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a reply to: Lux96

Thanks for your post. It's a huge contribution.

BTW, I also believe the connection between demons and mental health is true.

Even if you are skizophrenic, you sound reasonable.

a reply to: Lux96

I would never give any advise of medical nature over the Internet nor would I ever trust any.

All I was saying is I can follow an online course and call myself a psychiatrist. Psychology is a real science.

I am not saying there aren't people with advanged tech screwing with your head but I believe Karl12 wasn't saying that either.

originally posted by: keukendeur
a reply to: Lux96

I would never give any advise of medical nature over the Internet nor would I ever trust any.

All I was saying is I can follow an online course and call myself a psychiatrist. Psychology is a real science.

I am not saying there aren't people with advanged tech screwing with your head but I believe Karl12 wasn't saying that either.

I know some things I experience is paranoia and psychosis, but it is always first triggered by an event where you really feel there is something going on.

But thank you for explaining.

a reply to: Trueman

I can't find it anymore but there was a study showing that religious experience and psychotic episodes take place in the same part of the brain.
Since the psychiatric explanation that it's hormonal imbalance is... well at least 'unconfirmed' (to put it politely) I personally strongly feel this is kind of the smoking gun for an external stimuli to be the root cause for both.

But say that publicly and your life is basically over.

originally posted by: Peeple
a reply to: Trueman

I can't find it anymore but there was a study showing that religious experience and psychotic episodes take place in the same part of the brain.
Since the psychiatric explanation that it's hormonal imbalance is... well at least 'unconfirmed' (to put it politely) I personally strongly feel this is kind of the smoking gun for an external stimuli to be the root cause for both.

But say that publicly and your life is basically over.

I must say, being psychotic also has a healing capability, meaning it changes your conciousness to the point where you open up again towards things you normally wouldn't consider doing, it gives alot of energy and you feel more connected to nature and want to live healthy so drink more water, eat more vegetables, try to get some exercise. It can change you in a good way and for that I thank those demons. But they tried to destroy me tho, and they succeeded for a large part, because since the first psychotic episode, I've been struggling ever since. I'm not living, I'm surviving.

a reply to: Lux96

Been there, done that, so I fully understand.
But in days long gone and in some still semi-original tribes, a sort of induced 'trip'/psychotic-episode was part of growing up or initiation rite.
To have at least one episode is totally normal I think, some people just rationalise it into a religious experience, mid-life-crisis, spiritual enlightenment, occult curiousity etc.

There are a lot of examples coming to mind, most famously probably Jim Carrey

originally posted by: Peeple
a reply to: Trueman

I can't find it anymore but there was a study showing that religious experience and psychotic episodes take place in the same part of the brain.

I bet that part of the brain controls other things too. The whole brain is a multitasker.

a reply to: Trueman

I don't know, honestly but the brain appears to be more a relay station than the bridge (on a ship).

I mean there are organisms making 'smart' decisions who don't have a brain. The human urge to look for a centralised 'commando-unit' is probably one of the great follies and the thoughts are most likely more a concert of all the consciousness-carrying-cells that form you.
Just my 2cents

originally posted by: Peeple
a reply to: Lux96

Been there, done that, so I fully understand.
But in days long gone and in some still semi-original tribes, a sort of induced 'trip'/psychotic-episode was part of growing up or initiation rite.
To have at least one episode is totally normal I think, some people just rationalise it into a religious experience, mid-life-crisis, spiritual enlightenment, occult curiousity etc.

There are a lot of examples coming to mind, most famously probably Jim Carrey

I know this experience, but it's a lil different, I transcended duality one day and it felt so blissful, you didn't put blame on anyone and you felt completely connected to the Universe, I remember looking at the stars because I felt it was all part of me and I had so much peace, so much love, pure bliss. But like he says, it's only for that moment and it's hard to get back there, you fall again eventually.

originally posted by: Peeple
a reply to: Trueman

I don't know, honestly but the brain appears to be more a relay station than the bridge (on a ship).

I mean there are organisms making 'smart' decisions who don't have a brain. The human urge to look for a centralised 'commando-unit' is probably one of the great follies and the thoughts are most likely more a concert of all the consciousness-carrying-cells that form you.
Just my 2cents

Sounds legit, they still don't really know if consciousness comes from the brain, but I've had experiences where I could see my self and my view was like one meter above my head, so I looked down in an angle and saw myself standing, it didn't last long and was drugs induced, very weird but cool, but does not have to be longer than it was because then it would become scary.

a reply to: Lux96

I was hugging a really tall guy with closed eyes and saw my hand patting his back as if I was sitting on his shoulder.
Same thing. See? I told you I understand what you're talking about.







Since we're sharing: the weirdest thing was when I was in the bath tube no nozzle, not touching myself and I suddenly had the most amazing orgasm.
Only happened once.

originally posted by: Peeple
a reply to: Lux96

I was hugging a really tall guy with closed eyes and saw my hand patting his back as if I was sitting on his shoulder.
Same thing. See? I told you I understand what you're talking about.

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Haha, must be weird.
I think my weirdest experience was when time and ofcourse movement was slowed down, other people didn't seem to notice, it would look like if someone would try to beat me I would have a lil bit more time to defend it because it comes in slower.
That 'energy' also made me go slower but I could go normal speed if I did some effort, it was not hard to overcome that grip on you.

And I was riding with my scooter and I saw cars 'gliding' like they were on ice and I was going faster than the cars and the thing that checks your speed you see next to the road said I was going 90. Weird as #, but I enjoyed that vibration and that downtempo pace, ofcourse it would get weird but if we would be used to it, we would have more time to react to accidents, you know what I mean, it was more harmonious, even though it's really weird, I didn't feel bad I actually felt good... Hmm

edit on 14-7-2021 by Lux96 because: got stuck in the quote wooops

a reply to: Lux96

Still wondering how I didn't get an accident as this would be labeled psychosis, surely a car should of hit me when I cross roads....

a reply to: Peeple

According to me the center should be the soul but the brain is in constant rebellion. I guess is how it is supposed to be.

A mechanism for self improvement. A duality if you want. 2 eyes, 2 arms, 2 legs, brain and soul.

The last 2 are capable of beautiful and amazing creations when they work together. Mozart, Einstein, Shakespeare, Vivaldi, ....

a reply to: Trueman

I'm just an amateur but people seemed to enjoy this one, it's my only creative hobby but it's the best thing what came to me.
I've reached a point where it actually sounds like a song, but still so much to learn, and most of it I just don't understand lol.

Music and 'sound' is pretty complicated.
soundcloud.com...

a reply to: Trueman

Holy cow folks !

Worse than any virus. What happens when everybody is crazy ?

Just because I'm paranoid doesn't mean they aren't out to get me.

originally posted by: Klassified
a reply to: Trueman

Holy cow folks !

Worse than any virus. What happens when everybody is crazy ?

Just because I'm paranoid doesn't mean they aren't out to get me.

I agree and I'm pretty sure you're right.

originally posted by: Klassified
a reply to: Trueman

Holy cow folks !

Worse than any virus. What happens when everybody is crazy ?

Just because I'm paranoid doesn't mean they aren't out to get me.

Yep. And when you catch them infraganti they call you paranoid. Hahaha !

originally posted by: Trueman

originally posted by: Klassified
a reply to: Trueman



Yep. And when you catch them infraganti they call you paranoid. Hahaha !

So true. Experienced it multiple times.

edit on 14-7-2021 by Lux96 because: wtf is wrong with getting stuck in those damn quotes, I don't know this forum well enough.

originally posted by: Lux96
a reply to: Trueman

I'm just an amateur but people seemed to enjoy this one, it's my only creative hobby but it's the best thing what came to me.
I've reached a point where it actually sounds like a song, but still so much to learn, and most of it I just don't understand lol.

Music and 'sound' is pretty complicated.
soundcloud.com...

Is this the same song you had posted a thread about?
It’s soo good. I love this type of music so much.

I like the quote “how we perceive the world and .. that is a strange place, let me tell you.
It’s all in your head….?”