My Experience with a possible light being, I'm finally sharing. Was it Astral? OBE?

a reply to: BerkshireEntity
The beautiful female entity you describe perfectly-I have "met"(wrong word-experienced?)her during my shamanic phase.
The way you describe her is pretty much exactly how I saw/felt her-although words are not enough for the sheer power and overwhelming feeling of love,protection,euphoria that she seemed to envelop me with.

I have had plenty of shamanic journeys and thought I had "seen" it all until I met her.
For the most part during those experiences I was fully aware that I was in an altered state due to whatever shamanic "tools" I was using as fuel for the journey

But not when I met her-She seemed more real than anything on planet earth I have encountered.
She was aware of me,and was communicating with me with the most beautiful sounds I have ever heard,an indecribable form of other dimensional vocal music-but something more perfect than what we would call music.
I could so nearly understand her yet not quite-its hard to explain.

I was crying tears of love through the whole experience,and have always thought she was in some dimension just out of our reach,yet maybe more "real" than anything in our world.

I call her the "universe mother"-I know that sounds hippy trippy but the name fits.


That was such a beautiful experience it almost made up for when I met what I think was her evil twin..
I don't really want to talk about her but she was the opposite in every way and I still remember the unholy terror when I felt that this beast was aware of me and was trying to pull me towards it.
Not pulling with hands,but with a force that folds time and space and is all consuming-think black hole vibes.
A slow,evil detemined suction that pulls in planets,suns,time itself.
Terror and horror does not begin to describe the feeling.

I want the universe mother to be real-but not if that means the other thing is also real.
I am not scared of much in this world,but if that thing exists in some other dimension then no one is safe.

To be safe(and for my own sanity)I try to convince myself that my brain was playing tricks on me-although I know what that looks like,and this was very different.

a reply to: Silcone Synapse

That is absolutely incredible. It gave me chills reading your experience because I experienced practically everything you stated. The all encompassing feeling of pure unconditional love that was so incredibly overwhelming (but very much enjoyable) and just radiating from her. And the words she said and a sort of beautiful cosmic tone or music as you said were said without her moving her lips or opening her mouth. It was telepathic for sure. I feel it was an absolute honor to have that experience, one to be cherished. And even nearly 20 years later I remember almost perfectly every moment, every feeling, every sight and sound like it had just happened to me. Like you said, you just know it was real, and as I feel it was more real then real because it was so vivid, so interactive etc. The only word i can use to somewhat describe everything is that is was sublime.
Thank you for posting, that was absolutely incredible to see someone else (especially on ATS as it is a small part of the internet population) that had a similar experience with the same benevolent entity, what are the odds? seriously lol it has to be absolutely astronomical to just be "coincidence", besides, there are no coincidences Im stunned, truly!

also to add: you do shamanic practices ( I understand sometimes that involves certain plants to induce said experience, and I love it, I have an affinity to our plant friends who help us do that) I wasnt under any plant "tools" with my experience but this to me validates even more both our experiences. Because if I had it without use of a shamanic tool and you did with a shamanic tool, then there is no way it was just an hallucination or lucid dream or whatever some naysayers may try to debate with. This means it is a very real entity with benevolent intent of love, light and compassion. These entities that sometimes many different people from around the world experience are real, plain and simple. They are just in another dimension or frequency, some come from the astral, some are ET's, some are earth beings etc. To discount any of these things as hallucinations and such are not looking at these facts and are going by antiquated "offical" approved sources by the so called academic community (not all btw, some are very interested in this stuff).
There are many advances now though in consciousness studies which show these things are likely not a product of imagination.

Also to add: I wouldn't want to meet that negative or sort of "opposite" being that you mentioned. I wont ask details but that sounds like it would stick with you probably as much as the benevolent woman.
Thank you again for your incredible reply and sharing your experiences!

From my own accounts, when I used to a vivid practitioner, one time, I felt an saw some kind of tunnel of light come into my minds view an envelope me. And thing were just different, it was like being in love, walking on air or dare say water without the love hits.

Then near the end of year some months later, it kicked me out, and kindly too. Oddly, I think it had something to do with the internet at that point in time. Although in my younger years, I do recall a very recurring feeling that constantly shocks my memory some what. It always felt like a dark, an forbodding/bidding presence over me, an it often just felt painfully slow. Funny thing, I got into that New Age jargon one time, an tried a positive vibes I haven't been able to get back for enough seasons. After that, it just sort of welcoming an just disappear as quick as it would creep up. One

Personally, I find, prayer is a much more simpler form of meditation, with reiterating mantras or tongues an what not. Mine came from a cheesy 1980s anime, it been working. As astounding and sublime it can be, being attached to such experiences often might work against, especially in the crazy entrophic an impermanent world it is. I even had some kind of famarility, with the Saturn theory for some dumb reason that just felt familiar.

Been writing a more detailed account of my experience with this entity. As I said, it was life changing and the images, thoughts and especially the feelings will be heavily imprinted into my mind, for that sake my DNA, for the rest of my life. I finished a rough draft of the account the other day. Now I am just going through and fixing some errors and putting in more of what I remember of that whole evening and experience. There were some hours of missing time, I still don't know what happened there but I am working on it. Once i finish the full account I will share it here, it's over 11 pages long though so I hope I can fit it all on here unless maybe I make a PDF or google docs link to it. Thanks for everybodys input!!