but it helps sooo much. I’m manic depressive but that label doesn’t define who I am. I am just one crazy blue cat living one day at a time and loving it!

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Hahahaha!! Whoops ..

Nice at least you got to see some awesome looking tree frogs I bet

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Forget the labels, aren't we all a bit ...Bluna? Well at least according to a sparkled orange lemonade soft drink advertisement, asking this loaded question to us as kids. Mean everyone has this little freak inside and it needs air to breath too

Sometimes, when I feel to, I rhyme and sing my own text over music on the radio. Annoys others sometimes because I go the extra mile (Eaenescene being the best example), but if it makes them smile ..I win. Just one example, in English, totally free so you get the idea. Only on song's I know the rythm so I can plan a sentence or two ahead before saying/singing it .

Evanescene Bring me to life - freestyle "watching someone working version" - fresh out of J's kitchen:
www.youtube.com...

How can I loosen up this bolt
with my bare hands?

Le-an in you, darling, into the wrench
so it's gone come unclamped?

You feel the to-o-o-rgue,
the socket eating - out - the - bolt.

-until you find it there,
right in, the, hand....
book.

(drop) (wake me up)

It's counter-clockwise tap!
-Wake me up inside!
Who on earth would to that?
-Wake me up inside!
Get the drill and save me from # up!

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I hadn’t heard that song in ages! Thanks for sharing that

I seriously used to sing and rhyme a lot out loud but yea my boy and hubs were getting annoyed with me so I stopped.

I guess best way to explain my head would be I keep file cabinets and it kinda looks like a library. The file cabinets tho can be blurry at times till I try to reach in and dig. I did a lot of EMDR therapy and a lot of my memories are now fogged over.
There’s lots of brick walls set up that I can grab at any moment to block someone’s energy from getting inside.
I went to the hospital yesterday for my lil sis. It was located in a city called Memphis. It’s a whole diff vibe than my town. Anyway, it was really hard to block anything once there. Once I got home I felt depleted and had to try and decompress my whole being.

I might be sweet
But inside I’m mean jk I mean I can be mean. Mean mean. Anyway.. i really like that evanescence song.

I’ve been listening to a lot of beats like dubstep and psychedelic stuff

I have flowers to post!! I’ll be back with flowers for you all

More flowers for you guys I went to my dads to celebrate his birth and these were at his house.







And then this was at a bar the other night. I was tipsy off alcohol and hide behind my camera so much that no ones energy effected me that night

This is not my poem but one that helped me a lot.

This is in my book of poems called poems that touch the heart.

The language of friendship is not words but meanings. It is intelligence above language.

The Bommerang

One unkind word in the early morn
Will poison the thoughts for the day;
One unkind look to one we love
Will take all the sunshine away.
And twice all the sunshine we take away
From the lives of others at early day
We steal from ourselves the whole day long,
And we lose the beauty of earth’s glad song.

One little smile when things go wrong
Will drive off many a frown;
One pleasant look, though the thoughts do rage,
Will put the tempter down.
And twice all the pleasure that we give out,
At the time when we are most tempted to pout,
Will sweeten our lives like a breath of May,
And the sun will shine through the whole glad day.
Carrie May Nichols

This is my from my mini rose bush
I took this like a lil over a month ago

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For me it's layered floors in buildings located along a spiral that goes back in time. Not really, but that's how I would describe it in physical terms.

EMDR therapy

Fist bump. My memories are sharp as day one about it, just they do not haunt me. When they do, I desensitized enough to shove them away, learned to take it with humor when I chase them back to the place I lock them away. Not humoring the memory but kind of like when you chase turkey back to the coop and have to laugh about yourself and the situation...

Had a total crush on Amy Lee when I was 16

I used to convert my collected meanness into determination behind the wheel. Not road rage, I am very responsible and accurate driver. However on the track you don't want to be passenger because I used to get that look when I had nothing to loose. The way I move the car is that it's always either accelerating hard or decelerating hard, on the limit and beyond it. There's me and that white line coming into view on the horizon that I chase. Sometimes I catch up and am meters away (tight curves) sometimes it runs away from me like a rocket and I up the game too.

It's best described from the look of a passenger, what I seek, the stress and overcoming it: As a passenger you're going to think we never make it through that curve and until that thought ends, we already did it and your brain needs to refocus on the new, unknown situation, doesn't know what the car can do and not do...

Puhh.. long story short, that's why I collect my meanness for these moments, because it takes a lot of determination and meanness to face the own body responses like fear, panic and walk on a razors edge and keep the nerves. Convert it into something useful instead of letting it out, happen, or whatever the meanness would entail.

Dubstep isn't what I looked much into but I can recommend you some fine progressive trance and GOA tracks if you didn't look into it yet for yourself. If you like psychedelic / trance like music stuff.

Nice flower pictures
By any chance is that a magnolia in the third picture? One thing I do is collect these flower leaves when they are ripe and put them on paper inside my closet. Natural scent on the clothes without chemics.

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I stole this picture from the American Bird Conservancy.

I just saw two hummingbirds land on the driveway. I don't think I've seen them do that before. I looked it up and found out that they do that sometimes, but they don't walk much because of center of gravity issues.