My Experience with a possible light being, I'm finally sharing. Was it Astral? OBE?

So this is this first time I am sharing this experience in a public manner, before now I only shared with a handful of close people.

About 20 years ago I was in highschool, I was 16 or 17 when this happened but I recall so much so very vividly. I had been out most of the day during summer playing basketball and doing a lot of hiking that day. About 6 years prior I learned a little about meditation and had been practicing it a bit here and there through those years and now am very into it. Anyway it was about 8pm or so and still light out so I went down to my bedroom which I lived in a pretty neat basement setup in our small house. It was refreshing down there during summer because of the cool air and felt nice on the hot summer days and nights. I sat on my bed and turned on my lava lamp and this trippy fiber optic little lamp that changed colors lol. I started getting into my meditation and pretty quickly I fell into some sort of experience. All of the sudden in this experience I felt a lot of rain, a big thunderstorm of sorts and I noticed I was laying down on a bed or floor of a log cabin type home (which my real home was not) and I felt something bad was going to happen and then it did. The roof of the log cabin caved in on me, I was sort of crushed and trapped by beams and other debris while I was laying down. I felt no pain, just trapped with a bunch of rain heavily falling on me and I had the feeling that "well I'm done for, just accept it", and while all this water was falling on me I felt peace in a way. All of the sudden I am above this body that is trapped, well my consciousness anyway, and I see that its not me. It was a different body, different clothing... it looked like I was wearing black late 1700's or 1800's style overall type pants and a black shirt that was just soaked to the core. While this all happened fairly quickly it seemed like time slowed down to notice whatever I could, I was floating there looking at this body and wondering how this happened and why is my consciousness here in this different reality?

While I'm sort of floating there I caught notice of this enormous white and goldish light getting brighter and brighter to the point I almost couldn't look at it, It was like trying to look at the sun but I was able to adjust and this beautiful feminine being was there floating in all this light, actually emitting light around her aura. It was pure ecstasy. Looking at her and being near her brought me to tears. Not of sadness but of pure love and compassion. Her size seemed huge to mine. I don't like to inject religious figures into this but the best way I can explain her look is sort of the some of the paintings or statues of the virgin mary, like the soft but beautiful facial features, a smooth but short sort of pointy nose, very small mouth like a horizontal line but with a slight smile and wearing a robe type of clothing and I noticed a blue color to it. She had a very thin neck like you could put one hand completely around it thin. Her eyes sort of big but all the light made it hard to notice more but seemed to also have like fairly straight horizontal eyelids. While I'm looking at her in pure happiness and overcome by her presence, she sort of consoled me, showed a lot of love and then said something along the lines of "It isn't time to do this yet" or "your not ready yet" without moving her mouth. It was a telepathic thought transfer but in it was embedded so much more information of love, compassion, and understanding. I know there were other things said or transferred but to this day I still don't know what.

After she said what she had told me, my consciousness or soul was shot through so much light in a tunnel type thing and all of the sudden it slammed back into my normal body in my normal reality and when that happened, I sat up so fast like I was slammed in and I took the biggest gasp of air in my lungs I had ever had. Somewhat like if you were holding your breath underwater for a long time and it was the last second you can get air. I sat there with tears rolling down my eyes in happiness and I was sort of shocked also at what happened. When I looked at the clock it was close to 1 AM and it was raining hard outside. There was pretty intense thunder and lightening also, I found all this very very odd.

At first I interpreted this as some sort of near death experience but there wasnt anything where I should have been near death. So after all these years after researching a ton I've come to the conclusion that a light being came to me and gave me some sort of experience or brought me out of some sort of experience, possibly in the astral realm.

It wasnt a dream. I've experienced many lucid dreams and even a few precognitive dreams which I also would like to share soon. It was real as real can be, I just knew it was a reality, my consciousness was somewhere else. This beautiful loving being was there to do something. I wonder if I was traveling in the astral to somewhere I wasn't supposed to be, or maybe I was meant to have that experience because after that I was sure there was life outside of earth and this realm. I always from a young age interested in UFO'S, ET'S, orbs, other dimensions etc. And I am a true believer to this day of all of that stuff.
I do wonder about missing those nearly 5 hours because when I meditated it was usually for an hour or so. I'm just putting my truth out there, not trying to convince anyone about anything, just sharing my very real experience with everyone. I hope it might bring others forward as I have only told a handful of people so far in my life, and over the past few months seeing other people share their odd experiences, it inspired me to share this.

So what do you guys think? have any of you experienced this type of thing?
Could it be in this reality? A parallel reality or some other dimension?
Or could it be a ET contact? ( I personally think its this or an astral experience)

Thanks everyone, I'll be checkin in on this thread!

very interested in this subject will read this post fully later tonight

My older brother was into meditation when I was younger. If he still is I do not know. But he used to have a website up teaching how to get into meditation. I found the website by accident looking his name up trying to get his email address. Anyway he talked about how at a certain stage you get what is called a macabre experience during meditation.

The whole point of meditation is to open up your mind to let spirit entities in. These spirits are of course malignant in nature. Meditation comes from ancient eastern religions steeped in spiritism and demonism and is in deed demonic in nature. Spiritism in all its forms is forbidden by God in the Bible because it has you get into contact with evil wicked spirit forces, some whom may disguise themselves as angels of light (as Satan and his ministers disguise themselves as ministers of light and righteousness).

That is all I can relate about this subject from my personal knowledge of it.

originally posted by: MidnightHawk


The whole point of meditation is to open up your mind to let spirit entities in.
That is all I can relate about this subject from my personal knowledge of it.

Patently false.

Unless you are defining spirit entities as qi/prana/energy. Which you are inhaling right now.

Meditation is about storing new energy, cleansing oneself, and stilling the mind to nothingness, creating mental discipline.

a reply to: BerkshireEntity

Sounds to me like you saw a past life. Then your soul saw part of the 'in between'
I have had this happen in some meditations as well.

a reply to: chris_stibrany

I agree, That energy is all around us, it is us. Life force flowing and quieting the mind and gaining balance and all that. I love it. I wasnt in a good place for some years and since ive cleaned up the past 5 years I came back to meditation in a big way. Shedding negativity and things that dont serve you. so simple but so profound in a way.

a reply to: BerkshireEntity

You mention you are interested in this stuff, and since you have the ability to do this.. you tried to recreated this, if so what happened and how many times, if not why ?

a reply to: BerkshireEntity

I used to meditate and do other things weekly. Now that I am getting older (almost 40) I am finding it harder to slough off the dross of material living and pleasure seeking and get back to basics like in my early 20s and late teens. I have progressed a lot a lot but it is way harder in some senses now, even while being better at meditation for example, it is harder to motivate myself to do it.

a reply to: chris_stibrany

I've thought this through also. From what I have learned about past life experiences it definitely is a good possibility. Ive thought about getting a past life regression sometime soon in the future and see if anything comes of that. Also the better I get at meditation I might be able to more better revisit that experience...or realm or past life timeline lol
thanks for posting

Our visit here can be one lifetime or multiple but you Naugatuck have another life elsewhere in the 5D realities. We come here for many reasons and it sounds as if the experience you described was a previous life and the being you encountered was a 5D person you know. You still had other lives to live and here you are now. Thanks for sharing such a beautiful memory.

originally posted by: chris_stibrany

originally posted by: MidnightHawk


The whole point of meditation is to open up your mind to let spirit entities in.
That is all I can relate about this subject from my personal knowledge of it.

Patently false.

Unless you are defining spirit entities as qi/prana/energy. Which you are inhaling right now.

Meditation is about storing new energy, cleansing oneself, and stilling the mind to nothingness, creating mental discipline.

Mystics practice Yogic meditation in order to dull the intellect and to experience trances or feelings of ecstasy. Those attaining such a state are said to have found truth and to have attained moksha.

Yoga in the mind of a lot of westerners is just a form of exercise and stretches. But it is actually a form of mysticism borrowed from Hinduism and those who practice it are known as Yogis.

The form of meditation in this spiristic Hinduism is done by emptying the mind and deadening the senses, a Yogi can see and hear strange things. And Yogic meditation has been combined, as it often is, with such other techniques as fasting, drug-taking, extreme isolation, and torturelike activities, the deprived mental state can be attended by bizarre hallucinations. It may also be attended by ‘mystical’ events of the kundalini type (I don't feel like going into what is a kundalini experience here, but imagine full demonic possession to get an idea). The Yogi is led to believe that these unusual experiences during his nonrational state are both real and good.

Notice: some Yogis claim to experience a oneness with the spirit world, which they say is God.

In the book Mysticism Sacred and Profane, R. C. Zaehner warns:

“This emptiness is dangerous for this is a ‘house swept and garnished,’ and though it is possible that God may enter in if the furniture is fair, it is equally likely that the proverbial seven devils will rush in if . . . there is no furniture at all.”

For this reason gurus (these are the spiritual teachers in Hinduism) often warn new disciples that Yoga may expose them to demonic influence. Would such warnings be necessary if the true God were involved?

All these practices and teachings of meditation leave the mind swept clean and open for demonic entities to take control of the unsuspecting host. There is no doubt that some know very well whom they are involved with and continue with it in any case.

a reply to: Spacespider

Ive tried a little to get back to that place but it seems I cant get there or have a block or something. I can fully feel all the emotions I felt though in that experience. Practically like I was there again but the visuals I can not yet get. I want to put more effort into though as I think there was a lot more to that experience then I was shown... if that makes sense

a reply to: starshift

Thank you for that. I do often think a lot of the 5d, but at the same time my understanding is that we are going into 4th density from 3rd density. And then I have been researching a bit about the 5d and that makes a lot of sense to me also, like both resonate with me. I feel I have been here before, an old soul of sorts. I do wonder how many lives my over soul or higher self is living right now lol

originally posted by: chris_stibrany
a reply to: BerkshireEntity

Sounds to me like you saw a past life. Then your soul saw part of the 'in between'
I have had this happen in some meditations as well.

This ^^. I wouldn't read too much into it except as validation that such things exist. I'm not discounting it in any way. Those experiences can be quite profound, but there probably isn't too much hidden meaning other than you saw something that really happened to you prior and those things are real.

I practice Falun Dafa and find that quite good.

a reply to: BerkshireEntity

Thank you for sharing. I love reading about these types of experiences. Especially NDE's. And although you didn't appear to have an NDE, you may have had what is referred to in antiquity as a 'vision'. If, as a result of the experience you have lost your fear of death, you're not alone.

originally posted by: BerkshireEntity
a reply to: Spacespider

Ive tried a little to get back to that place but it seems I cant get there or have a block or something. I can fully feel all the emotions I felt though in that experience. Practically like I was there again but the visuals I can not yet get. I want to put more effort into though as I think there was a lot more to that experience then I was shown... if that makes sense

Keep trying buddy.
What we need, is some flesh and blood human on this planet establish a stable connection to the afterlife.
We could do interviews with these godlike telepathic entities and learn more about the place.
Is it on another planet, dimension how big is it, who built it.. who is there, your not the first one to have these experiences. And sadly I have not heard about anyone that can recreate the connection.
But I think if you have had it once, you have the ability in you to do it again.

All I will say in response is that R. C. Zaehner was not a mystic nor a yogi, nor apparently even a practitioner of meditation.


He was a British academic and spy, quoting other sources. And the best source is ones experience, not some long dead guru who may or may not have been truly adept but merely a fanatical and fearful religionist.

a reply to: MidnightHawk

It happens to me…..randomly…..
I’m trying to figure it out myself…..

originally posted by: BerkshireEntity
So this is this first time I am sharing this experience in a public manner, before now I only shared with a handful of close people.

About 20 years ago I was in highschool, I was 16 or 17 when this happened but I recall so much so very vividly. I had been out most of the day during summer playing basketball and doing a lot of hiking that day. About 6 years prior I learned a little about meditation and had been practicing it a bit here and there through those years and now am very into it. Anyway it was about 8pm or so and still light out so I went down to my bedroom which I lived in a pretty neat basement setup in our small house. It was refreshing down there during summer because of the cool air and felt nice on the hot summer days and nights. I sat on my bed and turned on my lava lamp and this trippy fiber optic little lamp that changed colors lol. I started getting into my meditation and pretty quickly I fell into some sort of experience. All of the sudden in this experience I felt a lot of rain, a big thunderstorm of sorts and I noticed I was laying down on a bed or floor of a log cabin type home (which my real home was not) and I felt something bad was going to happen and then it did. The roof of the log cabin caved in on me, I was sort of crushed and trapped by beams and other debris while I was laying down. I felt no pain, just trapped with a bunch of rain heavily falling on me and I had the feeling that "well I'm done for, just accept it", and while all this water was falling on me I felt peace in a way. All of the sudden I am above this body that is trapped, well my consciousness anyway, and I see that its not me. It was a different body, different clothing... it looked like I was wearing black late 1700's or 1800's style overall type pants and a black shirt that was just soaked to the core. While this all happened fairly quickly it seemed like time slowed down to notice whatever I could, I was floating there looking at this body and wondering how this happened and why is my consciousness here in this different reality?

While I'm sort of floating there I caught notice of this enormous white and goldish light getting brighter and brighter to the point I almost couldn't look at it, It was like trying to look at the sun but I was able to adjust and this beautiful feminine being was there floating in all this light, actually emitting light around her aura. It was pure ecstasy. Looking at her and being near her brought me to tears. Not of sadness but of pure love and compassion. Her size seemed huge to mine. I don't like to inject religious figures into this but the best way I can explain her look is sort of the some of the paintings or statues of the virgin mary, like the soft but beautiful facial features, a smooth but short sort of pointy nose, very small mouth like a horizontal line but with a slight smile and wearing a robe type of clothing and I noticed a blue color to it. She had a very thin neck like you could put one hand completely around it thin. Her eyes sort of big but all the light made it hard to notice more but seemed to also have like fairly straight horizontal eyelids. While I'm looking at her in pure happiness and overcome by her presence, she sort of consoled me, showed a lot of love and then said something along the lines of "It isn't time to do this yet" or "your not ready yet" without moving her mouth. It was a telepathic thought transfer but in it was embedded so much more information of love, compassion, and understanding. I know there were other things said or transferred but to this day I still don't know what.

After she said what she had told me, my consciousness or soul was shot through so much light in a tunnel type thing and all of the sudden it slammed back into my normal body in my normal reality and when that happened, I sat up so fast like I was slammed in and I took the biggest gasp of air in my lungs I had ever had. Somewhat like if you were holding your breath underwater for a long time and it was the last second you can get air. I sat there with tears rolling down my eyes in happiness and I was sort of shocked also at what happened. When I looked at the clock it was close to 1 AM and it was raining hard outside. There was pretty intense thunder and lightening also, I found all this very very odd.

At first I interpreted this as some sort of near death experience but there wasnt anything where I should have been near death. So after all these years after researching a ton I've come to the conclusion that a light being came to me and gave me some sort of experience or brought me out of some sort of experience, possibly in the astral realm.

It wasnt a dream. I've experienced many lucid dreams and even a few precognitive dreams which I also would like to share soon. It was real as real can be, I just knew it was a reality, my consciousness was somewhere else. This beautiful loving being was there to do something. I wonder if I was traveling in the astral to somewhere I wasn't supposed to be, or maybe I was meant to have that experience because after that I was sure there was life outside of earth and this realm. I always from a young age interested in UFO'S, ET'S, orbs, other dimensions etc. And I am a true believer to this day of all of that stuff.
I do wonder about missing those nearly 5 hours because when I meditated it was usually for an hour or so. I'm just putting my truth out there, not trying to convince anyone about anything, just sharing my very real experience with everyone. I hope it might bring others forward as I have only told a handful of people so far in my life, and over the past few months seeing other people share their odd experiences, it inspired me to share this.

So what do you guys think? have any of you experienced this type of thing?
Could it be in this reality? A parallel reality or some other dimension?
Or could it be a ET contact? ( I personally think its this or an astral experience)

Thanks everyone, I'll be checkin in on this thread!

a reply to: BerkshireEntity
If you have not read them, I would suggest Robert Monroe's trilogy, Journeys Out of the Body, Far Journeys and Ultimate Journey.

He was probably the closest thing to serious research done on OBEs although he did state somewhere, maybe in one of those books, that there was just no way to scientifically prove them with the science at that time, before the mid 1990s.

At times his org, The Monroe Institute, seems a little too commercial and even pricey but in his first book he does seem genuine in his pursuit and in wanting to apply the scientific method.

a reply to: BerkshireEntity

So what do you guys think? have any of you experienced this type of thing?
Could it be in this reality? A parallel reality or some other dimension?
Or could it be a ET contact? ( I personally think its this or an astral experience)

Maybe the big floating Lady in Blue wanted you to know something. Hard to tell.

The closest I can come to a Lady in Blue story involves an invisible faerie that lived with me for about six months, 25 years ago.

Just so we understand: She was very small, invisible, and didn't talk. I could tell where she was flitting around, and even track her movements with my eyes, yet without seeing her. And any communication from her to me involved me just guessing what her intents may be. So if I accidently write something like "Then she said I should ..." you must understand that that really means "I suppose she wanted me to ..."

One day I was sitting in my chair in front of the big oak desk that my 386 computer and keyboard occupied, wondering if I could think of a story or poem or something. She flitted around all exited like and it was as if she were yelling, "You've got to see this!!!"

So I swiveled the chair around away from the desk and let my head drop so I was looking at the floor. Then a portal opened so that I was in a dark stone cell, looking at a girl in blue sort of sitting on the floor in one corner. And she was looking right at me as I was looking at her.

It all ended so quickly! I wanted to know who she was and what I could possibly do to help her. I'm afraid that I attempted to do something but I was no longer there.

That was 25 years ago. I have attempted to write some back story and fill the story out with imaginary dialogues and such a number of times in recent years, but always felt restrained against it.

About a year ago while looking at pictures of castles I saw this:

That's the inner bailey and keep of Château-Gaillard, photo by Sylvain Verlaine.

Something about that keep made me cry out "That's it!" I never saw the outside of that keep, only the inside of a cell. So how would I know?

It's only guesswork, but she could have been Margaret of Burgundy (French: Marguerite; 1290 – 30 April 1315). I've seen some pictures of her wearing blue. She only lived 2 years locked up before dying of a cold or strangulation.

Whoever she was, she looked right at me. She saw me.