A new dawn

Hi, I originally found this site around 6 years ago, I haven't been on it for 6 years but have dipped in from time to time, to learn things from the multiplicity of unique minds this website attracts. After 6 years of dipping in and out of ATS i have decided to add some content and hopefully learn more along the way. Lately i have been watching some Russel Brand pod casts and i love how he takes a scientific approach into things of the conspiracy nature.. I may post my first thread on one of his Podcasts, once i find my way around now i am at the other end of the looking glass.

A new dawn approaches as opposites collide
A mashing of forces of various kinds
For me its a yearning, of bridging a divide
A coming together with the mother of minds
Its hard to explain its somewhere inside
where pain and love are somehow intertwined.

All the best.

welcome to you

Welcome to the site. Hope you enjoy it.

Welcome to the flip side.

a reply to: Panartisis

Although he does offer a somewhat impartial perspective on things his links to the Fabian society should not be overlooked. Wolves tend to enjoy wearing sheep’s clothing.

His last crusade culminated in a propaganda exercise to install his cronies into power with an Ed Milliband love in.

He is however eloquent, articulate, funny and provocative.

Welcome.

Welcome

I love your use of "Love and Pain"

This is the simplest principle of the Universe

The duality of all existence comes from this

Everything is love and pain. Nothing more

And Inbetween, we exist

a reply to: Panartisis

Reminds me of The Parable of the Wheat and the Tares

24 Another parable He put forth to them, saying: “The kingdom of heaven is like a man who sowed good seed in his field; 25 but while men slept, his enemy came and sowed tares among the wheat and went his way. 26 But when the grain had sprouted and produced a crop, then the tares also appeared. 27 So the servants of the owner came and said to him, ‘Sir, did you not sow good seed in your field? How then does it have tares?’ 28 He said to them, ‘An enemy has done this.’ The servants said to him, ‘Do you want us then to go and gather them up?’ 29 But he said, ‘No, lest while you gather up the tares you also uproot the wheat with them. 30 Let both grow together until the harvest, and at the time of harvest I will say to the reapers, “First gather together the tares and bind them in bundles to burn them, but gather the wheat into my barn.”

One of the best poems I've ever read to be honest.

a reply to: Grenade

Yes! Now I know I'am supposed to feel slightly aggrieved by that little poo you did on my parade but this is what I am looking for, and I agree trust nobody, RB may well be aiming at the elites and the insidious control of large corporations but he does also have an agenda, I tend to go with the flow, but sometimes the wolf can help you to, We shouldn't be under the spell of anyone but everyone can teach you, even that person you hate.

I had known about the Fabian Society before but i had to check what it did again and well a progressive left movement does sound like a RB. I dont subscribe to any movements but i do like to dip my feet into things i have never experienced, to see what motivates different types. Last Week i joined TikToK and omg that made me feel like the world is lost... I usually only visit sites like this where a certain type come to share information, on TikTok i notice Bots always typing things like "Whats your pronoun" and im like what does that mean (knowing fine well what it means) and nobody realises thats a bot, insidiously inducing certain terminology into global consciousness. I Heard on here that Soros employed these sort of tactics, wouldnt be surprised, the people he worked for as a boy went that extra mile in psychological operations... anyway im babbling, cheers again for the reminder to remember everyone has an agenda.

a reply to: Compendium

Thanks, love the Avatar,

I study the mystery of language and how they evolve from ancient alpha betas, still early but its very interesting, sometimes i can feel a flash of pure love inside me, its very fleeting but its there, the poem was me trying to convey that feeling and the things i am being drawn to.

Looking forward to your own future OPs

a reply to: infolurker

im not sure about that parable, im confused, but just yesterday i was researching Wheat, i wondered where wheat comes from and then if all grass becomes wheat, then i was out in my garden looking at the area where i had let it grow wild and i was inspecting the grass seed trying to crush it up etc. Then today you post that, when that happens it makes me think i should research wheat more, or try and find the link... you know between that parable and the fact i was researching wheat just yesterday. Hopefully it will come to me. Cheers.

a reply to: ChaoticOrder


Thanks very much, it was one of those ones where it kinda came from somewhere else, i was going to give in and scrap the whole thread because i kept getting stuck and it wasnt saying what i wanted it to say, it took me about an hour and the plan was to try and write a quick poem off the cuff, but it was late and i was tired and i couldnt do it, then another line would come to me and i would get quite excited because it fitted.
i have read how a lot of artist get their inspiration from being really tired and they end up producing their best work at 3am for example... sometimes when they say things like that and then describe it as their song or work, i think, Is It!
Maybe its everybodys song.

Cheers.

Thanks for the welcome everyone. And i look forward to getting to know you all that little bit more.

Cheers

a reply to: Panartisis

Welcome! Glad you joined.
Don’t forget your tin foil hat!

a reply to: Panartisis

Hello and Welcome!

a reply to: Panartisis

If you are studying Semiotics, Morphology and Phonology, I can offer you some advice from my experience

How deep into your study have you gotten so far?

It takes a few good years to start to understand the patterns

Be aware that you are literally re-wiring your brain

When you start to understand the patterns in phonology and how they relate to written “symbolic” language, it can be rather painful. Physically, mentally and emotionally

You may get headaches, burning, or feel like your head is going to explode

You may even think you are losing you mind at times, because once you start seeing patterns in words and numbers, it is hard to stop seeing them

It can be overwhelming and feel as though you are being bombarded by the patterns and “messages” you see, once you notice the patterns

Don't freak out if/when this happens. You'll get used to it

Also, don't bother trying to explain it to normal people. Unless they experience it for themselves, they won't understand and they'll think you are crazy

While you are studying languages, try studying them in mirror. Meaning, you literally look at the structure of the words backwards and forwards

Look at all possible ways that words and patterns in language, can be related (especially phonetically) in meaning, backwards and forwards. Same and opposite meaning, in both directions

Record the word “Arthur”. Then play it backwards. It is a perfect phonetic palindrome. It sounds the same played backwards as/or forwards. Though the word spelled backwards does not have a close phonetic relation to be read

This is the “Sword in the stone”. Phonetic dissonance

It gives you a understanding of how most language is “directional”. Australian Aboriginal is probably the closest thing to a bi-directional, or palindrome language as there is today. Most of their words are bi-directional and allot are doubled

Notice how I don't use full-stops at the end of sentences?

Does this relate to Hebrew being written backwards?

They are all constructed “directional” blockages in written language

It is essential to understand how language can be applied in both directions, to understand how the written language can act as a blockage or limitation to the conscious mind

It will help you supersede language limitations

You also need to learn and understand what the individual letter and number symbols mean

The reason that the symbol we call the letter “A” is drawn the way it is. It is not by chance. All letters, numbers and symbols have very particular meanings and were/are drawn that/in such a way to represent something very specific

Understanding what these symbols mean (especially numbers) is the key to understanding most languages

Also, I know the feeling of love you refer to

I have also felt it. Though I normally intentionally push it away when it happens.

It's not that I don't like the feeling, or think it's beautiful. I just don't see why I should get to feel like that while everyone else suffers. It doesn't feel deserved or right

I hope someday I might be able to allow myself to feel it. Though I think it goes around in some sort of cycle, like the sun. And I'm not sure it'll keep coming back for that long, when I keep sending it away

We'll see what happens

Do you have any type of "unknown" physical affliction? Like something that feels like a snake wrapped around your spine? Sometimes feels like it is strangling you, even though you get the sense it is healing you in some way?

I have this

It's very painful sometimes. Sometimes excruciating

a reply to: Compendium

Far enough to see that the time you sent that at 9:27 is something i should pay attention too, its funny how the sword and the stone can also be the "words and the tones" which is something I need to study more, like chanting etc, do you practice transcendental meditation btw, ive always wandered if that is a scam, i mean why does a teacher need to give you the chant that is right for you, cant you find your own word or words?
I have been noticing words and anagrams of words or the backwards of words, and prefix words like mal and ben, but lately i have been looking at numbers and words from hebrew, i have always kind of toke the A for a pyramid and capstone and the Z as a thunder bolt, and things like that, but know it is starting to come together and it is exciting and can be overwhelming, but its new so getting used to it for the next piece of the puzzle is the goal
Also does a full stop indicate fullness and to stop and yet in the next sentence you continue?

a reply to: Panartisis

You do come up with your own words and "chants"

You may even start to speak your own language. Or even dead languages. I believe this is some type of primal language built into us that is accessible through learned and understood language. We just need to learn how to enable it

Another reason it's important to study languages as bi-directional

I call this language true Phonecian, because of it's Phonetic congruence

My advice if you start speaking in languages you don't understand (usually outbursts linked to strong emotion like anger), is not to resist it. Let it out, then think about, and try to understand, what it was you said

It is compatible with your own mind and language, it is just a little hard to come to terms with what, or how, you are speaking it

To speak it fluently can be a little disconcerting. But it won't hurt you in the long run. It will actually help you speak any language you want, if and when you need to. This is usually instinct

It's hard to explain, because I don't fully understand how it works (or how it's possible) but if it happens to you, you'll understand

Be aware that Hebrew and Greek are bridge languages. That is why they are used by the Bible

You need to realise that allot of the definitions in the accepted modern versions of their language are not quite right. It doesn't matter how many people speak those words and think they are correct. They are not quite right. Some of them are almost completely backwards

Example:
Imagine a word which means "Traffic lights"
Turned around to mean "Street lighting"
Then turned around again to mean "Car Headlights"

The original meaning has been turned around to mean something completely different, by using a common meaning and transition translation in the middle

This is a bridge language

Also. Ignore Latin. Latin is a bastard language designed to hide the true links between languages

Example:
My name Samuel, means "I AM THE". It can be directly related to "El" meaning "The" in other languages. As well as "Sam" in Russian which means "Myself"

Instead, it is said to be Latin of the Hebrew Shemiel meaning "The name of God"

Sam "Myself" becomes the opposite "Name", meaning someone other than yourself. And "The" as designation for perspective and position, is turned around to mean "God"

The meaning of the name has been completely reversed. This is the purpose that Latin was created for. To legitimise the bridge languages and hide true links between meanings in other languages

People think that true links in meaning between common words in modern languages are "coincidental", when this is not the case

If you find the same word meaning 2 different things in 2 different modern languages, look to see if they hold a common "bridge meaning" or if they are downright polar opposites

You can thank the abuse of languages like Hebrew and Greek for this

Anyone that practices Latin as a measure of linguistics, should be completely disregarded out of turn. They practice bridged language. The blockages between linguistic history

And I practice astral projection through dynamic concentration or lucid dreaming (non-conscious realms and states). I have in the past meditated up to days at a time. Sometimes barely moving for up to 12 hours. But my conscious state has heavily shifted since then. I can't do this any more. I try meditate, I go non-conscious too easily. It seems I have reversed somehow, because I can sleep up to 20 hours at a time

Frequency can be a trigger for meditation, if you are interested in going down this path, but I would suggest water is a far better way to tune your body within relaxation. Clean as possible. Either a bath or the ocean. Avoid chlorinated pools if you can

If you want a example of how this works (what I'm talking about) submerge your body in water, so your ears are completely underwater (and full of water), then speak

You will hear your words resonate through your entire body

If you start humming at different tones and pitches, you will eventually find particular hummed sounds that will make your entire body resonate like crazy

Because water is a resonant bridge. It'll tune you in meditation much quicker than out of water. Whether you use tones or not

a reply to: Compendium

My Son was getting really angry the other day and to get him out of it i make him think, i will say things unusual or i will distract him by pretending to turn into a zombie, which can turn the anger into fear, then i hit him with love, and try to get him into the thinking that these feelings can be changed at will... but when he was going through the emotions he give an outburst of intellible language and i thought at the time that it sounded familiar but i could not make out a word. Although i personally have made great strides i have been stuck in a rut and i find it more difficult to get started on the things that need to be done, i have done one sort of ritual type thing before recently that i think worked but was quite normal yet unexpected.
whilst gaming i can sometimes feel my body go numb and realise i am in a semi trance state, so one time it happened i thought i am going to say something to the goddess Annat, and i cant remember the exact words because i wasnt really expecting anything, but it was a long the lines of Annat reat mother i innvoke thee to cleanse me.

Sometimes i feel like there is something holding me back, and i really need to get things done so thought this might help, about 30 mins later i had this strange pain in my stomach that increased dramatically till i almost started to panic (i never panic btw, in fact this may be the reason i find it hard to get stuff done that needs done), the pain came and went for about 30 mins or so, really intense... then i needed the toilet, the poo that came out was black and really hard, followed by water, never in my life have i poo'd like that, not a wow moment because that can be chalked away to bizarre coincidence, but i did feel much better afterwards.

The last three times i have opened book 4 i have landed at the same page, and i think i need to understand that just now, page 70 in the forgotten books series, says something like finding the meaning or linking idea of two contradictory things, words to that effect anyway, and i was thinking pain, love and growth.

I have had some wise words spoke to me by a chaos magick adept that answers your emails back, but then even he started to try sell me a vaccine ffs, my early life experiences all relate to whats happening right now, its as if something in me pushes forward those memories to help me with figuring out whats coming and to guide me.

Its all a bit crazy tbh, Shadows and flashes of light are constantly appearing and disappearing before i can look and study them, like this happens daily and i dont really feel anything when it happens except ffs just show yourself already.

Im trying to find a good meditation technique that will help me get my finger out my arse and get things done, its like procrastination is the demon i need off my back right now.

Thanks for sharing your knowledge with me.

a reply to: Compendium

Oh and btw i had a strange dream about a week ago, and i dreamt i was sleeping and saying to myself on the bed "right try and get up now" and i got up, annoyed because i woke myself up, went back to sleep and dreamt i was sleeping again standing over me and saying "right try and get up" again i woke up, then went back to sleep till morning.

almost like I was training me.